Worry, anxiety, fear, duodenal ulcers, right sided headaches, port. hyp. tension, varic. - Dr. Sameer help requested _{Page 14 of 18}

Just now I casually kept hand on left chest. On left extreme I felt pain. In the mirror, I see that there is nodule ('gathaan') kind of thing that is slightly painful. I do not nkwo what it is. No indication on outer skin of a boil/ulcer/blister. Just slightly swollen but sore and strange.
Its location is little (1 inch) below left calf on extreme left chest on rib end.

After Thuja:
1. I did not have morning headache most days. Just 1 or 2 days with slight right sided usual headache. This is that ulcer related headache.
2. Many ulcer symptoms in these 10 days. Mouth ulcer on left gum since 4 days.
3. Due to excess work at home yesterday morning, I could not eat properly for hours. First stool was okay at 10:30 pm. Then, 2nd sticky stool at 11 am and then again at 1 pm.
4. Today morning (Sun.) I tried to do 'siphon'. Since the pipe material was toxic (the smell is still coming off hands) and I am sensitive, my already sore throat has become quite sore since 2 hours. I have done saline gargles.
5. Problem in sleeping at night.
6. Very imp. Most of the days I had feeling of 'dil baith janaa'. Loss of heart beat very frequently at random times. Caused me worry and discomfort.
7. Usual anxiousness and worry. Whenever the office tension was less, esp. due to action of boss, I had reasons to be enthusiastic. Small moments of better feeling and enthusiasm 'on those specific times only'.
8. I am unable to avoid thoughts of 'next birth'. I keep planning and worrying excessively about what and how should be my next birth life.
9. I am very highly worried what will happen to me after the loss of my parents. I am just not able to imagine a reasonable life after my parents.
10. Dread of certain works. Great fear and dread of 'travel'. As soon as those things are talked about, esp. when other family members are going out, I become very concerned lest I may have to go....

As usual my request is:
Please prescribe a remedy urgently. (I feel like taking Aconite 200 due to the latest fears and sore throat. Stool was like Merc. Sol, dysenteric....and mouth ulcer...}

May be there are many other things to write. But I feel that I am unable to project myself properly. It appears that the impression about me goes something else. So at the moment I am not writing much. Also I feel tired and exhausted to write. It burdens me mentally.

Dear Sameer,
While I myself requested for a remedy urgently and I may keep Calc. Ars. ready (if available), I may not take it immediately. I have few points to write and request your comments.
I will try to do that soon.

Due to people at home and all I took Pantodac for 4-5 days this week.
2 days ago the morning was quite cool here. I was exposed for 1/2 hour. All others were comfortable but not me. Then there was all sorts of exposure to ac car, hot day, warm evening and all....and outside food to which I was very very careful. I hardly ate outside and selectively.
Still, I got up with sore throat on left side extending to ears today. Then the left nose too was burning. I wasn't comfortable with fans, etc.
Some usual indigestion is there. I have to pass slightly loose stools, an hour after meals. Some small blisters,boils or pimples have been there.

Dear Sameer, if you can prescribe something for this ...

Mother in more trouble...I am stopping.

Maybe I will take Aconite 200.....

No doses taken after Thuja 30.
Calc. Ars. NOT taken.

Dear Sameer,
I hope you still have interest left in my case. The sudden events and emergencies did not let me post here. Also your short question was very tough to answer in those circumstances. I still do not have a 'yes', 'no' type of answer. Nor can I think simply and give a brief account of mental changes after Thuja. I am totally confused and lost as far as my mental state is concerned.

But I can point out some specific things after the troubles and illness in my house. If one sees them straightforwardly, a remedy may come out in a simple way to help me.

1. During the trouble in house, I was terrified initially but after a day situation stabilized so I got relaxed relatively. Then I took holiday from office for full week.
2. Most part of week I had family duties and to 'just be there'. That time I could get sleep as and when needed. This gave me good rest. In fact during Wed. Thu. I almost enjoyed the rest in spite of other tension and started feeling slightly healthy.
3. I managed without Pantodac and Crocin except first day.
4. My condition has nothing to do with any homeopathic remedy. This is purely due to circumstances that gave me compulsory rest. I used to feel very sleepy every now and then and summer was also there. But since I could sleep at will, it helped me much. I have just not wanted to come out of it.

