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Ok, I will.

Thankyouuuuu!

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are well. I didn't realise my last post, a few days ago didn't go through, internet problems!

I have had a serious mood relapse! I feel depressed, lonely, hopeless, unmotivated, abrupt with others, lazy- i don't want to study, despairing and generally sad; expecially with all the horrible things going on in the world too. It's come on suddenly since yesterday and is much worse today.

I had pus in my left ear after the last dose. I have a frozen left shoulder for ages. I have dandruff. Very dry feet and athletes foot.

My period was not as painful as last month but the duration of the days with pain was more - 4 days.

Please instruct me,

Thank you so much!

Ok, cool.

Thanks!

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are well. My mood has generally been ok. Physically I feel lazy and greedy with food! I have athletes foot in the horrid cracks in my dry feet. My ear had a little pus again. I have boils and spots in the back of my neck. On my scalp I have eczema and a few spots. My skin seems to have lost some elasticity, there are a few fine lines developing under my eyes. My nose is slightly blocked as usual. My skin is dry and my stomach is distented. Amazingly I've hardly had any trace of headache. I find it hard to write. My ears feel blocked, hearing seems a little affected.

Please instruct

Thanks!

OopsI forgot, I have joint pains in my left thumb and ring finger that are quite painful and feel kind of stiff. I have a similar pain/feeling in my right foot near my ankle, between my ankle and toes. While the athletes foot at the moment is on the left foot more...

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Hi Sameer,

I hope you are enjoying lovely weather as I am!

I feel more or less the same. With pus in my right ear and a little in my left. My neck is extremely itchy and dry with eczema. My feet and skin generally is very dry. Some flaky dry skin on my face too. I have broad bean size swellings that are very painful on scalp, neck and chin- often with a boiling the centre- yuck!

Please instruct

Thankyouuu!

Hi Sameer,

mentally I feel fine atm, although I did get a little emotional and dispondant for a day about a week ago!

Ok, cool.

Thanks Sameer!

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are feeling great!

Physically I feel the same as all the things I've mentioned since 2011-04-04 post. With frozen shoulder. I feel a little reminiscent and dwelling-type mood atm. Also I am missing people and thinking of what-ifs.

My finals are two weeks away- I'm feeling very stressed, kind of emotionally numb, in shock and frozen whilst trying to do work, at times the work seems insurmountable! I have been working late everyday (till around 2.30am) and my right eye has developed a twitch!- perhaps from fatigue? I feel a little teary every now and then when I pray.

Please instruct.

Thanks!

Hi Sameer, thanks.

My symptoms:

Mind
Reflective, generally calm. Occasional fervent prayers during the day, brought on by gratitude. Anxiety for final exams and fear worse in daytime. Sometimes difficult to concentrate on work especially between 8-11am. Thinking of what-ifs afternoons. Ambitious For future, I want good things to happen.

Body
I had pain two days after my periods finished in my ovary area especially in the daytime. My period was 9 days long in my now normal 27 day cycle. my knuckles and feet constantly need clicking all day especially my left hand and right foot. The joints in my hands are generally weak as is my left shoulder and shoulders generally- clicking by flexing feels necessary here too. Now my ears feel kind of blocked with my hearing feeling slightly blocked especially in my left ear. My right eye has been twitching for day- seems to disappear after 10pm. Waking in the morning is hard, my body feels exhausted. Mystomach seems alittle distended and I sometimes feel greedy with food especially in the afternoon. Sometimes have headache from mental work, tea seems to help.

I can't think of anything else...

Please let me know what to do,

Thank you!

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are well.
I seem to have deteriorated mood-wise. Some people have been causing me stress and my exams too- the result is intense internal anger and resentment. I felt I had to express it and afterwards I felt worse for doing so. I feel irritable and unhappy. I feel that I am worthless and pathetic and I dislike what I say and do. I miss people again and think of happiness with others. I have no like for this world, it sickens me. People deceive and lie and are generally lowly in character, I feel it's intolerable. I feel helpless to change the things I am dissatisfied with. I've cried the last two days or so out of frustation and especially when talking about my woes! I feel so let down by stupid people and the stupid things they do. Sometimes I feel some family is like a curse! Generally I feel extremely anxious and fed-up of life. I feel death would be more peaceful than life.

I have been getting boil-like swellings that don't really have pus in them - on my neck scalp, thighs and face. I have eczema on my neck and pigmentation and itching, also on my scalp. My ears still feel blocked for hearing clearly. My skin is extremely dry. I usually have headache in the mornings and 'low' mood.

Please instruct!!!

Thanks!
[message edited by summeroflondon on Mon, 02 May 2011 12:14:15 BST]

Ok, thanks...

Expanded:
-Stress
From exam-pressure and people causing me problems. Such as lying to try to get me in trouble!

-Internal anger
I remember past greivances that I have against people.

-Resentment
Towards people who have let me down in the past and present, betray what standards of behavior they should adhere to.

-irritable and unhappy
With all these people and problems (above) and general stresses of life.

- I am worthless and pathetic
I dislike what I say, do, the way I behave and the phase of life I'm going through.

-think of happiness with others
past loves again!

-I have no like for this world, it sickens me.
With all the terrible things going on in the world, wars, upheavals etc.

-feel so let down
(same as above) and I feel tearful and kind of sorry for myself for all my woes!

Thanks again!

Ok I will get it. I really need it to calm my nerves:)

Thank you so much!

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are feeling good... I'm afraid I'm not!

When I took the medicine I felt better for a few days... then I've had some stresses and now I feel terrible, I feel depressed, distracted, upset and dispondent. My left ear hurts and both ears had a little pus in them. My legs ache and my left thumb and shoulder too. However it's my mind that is the worst thing, I feel trapped and helpless and depressed and surprise I'm not studying properly (I'm so absurdly predictable!)

Please help!!!

Thanks!

Seven days!