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Ok, thank you for the clarification.

Hello Kaps,
Yesterday, I thought I was all okay.
But my head burning is not going away.
People tend to remind me of my tragedy every now and then. I hate to answer when people around me ask "Are you okay" ? You look pale, you lost weight, your eyes are swollen etc.
I am trying to come out of my tragedy here and people are pulling me down to it again and again. I understand they are trying to console me. But my heart and mind say " please don't ask me those questions which hurt me more. "
I just share my emotions with you in this forum and I am okay with that. .I feel safe sharing my negative or positive emotions with you.
I usually hide my emotions. I try to look normal. Even if I feel like crying I cry quietly. So this is the reason I yell or scream out my frustrations on others.

My head is heavy again hearing people's consolation(started this morning). I have a burning sensation inside the head. I am in a depressed mood.
please suggest.

Do you want me to continue taking Aurum.
I didn’t take it last night thinking that two doses were enough for me. Sorry if I misinterpreted your message.
Please suggest

I took only one dose of Aconite 200 and 2 doses of Aurum so far
(During/In these 4 days)

I will take another dose of Aurum 200 tonight as per your suggestion and will report tomorrow morning

Thank you.

Hello Kaps,
Good Morning

Update as of 8.35 AM
As per your advice, I took another dose of Aurum Met 200 last night right before I go to bed (around 10.45 pm)
I was tossing and turning until about 1 AM. I woke up at 8 Am. I woke up little better. My depressed mood is better just by 30-40%. There is a dull congestion and heaviness in head because of the depression. Burning sensation inside head has been improved.
The heaviness and congestion in the head and the depressed mood is bothering me at this time.

Thanking you for your help.

Hello Kaps,

I took Aurum as per your suggestion and I am feeling much better today. No head congestion and no burning feeling now. Depression has been significantly decreased. I am feeling okay now.

Thank you so much.

Hello Kaps,

Update as of this evening after having the doses:

I am feeling like My head is squeezed. But I feel okay.
No depression, no head congestion, no headache, no head burning sensation as of now.

Thank you for your help.

Hello Kaps,

Update as of 11.16am today.

I am again feeling mentally sick since last night. I am missing my dad again. I try to avoid thinking about him but it’s not working. During the time I had the remedies I felt like my mind went numb, so I didn’t feel any pain of missing him. But I think the effect of the remedy Aurum Met 200 is wearing off. My head is congested again and has a dull ache. I am irritated and frustrated again. I am kind of restless and anxious. I am again being negative that my mom didn’t take enough care of my Dad while he was vulnerable. (It may not be true as I was not there to see what was going on this is just my imagination or guess). I don’t want to blame her.
I am not able to control my mind not to think about all these things. These emotions come into my mind involuntarily. I always tend to quarrel with my husband when I am irritated. But deep down I am in pain and sorrow which I don’t show outside. When I meet people outside home, I feel fine but as soon as I am home I feel Sad and depressed.
I always wake up sad and pressurized.

Please note: I also received the two remedies by mail now.
Ambra Grisea 200
Platinum Metallicum 200

Please suggest

Thank you for your help.
[Edited by Sound Mind 2022 on 2022-04-13 15:19:28]

Update As of 1.23 pm :

I am better again. Just a significant squeeze inside the head is presence.

Also Please note: Ithe two remedies that you asked me to buy, I received them by mail.
Ambra Grisea 200
and Platinum Metallicum 200

Thanking you.

Just wanted to share with you Kaps, today is my Dad’s Birthday.
I wish him Rest In Peace forever.

I love you and miss you Dad.

Hello Kaps,
How are you doing?

My Current condition:

I had been doing okay till last night.
Last night I had a nightmare and I was so suffocated in my dream as if I was going to die. I was trying to get air but I couldn’t and I was making some weird noises. Luckily I woke up but my mind was so disturbed.

