Fear and OCD _{Page 3 of 5}

Disturbing thoughts

1. Like my boss pinged me today and asked me the status . He said me if something was not working why did you executed the job and wasted time . His words created an agression in my chest and like there was some force which hit on my chest and created restlessness and now I am getting into that more deeper and my stomach is also disturbed due to anxiety

(From the morning I was working continuously since I had a fear that someone is sitting on my head )

2. On a long paragraph I can read words but as soon as I start reading a sentence in the language which I understand I have a fear that i will not be able to understand and my mind will not be able to go deeper into the content which creates anxiety

But if I read sanskrit or urdu the language which I dont understand I can read as much content as I want without understanding it

I just took one dose of it . But it disturbed me totallly . I am only taking lycopodium 200

Please help me out ? Should i take carsinosim ?

Just want to share something

Like it's 5am in the morning I was sleeping and while sleeping only I suddenly had a lot of anxiety and fear that my new manager is creating a lot of pressure which I am not able to hold and I started putting me down just like it's a type of Quit feeling . This anxiety usually comes to me at night in any form while sleeping only and my eyes is closed and I keep on having that fear in the chest and pressure in my head for a long time

The same feeling came because previous day we were having a discussion where one of member from my team started questioning me too much in front of my manager. That person is a kind of very rude person because he just says anything which hurts the ego and I am not able to revert to the questions he asked as I got disturbed and started getting so aggressive and restless from inside my mind and body is not able to hold that emotion . What I notice is that everything was ok after 5 pm and at night also I dont have this feeling while sleep also but in the morning while sleeping only I have this fear and anxiety


The recommended medicines I feel works and I have a kind of positive feeling in me.
[Edited by akshatj777 on 2021-05-19 00:11:26]

Yes followed this

" PUT 3 DROPS IN A GLASS OF WATER AND HAVE ONE SI EVERY DAY FOR THREE DAYS AND REVERT ON DAY 4. "

Sir since I am not at all happy with my wife and due to a lot of grief and sadness for last one year my jaws have pain . Can you please help me out

Cannot even smile

Hello Sir , I feel a lot of sensation in my brain . Like this sensation (jhanjhanahat) comes in every 20 seconds in the back side of my head which is causing dizziness in me .

Last week I had a feeling after taking medicines that I am gaining confidence . I stopped using all the objects like using the social websites and all the things which diverted my mind and started gaining confidence that I cam do the things like I can read and all and stared diverting the energies in the good things . Also I was started having good sex with my wife . I also diverted my mind into the spiritual things which made me feel energetic and special .

But in between I have some images of those successful girls who are self dependent and confident which I don't see in my wife due to which my mood gets down and I demotivate her. I see that my wife didnt have commerce or science field and also she has home science due to which I find her so weak. There was a girl in my office and she used to support me a lot in completing my work . When her image comes infront of me I feel so regret that why I didnt i married her . Also I always think of running with her and I cannot stop myself thinking that

Also I have a lot of dreams (5-6 dreams) in a single sleep where I feel I am dead and I am so much helpless that I could not get up and I feel like I have no energy and a lot of body breakdown where I feel I can not get up eventhough if I get any support . Can you please see the attached image as there is a lot of pressure on that part and if I press that bone there is a pressure felt and tension gets released

Also I tried to forcefully do reading and all but anxiety is still there after reading . Also I am not able to remember and remind to myself what I have read and even after repeating the things I am not able understand what I have read

Also if on tv if I watch any documentary or any scientific tv series or if I listen to some techincal things my mind suddenly have the fear that my mind will not be able to understand and focus or concentrate . In that case I have to close my eyest and have to force myself to focus .
[Edited by akshatj777 on 2021-05-25 13:54:29]

Cell Salts ?

Sir one more thing

When I do anulom vilom or normally I find my breathe so hard . I am not able to intake the breathe and put it out . I find my nose blocked where I feel breathe is not going inside

Also I am having sciatica pain for last 1 year . The pain is there if I press my left legs from the back side or from sideways . Now I pain is not seen if I do office work or driver but if I start playing football or do running or do gym the pain comes back and it is a very difficult muscle pain

Thanks for the suggestion . Will follow that only

Hello Sir

Consolidated Symptoms

1.I found some change in my reading and understanding issues. I can't say that it's that much helping but now I feel 5% confident to at least and force myself to initiate the things

2.Thoughts related to my wife is not relaxing at all as my mind is not at all ready to accept her as she does not fulfill me materialistic support and she is not up to the mark . Last two years have been so tough for me after my marriage where I have been in so much grief and helpless . I am not able to forget all that struggle which I have faced and cries a lot thinking about that . Don't want to live . Even ask my wife to leave me but she doesn't want to leave me . I have tried in everyway to convince her . I feel like whole my BUDDHI is lost

3.Sir I am having a lot of acidity inside me for last 3-4 days. There is some water or gas that rises to my chest and even sometime comes to my neck . This acidity creates a lot of headache also . Even I find that he I move my upper body I feel some water is moving (In hindi we call it GAS KA GOLA)which helps me to relax my mind . Is it the gastro reflux problem . Also I have started running which is creating a lot of fatigue and disturbance.


4. Also I am having pain for last 1 year . The pain is there if I press my left legs from the back side or from sideways . Now I pain is not seen if I do office work or driver but if I start playing football or do running or do gym the pain comes back and it is a very difficult muscle pain
[Edited by akshatj777 on 2021-06-02 16:17:52]

Should I continue with my previous medicines also

Hello sir my gastric problem and conspitation is not improving . There is a lot of bloating and anxiety due to gas . Also a lot of fat has come on my stomach . Hyperacidity is too much

Nux vom 200 alterate days at night before dinner


Nat Phos 6x
Kali Mur 6x

five tabs of each three times a day.

Sir I am also taking Yalo tablets . My stomach gets clean but still it feels like my tension nerve near my eyes is closed due to a lot of gas and heaviness in stomach

I feel like it's mucus .
[Edited by akshatj777 on 2021-06-09 16:19:47]

Sir does oligoscan report helps to detect the mineral and heavy metal shortage .

Does that report help in homeopathy