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Just adding to the above, when I think of the public performances I have ahead of me I want to run away, I can honestly say I am worse now confidence wise than I was before.
My memory and focus is much clearer which may be adding to the fact that I am more aware of what is ahead of me, more in tune.

No improvement, so shall I get Lachesis?

Evocationer, I would like to add that after the first dose I felt things were changing but after the second dose I was worse, which as you indicated may be aggravation. Could I antidote and begin again

Eyes water in sunlight Better 20%
Eyes water in wind SAME
Fear of getting old SAME
Conscious of physical appearance WORSE
Jealous of others
Insecurity WORSE
Try to be perfect all the time SAME
Shock from loss of your brother SAME
Feeling of being stuck SAME
Not accepting yourself WORSE
Self-centred SAME
Hatred of being ignored WORSE
Suspicious WORSE
Dislike of confrontation WORSE
Reoccurring dream of not studying enough NO DREAMS
Inability to sleep on back SAME
Loose stools first thing in the morning BETTER 90% NOW
Low libido WORSE
Clots during menstrual flow WILL KNOW IN NEXT MENSTRUAL CYCLE
Pain in ovary prior to flow
Poor memory WORSE
Inability to concentrate WORSE
Head feels in a cloud WORSE
No enthusiasm to do anything BETTER 20%
Mix up people when looking at them BETTER 20%

ok, there was an episode on saturday, for about 20 minutes where I felt amazing, was very happy and centred, it did not last, however. Thanks again for your time.

Hi Evocationer, what has happened in the last 20 minutes is that my head is about to explode, feels like pressure wants to move out through my ears, this is def a new symptom. I think if I stuck a pin in my head it would explode.

How long long should I stay off coffee etc after taking a remedy?
Thanks

lots of 30c, also have Helios kit

I dont have headache, it was just pressure which is gone today. The reason I asked about the coffee is that I drink alot of coffee and had 2 large ones an hour after the palladium, both doses.

I have to take time off work as I just cannot perform, hate myself right now and the rash has become aggressive.
I hate everything about myself and I found myself agreeing to buy something today even though I did not like or want it, I felt pressured and it was easier to say yes.

Thank you Evocationer, feel very strange, 1 or 3 drops

I have to keep checking the time as I do not know whether its AM or PM. I have no concept of time. This is an old symptom but more intense.

I have come out in hives on my neck as well as the other rash. This started yesterday.

Right foot is very red and tender to touch as is back of head, where it joins neck. These are new symptoms.

I am very angry and high anxiety since yesterday.

Never sleep last night


How many doses of Lachesis?
Will have to order.

Thanks

Update

Feel amazing today emotionally very relaxed but extremely tired, white pus from both eyes and runny nose.

Still finding it difficult to comprehend time.

I did take the dose of Palladium as you suggested before you changed it

Latest Update

Photosynthesis Better 80%
Very conscious of physical appearance Better 60%
. Jealous of succesfull people Better 80%

not accepting myself as I am. WORSE

I find relationships difficult if there is someone prettier than me better 80%

Jealous of prettier people Better 80%
Self centred at times, looking for attention. BETTER 80%
Hate being ignored in conversations. BETTER 80%
Suspicious of people BETTER 80%
I do not like confrontation. SAME

IBS symptoms with about one month, dark loose stools first thing in morning. Better 90%

very low libido, SAME

GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE GET ALL THE ATTENTION same

TRYING TO BE PERFECT ALL THE TIME BETTER 80%


So big improvements.

What remains now is that for an upcoming presentation I cannot put it together in my head, I know what to say I just cannot remember the proper words.