Worry, anxiety, fear, duodenal ulcers, right sided headaches, port. hyp. tension, varic. - Dr. Sameer help requested _{Page 4 of 18}

1. I took Crocin Pain Relief yesterday evening, today morning and then normal Crocin today evening.
2. Somewhat high temp but I feel a lot of fever due to 'cough, cold, catarrh'. Head inhibited. Faster pulse.
3. Sneezing with a lot of burning in ENT area.
4. Loss and hoarseness of voice.

I can't write much.
Sameer ji I shall check for your response. If I do not feel well, I may go for one of these - Aconite or something like that, bio-chemic salt FP/KM/CP/NS/KS, etc. or antibiotic and/or anti-allergic Cetzine, etc.

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This morning 7 am.
Yesterday I had very hot face and fever. Then, nose was choked for several hours at night, so I took Cetzine. Early morning, there was fever, so took Pantodac (for protect) and Crocin.

Must stay at home today.

I am extremely exhausted.

Up to now I haven't.
Today too I am at home. Fever has gone but the hoarseness of voice, 'sardi' and sleepiness (not due to medicine) due to weakness are left behind.

In past several years, I used to feel that viral fever is like 'something poisonous' and that matches with the acute similimums in such circumstances - Aconite, Rhus Tox, Lachesis and so many others. Most of them are direct 'poisons'. I mean Calc. Carb or Natr. Mur is not poisonous and they may cure viral fevers when working constitutionally but acute remedies are more of poisonous substances in line with their 'poisonous illness'.

I am better today.

Sameer ji please note one thing. My past experience is that whenever I have given chance to body vitality to work on iys own by not taking medicines like antibiotics or perhaps less homeopathic medicines and all. my body has 'NOT LEARNT'.
After surgery, my body doesn't seem to 'learn' and develop immunity. Slowly I have become hopeless about it. I feel that my spleen had not done enough work at that time so my body had not developed enough 'coders/decoders' for immunity....something like that...For my good I deliberately do not try to gather too much information about spleen.

Like this terrible episode of viral is dying fast and I did not take any homeopathic medicine since we expect that Sulphur 1000 was acting. Even in allopathy I took only relieving medicines not antibiotics. So, it may be expected that now my immunity should improve and there should be more permanent improvement. BUT in the past 5-7 years I have observed that I keep falling ill w.r.t to virals and throat infections in the same manner.

OK, what about mentals? After 2 days of rest at home, my body wants to do less work in office for 2-3 days. But in our place, as soon as I go back, boss treats me as quite fit as I am back. A hurriedness is shown instead of providing me relaxed atmosphere and normal or more than normal work is assigned.
Thus, today, I am again worried and anxious of how I am going to ahead with pending works tomorrow in office and elsewhere.
This also has been verified experimentally that I need a lot of rest. If I am given little work and enough time and lot of rest, I will do the work very well and will also be (relatively) fit and have good mood mentally. But if I do not get rest, I am just highly unfit and keep dragging myself. Some of the burdening works may get done in some manner but I just do not enjoy at all, keep having illnesses and mentally feel bad and all...

I have dry coughing now.

So the mental state of mine is to be seen now. How enthusiastic I feel.

What you say I understand.

But then today. Weekend. Still everything has been quite intolerable.
Exposure again has restarted 'sardi' a bit. The whole head was so 'inhibited'. Left ear is sort of 'blocked', so much ringing.
I just could not understand through the day what was going on.
'Ghabarahat' on sleeping in morning. Dying out palpitations.
I had overworked with left hand yesterday for daughter's chart colour.
So great stiffness of left side and back, also pain.

Strangely there was some other suffocation. Pain in left hand.

I just haven't understood what went today, confusion, esp. due to ears, unknown and inexplicable discomfort, strange emptiness. Just can't do anything.

Took Pantodac and Crocin Pain Relief but still not enough relaxation.

Things just too much.....

Kindly do not say 'no'.
Yes, everyday something or the other keeps happening to me and at times it is intolerable. But still, what can I do?
If there had been a good homeopath in my city I would have tried to consult him/her.
And then I am moving on anyway even though I myself am claiming that I have become highly inefficient and suffer much.
Earlier also 2-3 people have said no. I am sure there is no other trouble with me other than the fact that I keep having troubles that neither settle nor finish me out.

