Help! desparate sufferer of PCOS _{Page 20 of 28}

Dear Sameer,

I will tell you a little more detail as it may be useful. On the first day I experienced this what happened was that I felt the presence of Satan in a dark shadow like figure'd form, I felt scared as if it may overpower my being. After this I felt this presence to a lesser degree and started to have evil thoughts as if I was going to be taken over the evil thoughts and inclinations changing from a good person to an evil person, not directly a vessel for the devil. Then yesterday when I felt the presence as strongly as the first time, I felt fear as I have been feeling my soul is being corrupted and turning into a disbeliever, even though for me that's a completely illogical stance. So when I said 'taken over' I should have been clearer- not directly but in effect becoming evil minded and fearing the devil and evil forces.

If this doesn't have any bearing on your diagnosis (you don't suggest anything else) I will just go ahead and order it anyway.

Thank you so much. If you didn't help me I fear I might lose it.

Ok, i will order it asap, thanks again.

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are well. That medicine was like a miracle! Since taking it the fear's subsided and the dark is almost a non-issue now. My gums shed slightly less. I have a very strong appetite at the moment. My scalp is very itchy. The forgetfulness and slightly improved, as is the severity of my period pains. I still have mild headache at times that is better than it was before. My hair is still shedding but not quite so quickly as it was before. Yesturday, after my fear having improved a lot I suddenly felt scared again when I was in a room on my own in the dark but it wasn't as bad as it has been before taking the medicine.

Please instruct,

Thanks so much

Thanks Sameer. I will order it... :)

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are doing great!

I still feel somewhat stabler at the moment. I felt the fear etc again to a lesser degree but it comes and goes- I still have rebellious bad thoughts too. I forgot to mention before that my left ear has had slight infection on and off with some dry flaky discharge. My scalp is lays itchy and my hair still falls although slightly less. My appetite is strange sometimes I feel like binging and other times I have no hunger but I still seem to want to eat. My memory is still terrible, I forget what I was about to do often and need a list in order to remember things constantly- my mind doesn't seem clear and concentrating even for a short time is tiring. I loath myself for being bad, imperfect and always feel I should be doing better. We had a bereavement in the family which oddly seemed to get rid of the above symptoms for a couple of days. I seem to avoid going out too. My left foot heel and knee pains are still a problem and now the top side of my left foot hurts too. I still have spots here and there aswell.

I have the new medicine. Please instruct.

Many Thanks!
[message edited by summeroflondon on Sun, 29 Jul 2012 02:22:11 BST]

Cool. Thanks so much!

Hi Sameer,

I hope u are well.

So sorry for the delayed response; I've been in holiday!

All the physical symptoms are the same, exempt the rate of heir loss has slowed slightly. But the weird feelings are gone; hooray! I feel somewhat depressed and pessimistic though...

Please instruct

Thanks so much!

Summer

Hi Sameer,

Thanks for your response.

My current symptoms:

-extremely dry and flaky lips
-left knee pain and very painful left neck/shoulder pain and stiffness, I cant sleep on my left side. My left heel hurts a lot after much exertion.
- spots on the back of my neck, and scalp and chin and occasionally cheeks.
- itchy scalp and body. After showering I tend to feel quite itchy.
-my mind is not clear and I try to avoid work involving intellectual effort.
- extremely forgetful and my thoughts do not flow properly - no coherent flow of thoughts.
- I feel depressed and pessimistic about the future, I worry for the future. But I also feel emotionally numb, I don't get effected by concerning issues as much as I would have in the past.
- my hair falls out
- I have become hairier on my face and body; I have three hairs growing out of a single follicle many a time.
- I have dark spots/scars on my face and neck and pigmentation on my underarms, thighs and neck.
- My left inner thigh has dark/pigmented eczema on it.
- my stomach is distended and droopy
- my right ear is sometimes a little with infection.
- I feel that I am in the world but not really with the world - nothing affects me too deeply.

Please instruct!

Thanks a million!
[message edited by summeroflondon on Fri, 31 Aug 2012 23:58:23 BST]

Sure:

I can't sleep on my left side as it aggravates my left shoulder and neck pain.

I have lost some weight but my stomach always seems to look pregnant. Also, it is pertruding like in pregnancy but also hangs down too- yuck!

When I'm very tired my right ear gets painful - an ear infection with a little pus.

I feel that I am in the world but not really with the world - nothing affects me too deeply: I feel a lack of attachment to the world and life and a general lack of concern for everything, I am generally disenchanted with everything. Sorry if that's vague, I feel a lack of regard and concern generally.

I remembered that recently I get lower back pain from fatigue and walking more than half an hour. The last time I had these kind of pains was when I was a teenager. And my neck and shoulders are stiff. And the skin on my back is dry and itches. Also, I feel jealous sometimes!

Thanks!
[message edited by summeroflondon on Sat, 01 Sep 2012 02:16:01 BST]
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[message edited by summeroflondon on Sat, 01 Sep 2012 02:18:32 BST]

Hi Sameer,

The last dose was Lachesis LM4 on page 11...

Ok, I will order it.

Thanks as always!

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are very well.
Since taking the medicine my mind feels less ambivalent to the world. Some eczema has begun on the nape of my neck along and in the hairline. I have big boils on my chin, cheeks, neck and back and head. My head is still itchy. My hair is shedding very slightly less. I forgot to mention last time that my lips and surrounding skin are extremely dry and flaky. The small finger on my right hand has eczema on it that cracks and is sore, like small cuts. I have frequent headache in the mornings.

Please instruct

Many thanks
Summer

Hi Sameer,

Getting worried. Skin conditions are flaring up. I have extreme dryness and spots on my face. I have sudden eczema on my neck that's spreading fast along with pigmentation. And all the things I mentioned in my last post.

Please help!

Thanks Sameer. I have been so panicked. Last night I had an itching fit - my whole neck and a new small patch on my left hand appeared. I couldn't sleep from 1am-3am! Hopefully next dose will improve it...

Hi Sameer,

I am so relieved to be feeling better. I went to the doctor and she said the skin problem was probably an allergic reaction to almonds, even though I never had this problem before.

I had two dreams about spiders. I'm scared of spiders and worry one may crawl on to me! My hair is falling less so that's definitely a positive sign. The other previous symptoms are there including spots that look like red swellings.

Please advise

Thanks so much!

Ok, will do. Thank you!