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Hi Sameer,

I would say that mostly they are existing symptoms except for anxiety. That is something new. I had a couple of anxiety episodes and I'm still feeling anxious. Like an underlying fear, mostly that I'm never going to be physically well again, and about dying. Lots of inner trembling.

Do you think this could be a new layer coming out and showing itself?

Thanks,
Bethy

Also, the dizziness was something new. It seems to be better right now.

Will do!

Thanks Sameer!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

This is the third day after taking a dose of Nux-V 6c. I immediately felt better after taking it. The heart arrythmias went away for the first 2 days. I felt very calm and had more energy on the 2nd day. Today the arrythmias have come back again and I'm starting to feel more tired again. I don't have as much stamina as I had for the past couple of days.

What do you think Sameer?

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I took a dose of Nux-V 30c on Thurs 4/1. Here is my update:

Thurs:
- heart arrythmias were immediately better after taking the dose
- feeling a little depressed and like I can't put on a 'happy face' for anyone today.
- feeling a little defeated
- I feel like I need to just sit, rest and not do anything all day
- very tired
- everything feels like slow motion around me
- heartburn after drinking cold water
- arrythmias are gone except right after eating something
- feel sad and discouraged
- ocd

Fri:
- feeling weak and shaky
- heart arrythmias in the morning but gone by evening
- ocd
- strange numb sensation in upper chest(old symptom)
- cravings are a little better
- skin is better

Sat:
- arrythmias are gone for most of the day
- heartburn seems to be gone(this was a daily problem)
- cravings better
- appetite seems more normal
- had an argument and arrythmias came back for a while
-felt very emotional
- inner trembling
- depressed
- better by evening
- arrythmias started again after eating
- increased thirst(I'm never thirsty)
- craving chocolate at night

Sun:
- heartburn and indigestion during the night
- woke up with a cough
- went for a walk and couldn't do half the distance that I normally do
- after the walk, I had lots of burning pain in the center of my chest through to my back
- It was hard to take a deep breath into my lungs
- heart arrythmias were back again in the morning but better by early afternoon

Mon(today):
- lung area in center of my back hurts
- slight cough
- heart arrythmias are much better
- ocd is definitely worse

Looking forward to your opinion!

Thanks,
Bethy

Hi Sameer,

Sometimes I feel sad and depressed and then at times I just feel like I'm going through the motions. I still don't ever seem to feel happy or joyful. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. I'm very disappointed in myself and the way my life has turned out. It's not horrible, but it's just not what I expected and I get very discouraged. I'm very upset about my health and the way that I look. I know this sounds very superficial, but when I look in the mirror, I see fat, ugly and disgusting. I definitely have a distorted view of myself.

I feel like people think I'm stupid and I'm always worried about what I say and how I say it. I feel like people don't understand what I'm saying like it's the most unintelligent thing they've ever heard. Mostly I feel like a failure in most aspects of my life. When I was a young girl, I was very self-assured and confident, but somewhere along the way I lost that.

I feel that for some reason I will never be well, like there's some reason that I'm not healthy that hasn't been figured out yet. Most of the time I feel very alone even though I have a boyfriend, family and friends. I feel different than everyone else, like I don't belong anywhere. I worry about my future and how I will end up, hoping that I won't be alone. I feel like my life is passing by too quickly and I have nothing to show for it. It upsets me that I don't have a family of my own because I feel that I would have been a great mother. I have lots of love to give but it seems like nowhere to give it. It also upsets me that I don't have a career. I think I have a lot of artistic talent that is wasted because of how I feel most of the time. I spend a lot of time trying to figure out what I can do with my creativity. It seems like every time I try to do something to make improvements with my health, weight or creativity that I constantly hit roadblocks. Like something is keeping me held back or that it's a sign that I'm doing something really wrong in my life.

My weight is probably what upsets me the most even though the other health problems are very important to me also. I've tried just about everything and it just won't budge. I've been told that having PCOS, diabetes and insulin resistance make it extremely difficult to lose weight, but there must be something that will help and I just haven't figured it out yet. It is a major blockage for me.

As much as these things bother me and effect me deeply, I still feel that I'm a very positive person. I never have a 'poor me' attitude and although I do have some dark days, I always try to tell myself that things could be much worse. I am definitely an optimist on the outside but on the inside I guess I'm suffering a lot.

I hope some of this helps!

