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Hi Sameer,

Hope all is well:)

It has been 3 weeks since I took a dose of Puls 1M. The first 2 weeks I felt very agitated all over with some old symptoms popping up and then disappearing again(fatigue, muscle aches and pains, heart arrythmias, sinus cold and flu-like symptoms as well as some others). Skin breakouts got worse with my period last week and then immediately got better after it ended. One symptom that came back full force was the ocd again and it has stayed with me for the past week or so. Today I started feeling very depressed again. I just feel like crying but the tears won't come. I'm also feeling very irritable. I have things I need to do and I just don't want to face anything or think about anything. We are moving to a new home this weekend and that probably has me a little stressed out. I just feel like nothing will ever be good in my life again and that there is nothing to look forward to. I know this isn't true, but these feelings just won't go away. It feels like I try to be so positive all the time about everything and then nothing seems to work out. I just don't feel any happiness or joy in my life. When I'm smiling or laughing, I really don't feel anything at all. I also don't want to talk to anyone. A few days ago I did feel calm inside but it only lasted for a couple of days and now I'm starting to feel agitated and depressed again.

What do you think Sameer?

Thank you,
Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I would say that being in a quiet, peaceful room and being alone makes me feel better. Resting also makes me feel better as well as using a heating pad on my back, which is very soothing to me.

I feel worse with noise and smells. Car exhaust and other chemical odors give me an immediate headache and numbness on the right side of my face. I also feel much worse with the tiniest bit of stress. Listening to other people complain or be unhappy in any way has a huge effect on me. I don't do well with confrontation of any kind either.

The only thing I really crave most of the time is chocolate. I don't really have any desire to eat but my appetite is good. I never seem to feel full, even after a big meal. I just had a large meal for lunch and I'm not full at all and I feel like I could continue to eat. I have always had an aversion to plain milk, which gives me headaches. Ever since I was very young, the smell of beets makes me very nauseas. I also have an aversion to winter squash. I should tell you also that I have an allergy to shellfish.

I will email you about the ocd.

Thanks Sameer!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I think I will have to order that, so I will be in touch 2 weeks after I take it.

To answer the email, I'm usually worried or anxious about things from the past but it could also sometimes stem from a conversation with my mother. It's usually about something I feel I have done or said wrong. Worrying about what people might think of me. I guess I'm rehashing in my mind all of the past mistakes I have made.

Bethy

Okay, that sounds good!

Thanks so much Sameer!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

Hope you are doing well!!

I was late in taking this last remedy due to another physical move, but I am finally settled and it has been about 2 weeks since taking the dose.

The first 10 days after taking it I felt physically agitated and exhausted. Mentally I was very depressed and irritable with bouts of crying. The ocd was better though.

Yesterday, for the first time in a long time, I had much more energy and felt pretty good all day. I felt more alive. Mentally I was in a good mood and didn't feel that heavy weight of everything going on in my life. This feeling lasted for just one day.

Today, I woke up feeling more tired again and the ocd has come back again. I have been worrying a lot about everything and have been thinking a lot about death which is very disturbing to me since I'm usually a very positive person. I have been thinking of my uncle who passed and whenever I see or hear about someone suffering in any way, especially children and animals, I get very upset. I still feel very depressed about my future for no reason at all. I tell myself to feel positive, but I'm just so tired and overwhelmed by everything I want to accomplish. Also, I have been having a lot of cravings for chocolate.

What do you think so far Sameer?

Looking forward to your opinion!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I mean that I get very emotional(privately) when I see or hear about sick children or animals. I feel really bad for them and wish that I could do something to help them in some way. It really bothers me to think of them suffering in any way.

Also, if I hear that someone else has lyme disease it upsets me to think of what they are going through since I've been through it myself and it kind of brings back the feelings and emotions that I have had while suffering through this. I guess, to me, it just doesn't seem fair that so many people are suffering with illness.

It's also strange to me that over the 20 years or so since I was doagnosed with lyme, even when I have felt the worst, I sometimes don't have any feelings about myself or what I'm going through at the time. Almost like I'm in a bubble when I feel like this, like it's not happening to me but to someone else. It's later on when I think about it or hear about someone else suffering, that it really effects me. I hope this makes sense.

Thanks Sameer!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I don't believe I have ever taken Nat Mur 1M so I will order it and be in touch after taking the dose.

I had forgotten to tell you that I had started getting migraines again in the past few months but they seem to be better after taking this dose of Sepia 200c. I also had a good day energy-wise yesterday but it's too early to tell about today. So Sunday and Tuesday I felt pretty good this week.

Thank you for your help Sameer!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I just saw your post. I will wait and update you next week. I have ordered Nat Mur 1M.