It’s 10.35 am now and for about 2 hours I have been feeling so restless.
My head is heavy and has a squeezed feeling. I think I had a mild anxiety attack. It was sudden and since then I have been feeling restless.
I am feeling something is happening inside my brain. I fear of insanity. Please help.

Hello Kaps,
Its been 1/2 hr since I took the remedy. I am feeling 30-40 % better now. The squeeze in the head is still there. There was a burning feeling inside my head a little while ago, after I took the remedy. It’s been subsided now by 50%
Thank you for your help

I was okay when I woke up. Only in my dream, my nose was blocked and I was breathing from my mouth and I was still feeling suffocated. I was so scared after I woke up eventhogh I felt relived and not suffocated.
The breathlessness ended after I woke up
[Edited by Sound Mind 2022 on 2022-04-25 19:09:59]

Hello Kaps,
Update as of this morning.

I still feel mentally sick. I woke up feeling sick. I have been nauseous for the last 2 days(even before taking the dose of Aconite) and I am sure its not related to any digestion issue.
My head is still heavy and has burning feeling inside and I am very much irritated with small things.
I hate it when people try to push me to do what I don’t want to do. My husband commands me as if I am a little girl. I hate that a lot. I don’t like his “Do This” and “Do That” kind of attitude. All of a sudden for the past few months, he has been acting like a commanding King ( not a gentle or humble King whom people like) who has a lot of attitudes.

My nerves are too jittery and too sensitive so I am so much irritated and react immediately whenever I don’t like anything.
My husband goes to neighbors house and look for what they have in their houses and tries to copy everything. I am just opposite. I like my own uniqueness. I like to experiment new things by myself. I don’t like to copy what others do. I don’t want to know what others do. I am a quite person and like to do things quietly. I am kind of antisocial and he is too much social. He misuses the help of neighbors ( getting things done inside house for free) and I don’t like to take others help unless its an emergency. I don’t know where I am wrong here. If he doesn’t change his habit of dependency on neighbors, people will start avoiding him. I just get irritated by his behaviors. He wants me to be like him and I don’t think I can ever be like him. I know these are silly things to post here but these things are affecting me mentally (irritation and frustration) and I am not able to ignore them as much.

Is this burning and nausea thru out the day?
Yes it was throughout the day. But now, it seems like those subsided by 50 -60 %.

Right now, Its 10.00 AM and I have a dull headache and have a heavy head with some kind of pressure inside.

Do you feel whatever you feel with your husband, with everybody?
there is nobody else at my home who nags me and my daughter all the time besides him.
But what I can say is I get irritated with other people as well but don’t react or don’t show my irritation, as they won’t constantly irritate me with their behaviors. When I was a teenager, my mom used to nag me a lot too and I never liked it. But I couldn’t defend myself back then because she was so strict and was like a dictator. So I just had to tolerate everything.

You are in early 40s ?
I am 45
How old is your husband?
He is 57
Jitters on the nerves is this feeling also thru out the day or only when someone behaves the way you do not like ?
When my husband irritates me with his immature questions and nagging. .

How do you react :-

Internally ( feelings, and what you feel like doing to that person throw things or beat or worse) How do you control those emotions?
I just scream at the person ( only my husband) or talk back loudly to defend myself and as if I was asking the person to stop bothering me. It eases my brain. After the quarrel, I don’t talk to him for long time.

Actually To the person who annoyed you? Do you shout and scream back ?
Life is a big compromise I know you do it a lot but a little more just for your Heath and peace of mind
Its beyond my capacity of tolerance now. I am not as tolerant as before now because its too much. So I shout a lot now. I know it might be harming my physical health but otherwise it is harming my mental health. So it looks like I am choosing the lesser evil.

Somewhere in the middle of these things you hadse Gynae issues tok hope all well that side.
Yeah, it looked like my period had stopped but I had a little flow for 5-6 days this month. It happened after 6 months.
[Edited by Sound Mind 2022 on 2022-04-27 14:36:46]