Thanks as always Sameer!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I just wanted to add to the above post. The heart arrythmias, which have been MUCH better since taking Nux-V, are starting to come back a little bit. Especially at night while I'm in bed. Other than that, the usual fatigue and symptoms from above.

Thank you!!
Bethy

Hi Sameer,

It has been 10 days since I took Thuja 30c. The heart arrythmias progressively got better each day and now they are gone. Yes!! Over the past 10 days I have felt tired, irritable and a little depressed. I would get very agitated. My period had been 2 weeks late before taking Thuja, but then it started right after taking the Thuja doses. My cravings are much better and I don't have a very large appetite. Over the weekend I had aching and burning joints which are better now. I have had diarrhea a few times, including today. I'm still feeling very tired and a little bit down emotionally. I'm a little overwhelmed by everything I need to accomplish, just every day stuff. I'm still having a problem with OCD. I just feel like I have no energy and no stamina at all. My skin seems to be much better. My weight still won't budge.

Looking forward to your opinion!

Thank you,
Bethy

That sounds good Sameer.

Thank you!!

Hi Sameer,

It has been another week on Thuja 30c. I have had some allergy and sinus symptoms throughout the week. The roof of my mouth gets extremely sore when I eat something. I have had episodes of OCD off and on. I have also been getting heartburn off and on, especially after eating carbohydrates. I'm still tired and had some heart arrythmias this morning and last night but not quite as bad as before. They have been really good lately. I woke up at 4am with diarrhea and have had it off and on all day. I'm not sure if maybe I ate something that could have caused it or if I'm detoxing. I'm craving chocolate. I am feeling pretty good mentally and my skin had started getting a little better, but now it seems to be breaking out again. I have had moments where I feel energetic, then I overdo it physically and pay for it later. There is no warning and all of a sudden I feel like the energy gets sucked out of me and I get very weak and shaky.

Looking forward to your opinion!

Thanks Sameer!
Bethy

Okay, that sounds good Sameer.

Thank you!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

It has been almost another week and I'm updating you a day early because I'm starting to feel a little depressed and negative. Actually there are moments when I don't feel anything at all when I really should be feeling some emotion. I'm also starting to feel a little overwhelmed again by the day to day things that I need to accomplish. Other than that I'm feeling tired as usual. I was told last week that my thyroid is still struggling a bit. My skin seems to be getting better again. Every now and then I have been getting a very sore mouth when I eat something first thing in the morning. It almost feels bruised inside. Also, the bottoms of my feet feel like they are burning and get very hot, especially at night when I'm sleeping. I also get a funny pressure in my head, I'm not sure if it's my sinuses or not and my allergies have been acting up a bit this week with the high pollen counts.

Thank you!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I can't think of any real negative changes with Thuja except that my allergies have been more prominent lately. Allergies were something that I really suffered with as a child and lessened quite a bit as I got older. This is probably good that it's coming out again, right?

On the positive side, I would definitely say that I have been feeling better mentally for the past few weeks and that my energy level has been better than usual. Up until today I have been able to focus more and accomplish more of what I need to do. I definitely think this has been a good remedy for me!

Okay, will do.

Thanks Sameer!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

It has been 2 weeks since I took a dose of Thuja 200c. The first week I felt very agitated, uncomfortable and depressed. This week I'm having lots of muscle burning and aching, OCD off and on, and I'm very tired. The depression is better but I still feel like I have no emotions, very flat. I have a little more stamina and feel like I'm able to accomplish a little more even though I still feel very tired all the time. This tired feeling never seems to go away. Cravings are better, skin is better and my nails feel stronger. I have deep, dark circles under my eyes and I get pressure in the center of my forehead off and on. I'm also still getting heartburn with sour foods and carbs. I'm still struggling with my weight. I started to lose some but seem to have hit a plateau that won't budge.

Something else I want to mention is that I still seem to be greatly affected by my mother. She has a huge hold over me even though she's 2000 miles away. I'm always worried about what she thinks and how she will react to me. I end up keeping a lot of my life from her because of the way she affects me. I always feel guilty or afraid of her judgement of me. This is very ingrained and I'm not sure if I will ever be free of these feelings.

Looking forward to your opinion.

Thanks,
Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I forgot to mention to you that the heart skipping problem I was having for such a long time is finally gone(yeah!!!).
Does this change anything as far as the the new remedy goes?

Bethy