Thanks so much!!!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

Just wanted to give you a quick update. I have been feeling very tired since yesterday and today I'm feeling depressed too. I also have some pressure in my head which I always seem to get right before my period. I guess you could say I'm having some PMS symptoms along with some cramping in my lower abdomen. Chocolate cravings are strong today and my skin was breaking out pretty badly over the past week but seems a little better today. All in all, feeling kind of sad.

I did receive the Nat Mur 1M.

Thank you!!

Bethy

Will do!

Thanks so much Sameer!!

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are doing well!

Sorry it has been 4 weeks instead of 2 weeks to update you. My husband has been in and out of the hospital for the past 2 weeks with extreme pain from herniated discs in his neck. I wish he would try homeopathy but he's just not very open to it.

I took one dose of Nat Mur 1M on April 14th. I immediately got a headache with sinus pressure, pain, sneezing then draining. I had lots of inner trembling and I felt very tired and weak.

The first week I had migraines, dizziness, weakness, extreme exhaustion, depression and I was very overwhelmed. I also had neck pain, joint pain and diarrhea.

After almost 2 weeks, I felt a little better. My mood was better and I felt calmer inside. My skin was much better. I was still tired but not quite as bad.

At week 3, I started feeling much more tired and depressed again. I was weak and shaky with headaches over my left eye. I had a sore neck and joints, sinus pressure and food cravings(mainly chocolate).

Since May 1st, I have been under a lot of stress due to my husbands ailments. He's in the hospital right now and I'm not really feeling any emotions, like I'm kind of numb inside. The worse he gets, the more numb I feel. I seem to be handling the stress okay without feeling overwhelmed, but I feel like I'm keeping all of my emotions bottled up or stuffed inside and not letting them out. Today, I have another migraine over my left eye with sinus pain and pressure. I have a stiff, sore neck from arthritis pain, as well as sore muscles and joints which seem to be much worse in the rainy weather we are having here. I'm very tired and my stamina hasn't been very good. I'm sleeping at night, but I wake up feeling like I haven't slept in months. I'm having lots of cravings for chocolate, but no desire at all to eat anything else. I can only eat one or two bites of something and then I have to stop. The less I eat, the more weight I gain. It seems strange, but that's the way it has always been with my body. I retain a lot of fluid and get very puffy when I'm stressed or I don't feel well. I have had flare ups of the ocd during the past few weeks. My skin still seems better than it was.

Looking forward to your opinion.
Thanks Sameer!

Bethy

Hi Sameer,

I just wanted to add something to my last post. Today I found out that my husband needs surgery that is very risky and he could have a long recovery with physical therapy. I had absolutely no emotions at all when I heard this. I just couldn't feel anything. This morning I woke up and I just didn't want to get out of bed to face the day. I have no feelings at all but I'm going through the motions and pretending to everyone that everything is all right. Deep down inside, I know that I'm too exhausted to be able to do what I need to just to exist on a daily basis. I'm not sure if I can physically handle everything that needs to be done. Part of me wants to be very isolated and just not deal with any of this and then I feel like a terrible person for feeling this way. I want to cry and feel something but I can't.

Thank you,
Bethy

Will do.
Thank you Sameer!
Bethy

Hi Sameer,

Hope you are well! It has been a while since I have updated you. I have had many struggles going on with my husband's health and I have kind of put myself on the back burner.

Since taking the Sepia 1M, I have been doing pretty well except still having a lot of fatigue. The ocd went away immediately after taking the dose and then returned full force about a week ago. I have also gained about 10 pounds in the past few weeks, on top of the excess weight that I already need to lose(about 60 lbs total). I can't seem to lose any weight at all even though I have been eating healthy and doing more than usual. I am very puffy and my stomach is very distended. It almost looks like all of my weight is in my stomach. My skin is still breaking out, especially on my cheeks, neck and under my chin. I feel like my hormones must be out of balance because I'm dealing with acne at the age of 45. I still have strange skin bumps all over my body, on my legs, arms and back. They look like little cysts, the size of a pencil eraser and very hard. I've had the same ones for years and they never disappear. I'm always tired and I feel very irritable most of the time. This is usually accompanied by a dull headache in the center of my forehead. The migraines are better than they were and they come less often. I'm starting to feel depressed again and most of the time I will feel nothing at all. I get very tired and feel overwhelmed at the slightest bit of housework. I have been having pain in my right kidney area and it feels very hard and almost lumpy in that area. I find that I'm rarely thirsty and never seem to have to urinate very much. I still have a problem with hirsuitism. Also, I get sharp shooting pains in my left eye. I get very warm when I sleep at night and I always need my feet out of the covers. My feet feel like they are burning at night. That's all I can think of right now.(that's enough, right:)

Look forward to hearing from you!

Bethy

Hi again Sameer,

I forgot to add one thing to my last post. I started getting a rash on my ring finger from my gold ring. I have metal allergies, but 14 kt gold doesn't usually bother me. The rash goes away when I take off the ring and then immediately comes back when I put it on again. I'm not sure if this is important or not.

Thanks Sameer!!