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Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you doing ?

I took Staph 200 for 7 days as per your advice. It's been quite a few days now.
I was doing well and my anger had been subsided significantly which was a relief for me. But since this morning my head has been so heavy and is burning. I am feeling like i am loosing my mind. The matter was, me and my fellow colleague was having an argument over an issue and she won the topic eve though my point of views were also correct. Now she is acting bossy with me and has been laughing at me on my loss. I am feeling like a loser now, which is very depressing. I asked with few more intellectuals about my view points about the issue we were discussing so that i can be convinced i was wrong or right. They told me i was correct, but still I remained quiet as I didn't want to linger the topic. But this lady is trying to hurt my ego again and again. She was boasting as if she won the battle and i was absolute nonsense, which is making me furious and depressed. I just don't wanna work with these kinda people.
I don't know but if someone tries to prove me wrong I can't take it.
I am so depressed i am trying to run away from this environment but I couldn't find the way out. I am stuck here and its so suffocating. I am restless and i am having a headache
Please help me.

Good morning Dr Nawaz,
I took Calc Phos for 3 days as per your suggestion. Today is the fifth day. I am better than before mentally but,
I have been feeling so exhausted for the last couple of days. My whole body is aching. Its so hard to get up in the morning. I feel like i have not much energy. I am so tired physically. My back hurts. I also have upset stomach. No diahrrea, no constipation but i am kind of nauseous, specially in the morning time. I had my period early this time and had more flow than usual. Even if i have minor health problems i feel like it can't be treated and I fear of dying too.
Please help me get rid of this tiredness, it's bothering me a lot. I don't feel fresh.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
Hope you must be hale and hearty.
I am sorry for not writing to you for long time. I have gone through a lot in this duration.
But I didn't give up and now I have taken my own apartment now as I couldn't tolerate any more humiliation and domination from my in laws. I was not safe there. I don't understand why people make a helpless person an escape goat !! I kept quiet the whole time but that didn't help. People were poking me more and wanted me to react on their behavior. I was suffocating in that environment.
Recently My brother's family moved to Texas too and that was a relief for me. I hoped I could get help from them. I didn't want to stay with them so I took an apartment for me and my daughter, near theirs.
But recently, I and his wife had an argument over something. She wanted to put some more responsibility on me which was not possible for me to handle. I told her I won't be able to take the responsibility as I don't have time and I can't handle too much pressure as I was already overwhelmed with everything I was doing. I was hoping they would be a great help for me but instead I was seeing his wife needs more help from me.
His wife insulted me by hitting me and saying some bad words to me which I couldn't bear at all. Her behavior towards me was very unpleasant and disrespectful. She was so voilent too.
I was feeling so helpless and pathetic. Later my brother realized she hit me and that was a big deal. He was shocked as well. But he wanted me to forgive and forget what happened. Because of that incident I had to go through so much of hard times. I am still not ready to forgive that woman. This was the second time she did that too me. The first time, it was two years ago. That time I stood quiet as I didn't want any kind of extra hassle in my life. But my silence gave her more authority to insult me more. This time I told my brother.
I am so depressed, anxious and frustrated. No remedy is working on me. I took Staph, Sepia etc but nothing seems working. My head is too tight, burning and I have been thinking about the humiliation over and over again. I don't want to face that woman again but its not possible. She is my brother's wife and I love my brother a lot. I am kinda scared with her now, thinking what kind of humiliation is there for me next.
My husband will be here by December, but till then I need to tolerate everything. My weakness is I cannot bear offense and can't forgive people for their behavior towards me. I just wanna walk away from their lives. I am too much irritated and frustrated. I am feeling like I am losing my mind. I fear of insanity. How can I raise my child having too much frustration in mind. Please help me being normal. I recently took a dose of Sepia 200. Before that 2 doses of Staph 200.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took 3 doses of Calc Phos as per your advice. It's been two days already since the last dose. I am like 60-70 % better now than what I was experiencing before.
Thank you so much .

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took Colocynthis 200 for 3 days as per your advice. Today is the third day from the last dose. I could not see anything positive to write about, but I have been so depressed since yesterday. Too many things are bothering me mentally right now.
Just today, one of my collegues was back biting about me with other collegue saying I am mean. I am rude, I am not a good person.
I was so much irritated and frustrated about her back biting nature. I was trying hard to ignore it but I am not able to control my thoughts, I keep on thinking about what happen. I have become very sensitive about any issue in my life. My nerves get jittery when I can't handle any issues. I get depressed when people say anything bad about me. I hate gossiping, I hate back biting, i hate to be involved in any kind of other's personal issues. That's why I rarely talk to people. I just go to work to do my work. My supervisors like my work. I am very quiet at work but if somebody bugs me too much I get irritated and that irritation shows on my face. I prefer work at workplace and not gossiping and I don't like anybody talking during work, so I get irritated but I don't fight or argue. I just wanna run away from the environment. But if somebody talks nonsense about me it makes me depressed and I brood about the issue. I take it in my heart and mind so badly. I am not able to ignore even if I try. Its hampering my performance at work.

Please help me i am so depressed and frustrated. My head is so heavy and burning. I feel good if somebody is sympathetic with me.
Please doctor help me.

