Worry, anxiety, fear, duodenal ulcers, right sided headaches, port. hyp. tension, varic. - Dr. Sameer help requested _{Page 8 of 18}

Hello muhammad.
Thanks so much for having concern for my health. This has been the good thing of such forums and esp. of abchomeopathy that people come forward to help.

I agree that my body needs to cool down. I also agree that allopathic and even homeopathic medicines increase heat. A renowned ayurvedic doctor had the same conclusion about my father about 20 years ago when he was taking homeopathy in parallel. But I feel that with excellent similimum the vital force of body will be highly balanced and there won't be excess 'heat' or high 'pH' value. I guess you were referring to pH value that indicates acidity level. I also agree that I must be having acidic blood. (People can refer to an article on hpathy by Dr. M. Bhatia with similar topic.)

I appreciate the solutions you have given to me for my health.
1. I have tried Amla several times earlier and different forms. But after my surgery and with aging, it causes too much alkalinity and irritation of intestine. So I develop throat trouble and acrid cough.
2. Every time I observe that green tea causes tremendous sleeplessness even when taken in early evening. So much so that I was once planning to potentize it in water and try to verify proving regarding the sound sleep it may give at potency as high as 30c.
(I have used honey also out of general interest.)
3. I have suggested to avoid badam astrologically and I did it for few years. Presently I do not avoid almonds but I take care not to eat them too much. I tried badam oil long back just like that without any particular benefit.

Ayurveda is also individualistic and an expert who can physically see me (my pulse) is needed to prescribe the right medicine(s) to 'cool' me down.
I shall still try to follow your suggestions as far as they suit me.

At present I do not prefer to take proper ayurvedic treatment since the person giving me advice does not prefer two 'holistic' systems simultaneously.

(Actually I am not against 'combined clinics' too with different pathies but we need to ascertain the level of expertise. It looks to be a remote option at present.)

Muhammad, if I do not respond specifically to your posts due to lack of time and energy or any other reason, please do not mind. I might be still respecting your concern and of all for me.

Dear Sameer.
Internet problem at home. I am unable to connect and write.
I hope the problem gets solved today. Then I will get back.

Still there is problem of internet.
Just after Diwali weather was cloudy. It also rained a bit. Finally it rained very heavily yesterday.
I do not like cloudy weather when there is no sun. I dislike rains when it is not rainy season.
There was tiredness. Now I am feeling very sleepy today. I need rest.
Will talk later on Calc. LM3.

Sameer I request urgent attention.
I do not remember properly what went after first dose of LM3. But there are few tings to express.
1. There was that slight ache in the ball of the left eye that comes with every dose of Calc. carb. I took.
2. Yesterday and today I also have slight ache in the ball of right eye too. These aches much inside in the balls of eyes, esp. left one were never my symptoms. They seem to come from Calc.
3. I also experienced ache in both eyebrows on straining to read.
4. I do not know why the above symptoms have come.

5. I had talked of weather in previous post. One day I also took bath very early morning (though there was no problem, it was not cold). After this now, I was 'excited' yesterday. Tired and sleepy as already expressed in previous post. I kept feeling like taking Crocin.
Today morning I got up with my old left sided sore throat. Location more near to left ear.
6. Then I wnet for stool 2nd time. Loose stools with mucus.
7. Acidity has increased much in 2 days. Took Gelusil at night.

8. In last 4-5 days I faced some vertigo and the ears have been having lot of wax and even got blocked. On two occassions I had to climb to roof for internet. I observed that I feel terrible. I really get very frightened at height for fear of loss of balance, I get vertigo and I felt that next time I just could not climb to any place at higher height. I felt that soon I would lose balance and fall down.

Please prescribe something urgently but not Lachesis. I am also afraid of Calc. because it creates ache in eyes, wax in ears and vertigo. Let us go to something else Sir, not too different from Calc.

I had another loose (mucus) stool. Please note that in last 4-5 days, office load, 2-3 times sex (mastrb. even with partner) due to habit due to some sort of hormone cycle and general excitement causing me to restlessly move around and talk a lot have exhausted me.
I took Bifilac today morning to control stools. But I guess I will have to take Pantodac. Mouth smell is also there. (Ulcer direction.)
Today there are many social commitments and child's homework!
So Pantodac preferred.
I started to do pranayam (simple ones) in last week but as usual it has got a break yesterday.

Mentally not better as such (though not really worse perhaps).
Sameer, please advise.

