dr. nawaz please help a mother...... _{Page 41 of 43}

Yes Dr Nawaz you are right. I need a loving life partner and I am eagerly waiting for his arrival(my husband)He has been waiting for his interview date for the last 3months but hasn't got any yet eventhough they said it was gonna be within 2 months. I don't understand the lengthy process here. Please pray for his sooner arrival. It's been a long wait already. Hopefully he'll be here in 1-2 months.

I was so depressed the whole time at work too today. The reason was my collegues were attending a party at work and I was not informed about it. I was so disheartened as nobody even cared to let me know or ask if I wanted to join. I was depressed at the very moment and wanted to run away from the environment but later I decided to help myself and I went to the party organizer and asked her if I could join too. She said yes I could and asked me to pay right away and then I was okay

As soon as I arrived home around 6pm, I checked your message and had a dose of colocynthis. Still my head is burning , aching and I am very very low. I hope the remedy works quickly I can sleep well too.

Thanking you.

Thank you Dr Nawaz,

I just arrived home after I picked up my daughter from school (after work)
No I didn't have a good sleep last night. I had twists and turns. I might have slept hardly for 3-4 hours. I was very desperate so I took another dose of colocynthis at around 4am. I am sorry if that was too early for the second dose. But I was feeling so sick and I took it.
I was okay at work today. But my head was hurting a lot. I always lose my apatite when I am low or depressed. My head is still hurting and burning. I am still depressed and anxious (less than before though)
I feel like my brain or mind has been brutally wounded. Too much pain. I am feeling like 30-40% better than yesterday now. I am still worried about my sleep tonight. My nerves in my brain are very sensitive now. I am avoiding any kind of negativity today. I am trying not to react on any kind of negative forces. I always try to avoid stress that's why I avoid talking to people, I want to stay away from those people who touches my emotions negatively. Who make me emotionally vulnerable. But I can't do that, as they are my closed ones. If I stay aloof they say that I am antisocial. My heart is like a child's heart as it only wants to see or feel softness, beauty and happiness. If I am uncomfortable with the environment I run away and stay alone or with my daughter. I never try to hurt others' feelings knowingly. I try to please others first and then think about myself. I get along with those people who are educated and also with clean hearted people.
But I am selfish sometimes too. I usually don't talk to people but if I need any help I call them and ask for help. This is so selfish of me. I am sorry.

I wanna stay happy inside my nutshell.

PS:
I am little more better than before now. Will report you back again....
thank you.

Thank you Dr Nawaz, I already took the last dose of the remedy around 4pm. Will report you about the effect, after 3-4 days.
Your wishes, advices and your remedy suggestions are the biggest securities in my life. Whenever I feel insecure, panicky and restless, I feel at least you are there to help me. If your help was not there, it would have been very difficult for me to cope with this awful disease called depression. This depressed feeling is my biggest culprit, biggest hurdle and biggest fear of my life. I fear to fall sick Dr Nawaz, because I know there will not be a single person (my relatives and loved ones) who's going to help me coming out of my sickness because nobody has time and interest for that. I can't trust anybody anymore. I can just trust my daughter . So I have to stay strong, specially mentally. If one is mentally strong(not depressed) nothing is impossible for him. This depression pulls you so down that you feel like you can do nothing anymore. You just feel like you are drowning inside a big dark hole full of pain and negativity. This depression is so cruel Dr Nawaz. You just wanna cry and beg for help. This is the worst disease in the entire universe.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took Arnica as per your suggestion. It's been 4 days now since the last dose. I was 50-60% okay than what I was feeling. Depression improved like 50-60 % it was a great relief. I was calm when dealing with my daughter. Which was a good thing for me.

I am kind of worried and tensed since yesterday afternoon because of my husband's immature decision. I am so fed up with his frequent changes of mind. He said that he's gonna try his luck again in the politics back home. He has been trying to involve in the politics for 5 years but with no success. I thought he has now realized his responsibility so he wanna be with us. I was in so much of hope that I will have my family back again. I am so fed up with his haste decisions which usually lead him to nowhere. We don't have time to do experiments and Trial and Error methods on things in life. We are not in our 20's or 30's. We should focus on the family now. More importantly our daughter. Her needs, her education, her security, her future.
I am so tensed now that he might change his mind to come here. Or he may take some more months to come. I didn't ask what his plans are because I don't want to hear anything negative than what I have been expecting these many years waiting for him. I don't want to get anxious by his answers. But I just want to know "when is he gonna think about us ? " Life is so easy for him without any responsibilities. His mind is free so he always think about doing something new, something that excites him.
I was just hoping him to come back soon and look after his daughter, I expect nothing more than that from him. I was still ready to struggle myself for my family if he would help me taking care of our daughter's responsibilities. I am sighing a lot recently.
He never talks about us, he never plans about our future. I was already fed up with his immaturity, 5 years ago too. He hasn't changed yet.