I am worried about my daughter too. She is not comfortable at my brothers place. She cries every night and begs me to bring her hime. I cannot see her helpless or weak. I don't want her to suffer like me.
I am not able to sleep because of the tension and helplessness.
I am worried about her. Please help me doctor. I was weapy the whole day today.

P.s. I am on the fourth day of my period.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took Staph 200 for 3 days. Today is the first day from the last dose.
I am only 30-40 % okay after the remedy.
I am still too much irritated even by little things. I am feeling overwhelmed with the responsibilities. My daughter is being so handful these days. She cries for no apparant reasons, which is getting into my nerves.
I am feel burn inside my head. My head is heavy and congested. My fear of insanity is so high. I also have a fear of being bullied at work. I work very quietly and some people try to make fun of me, try to irritate me, which make me irritated, humiliated and frustrated as I can't say nothing back to them. I don't wanna get annoyed by people around me. My heart cries "leave me alone, I am helpless, don't bother me too much".
I feel sickness inside my head. My head is not clean and clear enough to hold any burden.
I just want to stay away from everything.

Please help me

Hello Dr Nawaz,
Thank you for your remedy suggestion. I am more better now.
I forgave the bullying people at work as per your advice. It was hard for me to do but I did it I don't have any bad feelings for them now. I am not in pain and agony anymore. I feel better now.
I am still trying to forget and forgive my Brother's wife, who hit me and disrespected me using foul words. I just pray to god to give me strength to forgive her again. Well People never understood my forgiveness and my quietness towards their behavior. They never realize what I am going through and how much I am hiding by being so quiet. They just talk nonsense about me and poke me until i respond and when I respond they talk more about me. Why can't they just let me be alone ? That's why I always wanna run away from the negative environment. I am fighting my battle by my own, i have so many responsibility to take I can't handle any extra burden which do not give me any fruitful consiquences. I just wanna ignore their behaviors or their talk rather than forgiving them everytime. I want no negative energy bothers me anymore. I just wanna ignore what people say about me. They will always say something whether I do This or that. They always target me as an escape goat. Why people just pay attention on their matters and let others live peacefully. This is so irritating. But why my mind is always busy on thinking about "what others will say". I am so scared about people saying something about me, why ?? I question myself and never get answers. But I will try my best to do the best. Thank you for supporting me and helping me on time, as always.

Eid Mubarak !! Dr Nawaz,

I had 3 doses of Calc Phos 200 as per your advice. Yesterday I had the third dose. Thank you so much.
I am feeling so well now. I am fresh like never before. My head is so clear, no tightness, no heaviness. I am not sad or gloomy. No negative feelings. I was giggling and laughing and joyful the whole day today. Everything seems balanced now. If my head is not heavy, not tight or clear of negative emotions I am so cheerful, so light headed.
I am not feeling any mental illnesses now.
That was a magic. Hope this feeling lasts long.

Thank you so much for this wonderful experience.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I forgave my sister in law for her bad behavior with me. I hugged her when she came to my daughter's Birthday party today. Its a relief too. I just pray to god that she doesn't poke me/annoy me anymore.
Thank you Dr Nawaz.
Are you in Pakistan now ?
Have a nice trip !!

Many many prayers for a nice and a caring human being in the earth.
May you be successful on your school matter.
May god bless you always.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I am feeling sick again. I was so happy before when I had the feeling that I was perfectly alright.
I have been having a headache and head congestion since yesterday. I am depressed again. I feel like I can never be cured. There is always something bothering me mentally and I don't have control over my thinkings and feelings. I want to divert my mind to something else but the negative feelings haunt me and do not leave me.
I have not been talking to one of my friends as she hurt my and one other friend of mine feelings. She is ignoring me now. I want her to say sorry to me as it was her mistake, she is just ignoring me and acting as she doesn't care at all, which is making me more mad. I do not want to pay attention to these kind of small things but these bother me a lot. I care about others and I want others to care about me as well which usually does not happen in my case.
I am alone but people don't care about my loneliness. They just wanna torture me.
So many times in my life, I put my ego down and forgave so many people but they find a new thing to hurt my ego again. I have kind of lost my selfrespect because of this. I expect a lot with people in return which is not possible in real life. I think a lot and suffer a lot. If people don't want to care about me then why on earth I can't ignore them as well ?
I try to please everybody as per my effort. But everytime they stop talking to me or be rude to me or hurt me emotionally. I want people love me, not hate me. If I feel somebody hates me then I am in pain. I have become so sensitive and so vulnurable.

I want a real me back. I strong and a smart independent woman.
Please help me.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took 2 doses of Calc Phos so far and I think I am having strong aggravations since yesterday evening. Its off and on.
My head tightness has been increased, its like something is squeezing my brain so hard. Head burn has increased, Feeling weak physically, feeling nauseous since this morning. Don't feel like talking.
Don't feel like doing anything. My nerves are so jittery. Feeling breathless sometimes.
Should I go ahead and take the third dose or should I wait? Please suggest.

Furthermore, because of my jittery and sensitive nerves, i am so scared to face those people who hurt me mentally and physically. I run away As soon as possible when I see them or have to deal with them. Its like I hate them deep down but I already forgave them for my mental peace. I am scared thinking about how they will attack me next and I don't have any support or protection, i will again be a victim of something negative as I can't stand for myself for my own protection. I wonder how will I protect my child from evil or how will I teach her to stand up from being bullied.