Compelled to post a little more.

1. There is a lot of hurriedness in mind. Hurriedness in reciting in worship, in a quick nap before daughter comes back from school, in all things, but mentally. Trying to cover up things quickly...(but actually unable to...physically slow...)

2. Still an urge to pass loose stool for 4th time. Perhaps I will surely have to go after this post....diarrhea...

3. As observed many times earlier, due to over sex, blood vessels of left hand have slight ache, problem of blood circulation, feeling that they are getting blocked, feeling that the blood has to push through the left hand. Stiffness in left foot.
Aching in left chest, at the place between nipple and calf.

4. Sudden slight vertigo and loss of balance with certain movements on chair.

5. I forgot to write that I started the day with Crocin Pain Relief to feel relaxed and to bring 'unhuriedness'.

Sameer, please reply. I will try other ways to stop diarrhea till then.

So I went 4ht time for stool.
Also I again had palpitation sleeping in afternoon.
But after 3 pm things remained in control.
I had to eat outside at 2 places. 'Sambar' was spicy but I ate some quantity. Similarly at another place I ate few bites before I concluded that those dishes were 'teekhee'. I also did not have option but to eat all the party stuff. Resisting spicy dishes I ate.
At 11:45 pm now, there is no diarrhea but I do not know how will I sleep and what will be the state when I get up.

Sameer ji, please reply.

In expectation of immediate relief and improvement in sleep and after, I have just now taken Lachesis LM2 correctly as you told. It is 12:20 at night now.

1 drop in 500 ml, stir, 1/2 spoon transferred to another 250 ml. Stirred and 1/2 spoon taken from there.

I have baldness from front side. I dislike it totally and would ask a any doctor to do whatever to reverse it. Since I thought this symptom and my desperation to reverse it was not important in your method, I did not highlight it. For me it is amongst top few complaints.

My wife has purchased an oil with Jaborandi, etc. and a shampoo with Arnica. Should I use those occassionally? Please allow Sameerji, I am sure the external non-potentised substances won't interfere with your treatment. Waiting for response.

I took Lach LM2 on Sat. night. Sameer, I have suffered terribly. Here it is.
Day1 Sun.
1. Feverish and warm on Sun. Caused me to have mastrb. type of sex. This often happens when I am not feeling well and I am feverish. (This was pointed out by Muhammad earlier that heat causes problem....etc. and I agree in many ways...)
2. On getting up itself I had pain 5 mm above both eyebrows. Like band.
3. False 'trans' or dullness. Kept on doing certain work (project) with absent-mindedness.
4. Severe bodyache. Once lying down, just did not want to get up.
5. Took Crocin Pain Relief early morning on Sun.
6. Stickiness on penis skin touching scrotum. Old problem is back. But it is not like aggravation of unsolved problem. It is like 'opening up of old healed wound unnecessarily'. Antidoting of a good remedy by a bad one. After Sulphur, the problem had nearly gone and Calc. did not cause this problem.
7. Mentally no good.

Day2 Mon.
1. Again slight headache on awaking as if a band was tied on front of forehead.
2. Day remained ok but no good by evening. Increase of acidity.
3. When I am not well my nose smells acidic as if there is dilute vinegar in whole body. The nose smells slight acidic along with foul smell due to stickiness on scrotum+penis.
4. Again dullness/false 'trans', 'dazed'. Yes 'dazed' maybe the word.
5. Loss of appetite. Ulcer symptoms.
6. Dream that my left side was paralyzed and I am unable to breathe. Sleep apnea.

Day3 Tue (today)
1. Slight headache as earlier on getting up. I took Crocin Pain Relief at 9 am to work in office.
2. Mentally very 'dazed'. My colleague said, 'You don't look well, your eyes are looking small...'
3. Some bodyache. Not wanting to do physical work.
4. Much lack of appetite. That 'vinegar diluted in water' kind of feeling in whole body along with stomach.
5. Severe acidity by evening and increase of foul smell of mouth making me anxious about ulcer symptoms. I immediately took Pantodac. My experience after several ulcer bleeds tells that Pantodac kind of medicine was promptly required.
6. Mentally bad. Physically worse.

Sameer my feeling is still same. Lachesis layer might be only up to 30 potency in me, or perhaps up to some potnecy between 30c and 200c but no more. Now even the highly diluted dose is simply poisoning me with snake poison and doing nothing as similimum. Yes, relief in throat trouble that already started even before Lachesis but after 30c every time it has been like salty taste in throat, some relief but not like 'wonderful'.