5. Now the most important trouble since 2-3 days is that I have dread of going to office. Since I took 5 extra days of leave than planned one, I am very afraid that my boss (as his usual nature is) will be very eager to launch lots of works on me. While I am even more reluctant to do high responsibility work.
You might want to compare this with dread and great fear of going to school in my childhood. There were many months and years when I had dread of going to school. And now this has continued in office. In school I would not be so lucky one year with the teachers I got and maybe lucky the next year due to which I managed to sustain the stress it created. At the start of college I had this dread initially but later on I didn't have fear and I adjusted well to many things. This problem got swiped off to a side.
In the office I again got the same environment w.r.t. this discussion that was not so suited to me. (Other things are quite good in our office.) So I again the same dread.
Now the thing is, while I dread going to office, my mother is equally eager to see me going to office. There have been worries of money and I will be expected to continue office well and do my duty.
From all my earlier posts, my problem with going to office will be reflected well.

6. If I may add so, this has got nearly nothing with any jealousy, ambition, comparison, hatred, etc. In one forum topic I saw a lady write that she doesn't like bossing and all that. My case is not at all that type too. I am very loyal and obedient type of person many a times. I am very cooperative too.

7. Note that headache is in control. On delaying meals there is slight right sided headache nothing to dread about. Since I rested a lot, the terrible throat trouble went away on its own. The left sided pains also died away. The problem to be careful of is the occasional acidity. I ate 2-3 Gelusil tabs just one day and the week was managed. But this is related to my stress and dread.

8. Actually I feel a lot of stress and tension of the responsibility of my job and the seniors are generally only keen to tell us that we need to be very keen and ready to take up work and responsibility. At least I find the approach of help, support to be very missing which I need right now, maybe not others. I don't hear, 'Don't worry, I (we) are there, don't be afraid...'.
I feel that I am forcibly doing the job. I just feel, 'Oh! on, I don't want to go, please do not send me there....'. I feel terrified when I do not see any solution. Change of department in present job and new job both options are very difficult and are likely to cause great financial and career loss and mental tension to all. I cannot discuss these things here and explain well.

I will write more if I remember. Sameer kindly see if you can suggest a remedy.

I took Calc. Ars. 200 on 16th.
1. These days I suddenly get angry and once annoyed I don't calm down for several mins. No opposition tolerated.
2. Office situation where I am compelled to work in specific manner (due to others' differences) makes me highly frustrated.
3. Two problems are back. Palpitation on sleeping late morning (9 am to 1 pm, etc.). Great sleepiness from 8:30 am to 12:15 pm everyday.
4. Another problem that has unnecessarily come back is the itching and 'infection' sort of on penis skin touching scrotum. Unnecessary because I just don't find any reason for it to come back.
5. Mentally not good. Continue to feel tired.
6. Nothing like aggravation of specific symptoms from the remedy. For 2-3 days at different times, I felt strange. Can't describe. Very discomforting feelings, losing my awareness...sort of....at night on going to sleep.
7. Neck has gone thin. Pains on back side on pressing from front (Adams' Apple). Causes balance loss.
8. Ear wax increased, don't know why.
9. Feeling of choking in throat. This had reduced but has come back after this remedy. (Won't describe much at the moment.)
10. Lack of motivation and will.
11. Pain in right chest in liver region.
12. Again increase in greying of hair.
13. Sexual energy almost lost. Giving discomforting feeling. After Thuja, it had reduced already so I felt okay. But now I find that this shows lack of energy and hormones and nutrients.
14. Face always feels 'stretched' and 'pulled' with stress. And also I have to fight sleepiness through the day.
15. The left eye is always red on inside of eyelids and inner corner.
16 .Confusion.

17. I have a feeling that even after 10 days or 15 or 20 days, I am not going to feel better. This remedy is unlikely to help.

Sameer, kindly suggest what remedy to keep ready. As soon as 10 days are over, I will take that another remedy as you suggest and allow.

I am putting some information for records. And I felt compelled.

My condition has been a mess.

High lack of motivation and energy. These two days, there was slight freedom but I just killed time and did nothing. Too sleepy also.