I don't know what to say, My head is so heavy, has Burning pain inside. I just don't wanna lose hope. I just pray to god to send him back here soon, very soon.
Dr Nawaz please pray for me.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took a dose of Aconite yesterday morning, i am much better now. That's a relief.
Will report you more in few days time.
Thank you so much. I appreciate your help.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you doing ? I hope you are fit and fine.
As per me, I am not feeling normal. I am frustrated and irritated with almost everything. I am taking out my husband's frustration on my poor baby. I have been yelling and yelling at her for her tantrums. I specially get frustrated when she says NO to me for what I ask her to do. I feel like, "i am trying to manage so many things all alone, but she is not cooperating or not understanding me " . I know it's very normal tantrums that an eight years old throws, but I am being so mean to her. I was very good to her before, now yelling has become a habit for me now. I promise myself not to yell next time but i can't help it.
I am really trying to control my anger but I am finding it so hard. I am still trying to be more patient. More good.
My head is heavy and congested. I am scared of insanity.
Please help me control my anger and frustration, so that I can wait for good things patiently.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took 3 doses of colocynthis 200 as per your advice. I am feeling only 30-40 % okay.
My head is congested and burning. I have taken off from my work as my daughter had strep throat. She is better now. I am too bored staying home for this long. If my mind is idle then I feel mor depressed, restless and I start spending a lot.
I do not want to hope anything from my husband. As you once said "you cannot change anyone" So I don't want to try changing him anymore and I don't want anybody to make him do something else that he doesn't want to do. I will wait for him as long as I can, otherwise my daughter "my biggest strength " is with me. I just want to be strong. If I hold any expectations from him I will always be depressed and pathetic. I will wait for him but not with any expectations. But he has to think and realize himself about his responsibility towards his child. Nobody can force him and even if anyone tries he's not gonna listen. He will do what he wants to do( his mom says that he's carefree and stubborn since his teenage days). So it's my foolishness to expect some kind of responsibility from him. I am okay whatever kind of life he wants to spend. I just don't wanna bother him anymore. I don't want to think a lot about things anymore. The more I think the more I get depressed.

I don't want to raise my daughter back home as I have seen poverty and scarcity in my life. These things are more painful than what I am experiencing here. I don't want my daughter experiences those pains. I don't want her to suffocate like I did when I was a kid. I had a very depressing childhood.
Back home, I can't give her this much. Life is very hard there. You have to struggle a lot, and you just get a little.

I wanna be strong and want to raise my child in a healthy environment here. Right now my brother is helping me with my daughter. (He drops her to school in the morning, so I can go to work). This help is a lot to me.

Please help me some more Dr Nawaz, I will try to be more strong and more wiser than before. I will fight till I get cured. That is my determination. Right now my headache and head congestion is making me sick. I am too bored, irritated and kind of restless.
Thanking you for your immense help towards this daughter. May god bless you and your family.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you doing?
I took 3doses of Staph as per your advice(twice daily).
I am feeling 60-70% okay now.
But my head is still congested, has little burning feeling inside too. I have been feeling bloated and grawling of stomach since yesterday. I have been feeling so tired and sleepy lately. I was strongly irritated and grumpy in the morning today. I was harsh when somebody tried to talk to me. I am little better now. I am so sensitive when somebody talks about any mental disease or depression. It makes me so upset, So irritated so
Fearful. I don't want to be like those people.
I am okay regarding my husband's matter. I talk to him but do not expect anything from him, which is a good relief for me.
Please help me with my tiredness. I am not feeling fresh mentally.
I am not as hungry as before because of nauseous and bloated feelings.
Thanking you.

Happy New Year, Dr Nawaz.

Thank you for your immense help towards this daughter. Thank you for being my guardian and guiding me in my downs. Thank you for helping me coming out of my depression for so many times. Thank you for teaching me to be patient. I am really thankful to you for your selfless help towards me. Our world needs so many more nice people like you. May god bless you and give you good health forever.

I took Ars Alb 200ck for two days as per your suggestion. I am feeling much better now. No depression, no nauseous feelings, no bloating, feeling energetic again, feeling happy again.
Will write you more later if there is more changes.
Thanking you.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I hope you are hale and hearty.
I am gloomy again. This weather is adding up my gloominess. My head is kind of burning.
I have been experiencing upset stomach for few days. I thought my nausea went away completely but it's still there to some extent. I feel bloated and tired as soon as I wake up. This experience is there for about two weeks. I urge to go to bathroom. The stool is sometimes like diarrhea and sometimes okay. I go like 3-4 times a day. My apatite has been decreased. I am irritated and my anger has been increased. I fear of death. I fear of being lonely.
I am less energetic and less enthusiastic than before. Feeling lazy to do anything. Restless when I am alone. When I have off from work, I feel like not staying home alone, I feel better when I go out. And when I go out I spend money on unnecessary things (I think it gives me some kind of relief, happiness and satisfaction ). I fear of emptyness, I fear of scarcity, i fear of lack of something, that might be the reason I buy too many stuff, (which is leading my credit card bills high.)
I feel happy being with my daughter. But when she shows her tantrums it makes me irritated and I yell at her.
My head is congested. I am kind of Sad.
I had a pink eye this morning. I don't know if I got it from someone or I developed it overnight. (I took raw honey with milk last night before sleep). Pink eye is little better now as I have been flushing it with cold water for every 15 minutes.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took Ignatia 200 as per your advice for two days. Today is the second day from the last dose.
I am feeling better at the moment except my tiredness has not gone away. I feel so tired waking up and the whole day which is unusual. My back hurts. Feel sleepy when I got off of work and drive home. No feel of doing anything. My room looks messy.
My apatite has improved. Not nauseous or bloated feeling. No urge to go to the bathroom.

Thanking you.

P.s. I have both Nux Vomica and Ipec at hand.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
Please help me my unusual tiredness is bothering me a lot. My head is burning and congested too. Fear of death and fear of sickness is there. My body is saying "it's too much ".
I have been doing so many things before as well but never felt fatigued like this . I am tired more physically this time.
Please help

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you doing?
I took Calc Carb 200 as per your advice for 3 days. Its been 3 days since the last dose. I am much better regarding my tiredness(60-70% okay). Fear of death is not there. Depression improved. Thank you, that was a huge relief.

Dr Nawaz, as soon as I wake up I see redness with pus like thing on my left eye which gets better by the daytime. But this is there every morning. My throat is itchy and kind of hurt and I cough off and on when it itches. But I don't feel like any kind of flu symptoms. My head is little congested. These things have been there for about 4-5 days.