My neck, shoulder region has lost strength so that causes loss of balance sometimes. Cannot turn head while lying down or sit with head thrown back.
Lachesis put me in state of aching for 2 1/2 days as if I had chikunguniya and needed Rhus Tox.

Oh, this is 12 at night. I am compelled to write because of excessive suffering not because of impulse of talkativeness.

I saw Abrotanum on WWW.HOMEOPATHY-HELP.NET
Maybe it is a remedy to consider.
'Mind: Cross, irritable, anxious, depressed.'
This is applying on me.

Perhaps I will write another post before 12:30 at night.

I wish to talk of my experiences with homeopathic remedies that I took in the past:
1. Ars. Alb-Acted on mental plane and physical plane. Gave one of the best mental relief. Took up to 200c. Out of curiosity several years ago, I took only one dose of 0/5 only once since the bottle was there (doctor-made). I only remember that there was no problem.

2. Nux Vom.-Acted on both planes. It makes me active mentally and a deeper active feeling as compared to Calcarea Carb. which gave more of physical strength in lower limbs. Due to overdose of Nux Vom. 200, 0/5, etc. I had proving.

3. Lyco-It was strongly supported by doctor since he would stress on liver and digestion but I feel that it acted more on liver and digestion rather than on mental plane.

I am tired. I will write about other remedies later.

Sameer please suggest something else and bring me out of this Lachesis poison.

Before I continue on remedies I post about next dose.
I took Calc. carb. LM3 as told at 12:40 pm. Immediate reaction for an hour when I didn't eat/drink anything.
Strange but familiar feeling (often with homeopathic medicines), starting from something inside to slight heat to slight sweat (making me better) and something...

After Calc. I am somewhat better at least physically. I managed to take rest in afternoon therefore I am awake at 12:15 night.
I am posting to tell that I have some indigestion. I had to eat outside in marriage reception. No option.
I have taken Gelusil before going to sleep.
I will try to keep my diet simple in next 3-4 days.

I am still to write more on my experiences with remedies.

Today it is cold cloudy weather. As usual many people still like open air and are opening windows. I am the only one wearing a jacket. After 'Id' holiday I felt so sleepy (and of course tired) today that I did not even take a bath.

I am so lethargic these days. I just do not pick up the task and do it 'Haatoon haath'. This is a bit like my father. If others request to do a task (home or office), I always want to start 'separately' at my own time, perhaps alone and I need an assistant who will just fully obey without any debate/arguement AND you never get such assistants at home or elsewhere.
So I want to let people do things at my terms for sometime so that I can recover (from everything) and my present conditions (continuing from last 10-12 years) are just the OPPOSITE.

I have adjusted for years together. I also took that positively thinking that I would grow in those directions which my nature is lacking. Now it is too much. I just want to be in an environment where I do what I can do best.

Further I write on remedy experiences.
4. Cocculus Indica: It has helped me in severe headache and for vertigos and for palpitations (as if heart leapt into throat). Yes know homeopathy is not 'this for that', etc.

5. Phosphorus: It removed a tension on forehead and made me feel ok. Also helped in premat. ejac. More doses of 30c didn't help.

6. Oh yes! China: Whenever I complained of dullness, excess sleepiness, esp. in Feb., weakness/exhaustion, my earlier doctor used to recommend 1-2 doses of China 30c. It used to really help me physically and mentally. I would feel energetic and better digestion, etc. But the doctor was not in favor of going further. He used to give it for temp. relief. Then he would shift to consitutional LM5.

7. Aconite: As advised earlier I used to take Aconite 200 several times. It used to help me a lot. Once I reallised that I was taking it too often. So I stopped. After a long gap and after several other remedies, when I once felt that I needed it, I took a dose. It created the same aggravation pattern of fear. Fear that I would bleed and fall down and sort of spinning and all...I felt like it hit the spot. Later of course I felt better.

8. After I had come back from the 2nd big bleeding episode, I was passing from that city, so I met my doctor. He heard me and saw me. He said, my 'mucus memebrane' was highly inflammed. So recommended this combination-
Hydras. Can. Q + Berb. Vul. Q + Chel. Maj. Q few drops in water, 3 times.
Later he asked me to come to house for constituitional medicine.
The trio combination produced tremendous aggravation. All the horrible bleeding experience was recalled and everything menal/physical. This was followed by tremendous relief in all respects. So much so that I felt very energetic for several days.
After some years the doctor advised that if I felt like repeating this, I should go for 3x, etc.