Sameer ji if you also say 'no', it will certify that something is wrong with me and my style and behaviour which I think is incorrect,....no I do not believe....

I was insistent that I should be allowed to express my troubles/symptoms as and when I feel. Otherwise it won't be in line with homeopathy. But if my frequently expressing is trouble I shall leave it.

I will report/post only when you say. I will just keep the intermediate troubles to myself no matter how troublesome. I have gone along with and without suffering so many years. Maybe I can just continue.
I will also not try to record things that I am unable to write. I will stop trying to give accurate record at the end of your specified period, say, 3 weeks. I will just write in general whatever I feel at that time AND IN SHORT.

If I really need frequent monitoring, then it will be 'pseudo' to keep mum and write only after the given period. But I guess it won't be harmful. Only there will be suffering in the hope of long term relief.
If a person needs frequent monitoring but still he does not express and he is not monitored also then also it is not terribly wrong. What better help am I having anyway? If the remedies are correct (in all respects) he will be improving leaving apart intermediate suffering.
The question of my reporting remains. So, I assure you that I will not do that to my best capacity.

As I said, there was a classical homeopath who used to treat me. When I had troubles, I used to express a lot. Finally he stopped treating me. Earlier the homeopath who treated me most was once not happy with my details. (There again of course, we were in different cities.) Not long back I went to a lady (classical homeopath). She was treating my daughter. I was having great stomach problem. Due to fear of over expressing, I did not even describe my symptoms for more than 10-12 minutes. She gave me only one medicine. Then when I reported 'no' benefit, she just indirectly avoided taking my case. She told my wife that '...to ask for gain is far away, he is facing deterioration and loss, even if we prevent that first, it would be good...' And this had upset my wife unnecessarily. About 13 years ago I had gone to a homeopath (BHMS) who is an MD (Allopathy) also and had treated me before. When I had gone to him after the severe 2nd bleeding episode asking for help, he made excuses that '....this (homeopathic) medicine will be 'hot' and cause bleeding....for this go to orthopedics....' and indirectly conveyed that he did not want to treat me.

Yet another 'no' is not good for me. It is quite upsetting, disheartening and disappointing.

I am at a good post in my job. I am sure nobody has any problem with me in my job even though they might find me more expressive. In my relatives I may be known to be talkative but I am not infamous. Elsewhere I control my behaviour well as far as I know.
To the homeopath only will I express to the full since I suffer too much and yet I have to continue with a normal 'cover' everywhere.
Why am I being penalized then?
I may agree that I express too many things. But I am not convinced that I am wrong in doing. I am convinced that it is correct on my part since I am compelled to, because of suffering and the conditions that exist.
But still I am being made to feel that I express too much or I should not do so at all (since they think I cannot be treated).

Sameer ji, you are allowing other patients also to write a lot. You even said that there is no problem of extra information.
But maybe each case is different. Or...I am a 'problem'...?


Well, I am ready to take a back seat if my expression is a major problem.

(My wife only knows that I am taking some help in internet. If she comes to know that it has stopped, she will ask why. I do not tell lies. When I tell reason, she will really be upset and I will be let down in front of her. It will be quite humiliating.)

On the condition that I will write only after your specified period and when I write I will write in short, kindly re-consider helping me again as usual.
I will write my symptoms only in one line each as far as possible. Will it do?

This particular post is a request to you and to convince you so it had to be long. From now on it won't be.

Sameer ji, rather I request you very kindly not to stop helping me at least for two-three months. I will try to see if I can get some other help. Maybe in this duration, things will improve enough that I may not need any other help.

ONE LAST KIND REQUEST TO CONTINUE.

I am not convinced Sir.
I will remove the cause. I will change the nature of posts (as far as I can). I do not wish to pull you into debate.

Now I keep my word of brevity.

I will report (in brief) 3 weeks after Sulphur 1M.

I hope it is ok to ans others.
I had taken Arg. Nitr. 200 a lot. Sometimes with Bismuth 200 and once with Chamomilla 200. It must have helped.
But presently low potency causes severe right sided headache.
Also I feel I am basically a chilly patient.