Sleepiness all through the day right from morning. Whether sleepiness is due to lack of interest in office and stress or whatever, it is just there. (Perhaps a thyroid problem?) We cannot attribute this to going late to bed. I have sufficient experimental data of past to say that when remedies worked (or I was good), I would still be okay the next day even after late sleep and in 2-3 days things would correct themselves.

Great frustration due to all this.

Body in a bad state. Entire back feels as if bones are coming out from here and there and the shape is just flexible and good stiffness is lost. Difficulty in sitting for 1/2 hour in bus. Body sags.
Loss of balance, vertigo.
As told earlier, face is stretched and stressed, slight back circles around eyes, eyes are very dull, as if I was asleep or couldn't get good sleep or tired or under some stress (which I am).
Grey hair.
Dull skin all over and on face.
Total lack luster personality.
Thin shrunk body. Shoulders have lost breadth. Chest is bony. Ribs bulged out a bit. Stomach/abdomen with slight belly even though my mass is only 50 kg. Total lack of exercise. Only compulsory walking in office may be saving me.

Some pains here and there, may be in left chest, sometimes in right. Some boils that are not easily seen. Urination now and then but no strength in pelvic muscles. Sexual desire and energy heavily lost. Occasional left or right headache (very less though). I have some stuffy nose now. (Changes in exposure.) Eyesight weakened.

Today evening it was so terrible. Then observing that I started to have that usual typical slight bruised feeling in intestine which indicates acidity, I took Pantodac. After this I felt somewhat better.

My guess is that even after another 4 days situation will be same or worse.
[message edited by sci_spi on Thu, 26 May 2011 18:57:07 BST]

I too Staphy. 200c last Friday on 27th. May. After that you know the conditions. My daughter is in hospital. While Satphy seemed to help me, I soon got busy with this stressful trouble. Daughter has had high fever. Till now urine and throat infection have been detected. Culture report expected in a day. Since I was seeing related things on internet, I came across this article on hpathy.com:
http://hpathy.com/homeopathy-clinical-cases/high-fever-witho....

I strongly request you to go through this. The potency repetition has been discussed. Repetition of same potency has not been totally rejected.
Why I am discussing this is that the doctor had asked the room to be kept very cool for my daughter. So we had the AC room and now I have caught some headache due to exposure to AC and fan yesterday. I am highly inclined to quickly repeat Saphysagria 200 if you permit. If you want I can dilute it as you suggest and then the potency will also get raised a bit. Just one more dose of 'diluted' Staphy. might save me from few troubles in this emergency situation when I have to take care of my daughter.
Maybe this one time it is okay to repeat Staphy. 200 and that too diluted so that it isn't exactly 200c.

Dear Sameer, kindly suggest early.
(Had it not been for catching this headache today morning, I would not have posted yet. I also have loose sticky stools and diarrhea/dysentery. The head aches on top on sides. I did not get a chance to find out how I feel mentally but it seems that I was okay and there was physical improvement esp. in headache and heavy head. But this exposure has brought back headache.)
[message edited by sci_spi on Thu, 02 Jun 2011 07:00:06 BST]

Dear Sameer,
Thanks for your soothing and kind words. It helps me a lot.

My daughter has been detected with typhoid. Everyday she has high fever for fe hours, 103F earlier and 102+ now.
More fight is required of me.....

I have pain in groin. Quite painful. Difficult to walk and stand. Both scrotums are swollen. Right side more painful.

This information must be noted. I am sure I have told earlier.

Mostly I have sex without intrcors 90% of the time. I feel like it every few days. If I refrain for 2-3 days, a discharge starts. And then in another 2 days I have backache in spine at centre. The height is between level of navel and penis. The pain then spreads to hips. On sex (without intcrs) it subsides and i feel better for next few days till I again feel like having sex. Whenever I have had refrain for several days, then, pain also starts in groin (I mean bet. penis and thigh) and in scrotum. Scrotums get swollen. There are clear cut symptoms of prostrate problem. Because I have frequent urination also.

While we can connect Staphysagriya to this very much this pain has gone away after certain remedies. Also after my earlier doc. gave Lyco LM5. There have been aggravations though before relief.

The very first time this type of scrotum pain started 7-8 months after my surgery. My Hb had gone down few months after surgery (to 5.6). This was expected as blood transfusion had kept it normal earlier. Then I was given iron tab. Anemidox. It used to give some ache in stomach. But suddenly after few months I started to have pain in groin. I kept have this info hidden from from everybody for about 17 years.