I have had excellent relief in dry cough at night with Antima Tart. 6 and I have very bad experience with Baryta Carb.

After duoden. ulcer episodes, I was advised Arg. Nitr. 200 and Bismuth MET 200 very strongly. I took them. It was ok. Not much special.

I will almost stop describing effects of remedies on me but add just a little more.
Natr. Mur. 200 has helped me like China.

I mentioned of Abrotanum few posts ago not just like that. I sometimes feel I have 'alternating' symptoms, that's why.

By another doctor I was given Natr. Phos. + Kali Phos. combination, 6x, 12x, 30x. It was helpful but did less on mental planes.

Presently I stop on these lines.

I wish to comment of present situation.
Sameer, due to experience I must stick to my earlier comments-
1. My intuitive feeling is that Lachesis helps only in typical left sided throat trouble. 30c was okay, some potency between 30 to 200 was totally enough. Anything above brings unknown problems and aggravates known ones.
I can go on and on but not needed.

2. Calcarea, acted on the recent upper layer, necessary of course. Cold would go to head, cause left headache never known much to me except very recent years. Calcarea relieved me. It redcued acidity/biliousness and brought even greater physical relief. It also gave slight strength to limbs once I got up. Of course this good effect is nowhere near Nux. Vom. which (I feel) gave strength and 'foortee' mentally. I felt strength in talking also.
But I perhaps knew that Calc. would not work on the core mental freshness and mentality. It was necessary however to eradicate the 'cold' trouble which is not mine.

3. Sulphur, I say in short has done enough. 200 was good but 1M was terrible. (Becasue a layer was always there but not uppermost.)

At present:
1. I am not so well mentally. Keep feeling worries. Not confident of my strength. Unable tp cope with office incompatibility.
2. I do not have enough strength. Feel weak and very tired on getting up.
3. No enthusiasm to take up works and do them swiftly.
4. No enthusisam and total loss of interest for my 'core' hobbies Reading, teaching, tabla (on table!). Or something that I learnt well. Playing musical instrument, etc.
5. I feel a bit hopeless in my efforts.

I think I am making some important mistake in my approach to life. My vibrations do not attract simple things around me as they used to. They attract complexity and spoil my peace.

Sameer, please suggest. (Sorry, my posts have become long again. I will again try to bring brevity.)

The very latest acute problems:
1. My daughter insisted on playing badminton. I played after a long gap. So, left elbow bone is aching at a point. I just neglect it.

2. Due to feverishness I took Crocin Pain Relief yesterday morning to carry on in office.

3. There was craft project of my daughter. She slept but we had to work 7:30 pm evening to 1:15 am at night! Today morning I had to wind up with final touches and submit it.
Though enjoyable, I took heavy dose of Gelusil before sleep at night. It was helpful.

4. Diarrhea at 12 noon today due to all exerting activities. Exhaustion. Foul small in mouth.

I read other posts. Sameer,
My nature does not have this at all - 'doubtful and suspicious'. In fact I find this to be one of my imp positive points. It helps me a lot in life.
I do not doubt people and easily believe in what they say (and I hope to continue).
Due to different people around me in office and society, I may change slightly, temporarily.
I never look at people from the corner of the eye. People take a quick sharp glance on others when they aren't looking. I never do that.

1. Late morning loose stools after late breakfast again. Cold dry winter has added to the problem. 'Pet mein kaph ho jaata hai'.
2. I have become very irritable now in 2 days. Anticipating displeasing situation next week is adding to it.

This is more like 'old me'.

How to take Lyc 6c ? Will pills ('German') do or should I procure dilution only? How many doses?
Tomorrow I have to reach office at 7 am to give training. It is very strenuous to get up early and stay in office till 4 pm. So I finally took Pantodac in evening as precaution. Now since 9:30 pm I have a general headache, tightness in forehead first followed by general headache but inclined to right. Forehead heavy.
I will purchase and take Lyc 6c tomorrow by 5:30 pm.

I took Lyco 6 yesterday at 10:45 pm, 1 drop in 250 ml, 1 spoon.
I could not get German medicine. It was India made.

Also took Pantodac today morning for precaution.

I am OK today till noon. Thank God no aggravation.
Sameer do you suggest Lyco in higher potency before Sulphur?