Hello Sameer ji.
I can't write even 10-15 symptoms.
Yesterday things were fine. But it was raining. Though I did not get wet, I got exposed to cool air, ac, etc.
In evening I was sneezing.
It was so frustrating and upsetting to find out that I had caught 'sardi' again.
Later my superior called me to come to office on weekend for imp report.
Today Sat. at 7:45 am, my head is full of 'sardi'. Acute attack again like my mother.
My mother will be very upset.
I have taken Crocin Pain Relief first thing to control headache.
Yesterday I had sudden vertigo. Dry ears...

Can you suggest something?

It is very kind of you to suggest remedy.

My stars also such. Today I went to office in fever. I hoped to be free in 2-3 hours. But it took too long, 8 hours!. I took another Crocin.
I could eat only 2 small dry rotis and 1 cup tea.
I get very upset then. 'Main bahut kheej jaata hoon.' Because I feel that it terribly taxes my health and makes me ill.

This is 7:16 pm on 1st Aug.
I took Calc. carb. like this:
1. At 3:40 am due to fever. Fever came down in 10 mins!
2. At 5 am.
3. At 6:10 am.
All the head trouble and trauma immediately came down by 50%. I am very relieved and good mood.
Feverishness was there and it is slightly more now so taking Crocin.
But I am better! Thanks!
Posting for my record and due quick relief.

Dear Sir,
Two days into constant medium fever. Finally I took Pantodac for protection. Still waited. I started losing balance so I finally took Crocin at 8 pm Mon.
Please forgive me.
(10 mins after Crocin in water, temp. was 99.4F Must be more)
Please do not be annoyed and do not leave my case. Scolding is ok!
I am a very tolerant person and that's how I am living but still with such weak vitality, I can't tolerate fever or pain like earlier.

I will not report every day as far as I can. The above post is an apology since I was compelled to take Crocin.

It is 10 days.
After my last post I did not need Crocin but that one was necessary.
1. I also requested for Reiki around 2 Aug so that must also have helped.
2. I have felt better after Calc. carb. 30.
3. It is seen that during treatment there shouldn't be much load. But I constantly seem to have, in office.
4. Everything is so restricted I have forgotten how to write freely and properly.
5. 3-4 days I was ok. On Fri eve I took Pantodac. Sat. I had one loose stool in morning. It exhausted me so much. I couldn't get up for hours. I felt I almost lost all advantage. Sun. morning I again had loose stool but slightly less exhaustive.
6. Since mon. i again have office stress. Today I tried to remove apple piece from mouth and there is same offensive smell talking of ulcers.

I just do not understand how to write naturally.

7. During 10 days there were few known and many new symptoms. Pulling in throat- old. Right leg sciatica pain, some aches here and there-new, seemed typical of Calc.
But symptoms not too away from me.
8. Today I planned to do some office work. But after several days I have some sinus ache above left eye, etc. So anticipating Crocin Pain Relief, I took Pantodac.
Total 2 Pantodacs in 10 days.
Haven't taken Pain Relief but might take soon.
9. Lack of proper sleep started. Anxiety, about illness, how things will go ahead.
10. Great desperation to take remedies as soon as I feel discomfort. Because in the past whenever I kept patience and esp. tried things like avoid antibiotics, etc., almost all things failed.

Kindly advise. (Ache in left head started. Right headache was also peeping in. Anxiety. Ulcer pre-things. Sleepy in morning. Do not want to go to office. Do not feel properly sleepy at night.)

I did not give proper feedback of Sulphur. Here it is for my satisfaction.
1. After Sulphur 200 in June I had felt better in some things.
2. After Sulphur 1M, there was a lot of turbulence. Maybe it was good to bring out things but it caused great discomfort. It cured one thing - The stickyness on penis skin touching scrotum and inflammation and 'cut' type of feeling and itching on scrotum. Yes that went away nicely. I felt good w.r.t. that

I took Calc. carb. 200 yesterday at 8:30 pm on Wed, Aug 11.
Today somebody brought home prep. and then canteen food. I was compelled to eat slightly spicy. I have observed that I feel slight nausea after spicy food (food with chilly), since many years. Today too. I mean in absence of Pantodac.
Later in evening I was hungry so I ate handful of 'chanaa' offered by somebody. After that I had lot of vertigo, esp. on bedning neck downwards.
Actually since we started to have health problems, my father and my self have problem with 'chanaa dal'. When we eat 'puran poli' (sweet roti of 'chanaa dal') we have gas and vertigo. Earlier, we never had this or we never observed it and bothered about it.