There are strong indications of Staphy. but pains have to subside on its own (not by sex).
[message edited by sci_spi on Mon, 06 Jun 2011 14:53:50 BST]

A day full of all sorts of problems and utter frustration. In hope that you will suggest remedy I am writing even at 11:45 pm even though I am very tired.

1. 3-4 days ago sex twice without intcrs. subsided the pain of groin/scrotum immediately and fully as expected.
2. But then I also bathed extra. Daughter was brought home but with fever. I was very tired and threw the body on bed that day. But the weather changed suddenly. First rains (of June) came and it was cloudy and windy too (not stormy). I just do not like such weather, esp. when it comes suddenly and my 'man' (mind) is not ready/prepared.
All this caused me to catch sore throat. This time it was lower in throat and a rawness. Causing much discomfort on drinking cold water. Spreading to ears. Intermittent pain in right ear, but also itching in left ear now.
3. In last two days, sore throat caused increase of feverishness that had reduced a bit. I took 3 Crocins in last two days.
4. Things were getting really bad but as if this was not enough. An unavoidable argument session took place in office with superior. This has nothing to do with Staphysagria dose. The session was triggered by a specific event. On and after what happened, you may connect things to Staphysagria though. There was slight opening up but lots of suppression of feelings again. Not good for me at the moment.
5. I had to come late in evening by bad city vehicle causing more feverish feeling. My head was heavy. Hoarseness of voice, rawness and pain. The mood was very very OFF. (Call it Staphysagria now if you want.) I was hinted that if I couldn't get certain works done, my career would be sort of .... spoilt. Through the evening I felt that my blood pressure must have increased.
6. In past 15 days, I have had pain in back on left and also left chest. I always try to check if I have problem in breathing at same time. These days I did feel a bit like that. Not good sign. In fact today morning in bus (when there was no quarrel), I felt slight pain in left chest and then some problem of breath.
7. My voice has changed.
8. There has been something around throat and ears in past few days increasing to normal acute throat infection. So, I have had loss of balance, sudden short vertigo few times.
9. Few times there has been pain/ache in right abdomen in liver region.
10. It is again hot and sunny in past 2 days.
11. Oh I forgot this thing. Few minutes ago, I went to toilet. My both legs were aching with cramps. I had much difficulty in sitting (Indian type toilet) and passing stools.

Sameer kindly suggest acute remedy for throat or any other step. Otherwise I may have to take antibiotics.
(Sorry for long description.)
[message edited by sci_spi on Fri, 10 Jun 2011 19:36:59 BST]
[message edited by sci_spi on Fri, 10 Jun 2011 19:39:31 BST]

I hope you have read my previous post Sameer.
After my post at 12 at night yesterday, I found it difficult to sleep. As soon as the moment of sleep came, there would be a loss of heart pulse causing me to awaken in a startled manner without sleeping. This phenomenon is very common with me. It feels as if heart is skipping beat or stopping and you can't just let it go and sleep. It feels terrible and one must get up / awaken. Of course, awakening is without having gone to sleep.

After a bad sleep, today morning I got up with great pain in throat. The whole throat felt inflamed perhaps full of boils, eruptions or blisters and red.

Along with it I got up with right sided headache. This has relation to stomach.

I plan to take Crocin Pain Relief (and Pantodac or Gelusil to protect stomach).

Yesterday evening till today morning our entire family is very upset and unhappy. Everything has gone bad for us. (I took daughter for blood test few mins ago. This will cause a lingering 'concern' amongst family till afternoon.) Everybody is in OFF mood and whatever little conversation to talk things out leads to unpleasant sentences amongst us. There is no single person who wishes to take things in his/her hand and revive the situation.

To me, office matters, throat/ENT and dull right sided headache does not allow to think with any clarity.

Hello Sameer.
I am trying to settle down on weekend but even after a Crocin Pain Relief, I have a constant right sided headache till this time, 2:15 pm.
Also I am feeling some sort of pressure in chest and centre to throat. Of course it increases when trying to get sleep. My internal feeling is that due to lot of stress my heart is giving away.
It is good to do ECG but how can I go? And will the problem that is just yet to come be revealed?