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Hello Dr Nawaz,
Good morning,
I took Aurum Met 200 c as per your suggestion. Today is the 7th day.
These days i have been feeling so exhausted too tired. Everything seems so overwhelming. Its really frustrating. Before, i used to feel proud of myself as i was doing everything for us by myself. But now i feel its too tiring. Whatever i am doing is not leading to any happiness. And on the top, people are expecting more from me. I am afraid that i wont have any shelter if i wont do whatever they expect from me and am also afraid that they will yell at me if I deny.
My head is congested and heavy. I am physically and mentally tired.
Please help me.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I don't have the remedy at hand. I have ordered it online, it may take 2-3 days to reach to me because of weekend. Can I take any other remedy in the meantime ? I am so depressed, heavy headed and not feeling like talking to anybody. Nobody understands what my desires are, specially my husband. Why does he wants me to suffer like this ? He is not realizing what i am going through. I can't do everything by myself. I need a support, mentally, physically and financially. I am too tired. He is not desiring to come here and i don't have faith on my fate that any kind of further steps would give me better life than this. I can't tolerate anything worse than this. Whatever i am going through is too much for anyone. I don't see any way outs.
But I don't wanna be weak eitherPlease help me ....

Thank you for the remedy suggestion. I don't know how to show my gratitude towards you. Even if i don't see any way outs i get a huge support from you to calm my nerves. I feel like there is someone who really cares about me as a guardian, as a father, as a god. I always panic like anything but i am always sure that your hands are always on my head to give me support encouragement and hope. That's why i do not hide anything from you. I am so relied on you Dr Nawaz. Thank you for your timely help always. Thank you once again for your support. Without your help i couldn't do this much for myself and for my daughter. May god give you more happiness and good health.

Ramadan Mubarak !! Dr Nawaz.

Thank you for your blessings and prayers towards us. Sorry if I had hurt you unknowingly, i didn't mean to.
Thank you for your kindness towards me.

Hello Dr,
I am feeling much better than before. No depression, not much overwhelming feeling.

Yes, I received the remedy this morning. Please suggest further.

Regards.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you doing ?
I am again feeling depressed. I am not sure what my goals are in life. I am so indecisive, so confused, so pathetic. I am not able to stand for myself. I am not seeing any ways out. I am just waiting for a person who does not have any sense of responsibility towards his family. I am waiting for that person who does not even care for my wait. I am really fed up now. I want to move on now but not being able to do that thinking that my step would hurt that emotionless person. I don't have courage to do anything new in my life. I still don't believe anything good will happen to me. I wanna move on i just don't wanna think anymore about my past. Its hurting me too much. I have the rights to be happy and my past is holding me from going ahead and look the future. My head is heavy and i am depressed. I don't wanna see or talk to anybody around as nobody is helping me on nothing. Everywhere i am having exploitation and i can't defend myself. I am doing my best Dr Nawaz and will do the best further too. I am having problem with my memory and i am not confident enough to do things. I am really confused and hurt that nobody is around in my bad time.
I just hope and wish someday somebody would
come and rescue me from this hell.
Please help.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
Thank you for your kind words.
Sorry to say, I am not sure what kind of benefits should I expect from H Niger 30c. But i don't have any overwhelming feelings right now.
All I am experiencing now is a heavy head, anger, depressed mood specially when I am alone. At work I am okay. I just miss a support and care. I just miss a partner terribly.
Whenever I see any nice couple, I feel sad and miss a very good husband. Everybody says that my husband doesnt deserve a person like me as everyone around me has known him and his behaviors even before I got married. I wanted a very good husband since my teenage time as my mom and Dad had no good relationship. They always used to fight infront of me and my brother. My brother was strong and didn't take those things in his heart and mind but I used to take those things very seriously and my heart was so innocent to judge anything like that. I have been emotional my whole life.
Now I have a feeling that if I were nice then why nice things are not happening to me. I could have lived a happy life with another person if this one didn't marry me just in haste.
I am still so ready to compromise and live with my husband but he is making excuses not to take any kind of family responsibility. And here I have been waiting for him like a fool. And I don't know why I am hesitating to look for another person for myself. I am like"will I be doing wrong with my husband if I leave him and marry another person? (Its just my one sided love which i think is not good for me to take any further steps in life which Is now necessary). I think, what if the other person is worse than the previous one, what if he does not love my daughter, will my daughter be safe with a new dad "etc.
i don't wanna do any bad to my husband but also can't take all the responsibility all alone. My mom is worried about me and my future.
I really don't wanna be alone its really scary. And i have this problem since my childhood. I suffered from loneliness all through my life. I was all alone in my teenage and my twenties too as I did not have any boyfriend and my parents were inside their own world seeking for a new topic of fight. I was always scared one way or the other throughout my life.
I have waited for him for two and half years and now i think enough is enough. This loneliness is giving me depression and he doesn't care about it.
I am sorry Dr Nawaz, this is my bitter truth.
Please help me get rid of this depression.

Furthermore, i haven't taken any remedies in the past 3 days.
Thank you

Dr Nawaz,
Thank you for your suggestions.
I agree i left him and looked for a support from my brother. Because I could not see any other option other than that as my immigration status here was almost ruined. We went to my brother's place with mutual understanding with my husband and he was okay with that. I went to my brother's place to join the college. I never said "its over now". Rather I told him god has given us an opportunity to do something significant in our lives. Lets do sonething together now.
I couldn't understand why did he go back home within a month. I stopped talking to him as I was so hurt. I felt, our presence in his life was nothing but just a burden. I am still waiting for his way. Yes, I still love him and i don't want any other person in my life but that won't take my hard times away from me. The people (his sister's family) with whom I live are pressurising me to look for another person as my husband is not coming back and they can't help me anymore.
I need a strong support, which I am not getting from my husband. I am too weak and scared to Take any new steps in life, that is my biggest weakness now.
Thank you for your support in calming down my jittery nerves.

Dr Nawaz,
Please help me.
These people are torturing me like hell. What happened was: somebody invited us for a party on fourth of July and these people did't care to inform me on time as usual. Then i already made my plan before I knew about it and when i said I am going somewhere else to entertain my daughter then they got mad and are not talking to me. If i had known it beforehand I wouldn't have made tho plan of going to a beach. I was hurt as i didn't know about the invitation. I can't cancel my plan either as i promised somebody else too. I said sorry to the person who invited us and she said its alright if i didn't go to the beach then i could still come over. But these people specially my brother in law told her so many ill things about me and now that lady is mad at me and not picking up the phone either. I was so fed up with their behavior dr Nawaz so i have decided to move out. When I told them that I am moving out and going to my brother they are not behaving well with me. Can't i take any decisions do I have to be controlled by them ? Do i have be tortured like this all the time ? Just because i am alone and doing my own does not mean that I am a slave. I have the rights to live my life happily.
I couldn't sleep the whole night because of the tensions. I know It will be hard for me at my borother's place too but i can't take anymore tensions here.
Please help me. My head is burning and is too heavy.
Please help

Hello Dr Nawaz,
Yes I took Ignatia Amara 200 as per your suggestion.
Could you please check your email ?

Thanking you.

After Ignatia, i am not missing a partner that hard.
But my head is still too heavy because of so many tensions recently. Those guys are still being rude to me and spoiling my image to others too. Which is not good. I can feel the jealousy in their action and words. They are acting like i am not present in the house. They don't talk to me. I just wanna go away from here anywhere asap.
There should be a limit to stay quiet and calm. But i will be calm as long as I can.
Please help me

Eid mubarak Dr Nawaz.

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