Stronger Potency or Better Remedy? _{Page 28 of 44}

Yeah it was just a feeling of being motivated to clean my desk off, get stuff done, accomplish things.

As far as when last felt motivated, would have to say it did happen to me already at the dealership, not sure when, but probably a year ago or so. I get motivated to do other things, but not really for things that I don't want to do. And this was something I didn't really want to do and I felt energetic.

Usually I get no sense of satisfaction from seeing something I've accomplished and this was the case here. Normally for me it's helping someone, seeing someone feeling better or their life changed for the better because of something I've done that brings me satisfaction. So this was also different for me in that respect where I saw something I accomplished as as positive.

And yes, didn't last long, maybe half an hour to an hour at the most, not sure how much the paint fumes affected that.

No, everything has been kind of status quo. Still sleeping okay at night without extra light on.

Was at the chiropractor again today and he seemed really happy with how things were progressing though. He commented on how he thinks this is the best he's seen me. And I think it has to be the remedy.

Definitely think I was worse the other day due to the paint, so again we have the sensitivity - chemicals. The headache and nausea may have been a slight bit less than usual, but don't want to read into it.

Am getting back into the tendency not to be drinking as much water, which I had been doing really good at there for awhile.

Well, before I was drinking water all through out the day. I think I only had like 2 cups of water today. Mostly drinking in the evening, and was drinking a lot in the evening too before, but also throughout day, whereas now it's just during evening and before I had a lot of thirst, now I'm not having much thirst. In fact I would say that before I had a lot of thirst and that's why I was drinking so much and that may have been after the sulphur and also increased first day or two after Phos-Ac, but been wearing off since then. Lately it's been more of realizing I didn't drink much and then after mentally realizing that, then realize I'm thirsty. Versus, before for a couple days there, I just drank because I actually had the desire to drink.

Definitely though consistently more water at night than any other time of day.

Have had some apple juice, but been just that and water.

Appettite still very hungry most of the time. Would rather be eating constantly than to have a big meal three times a day. Like to pick and be eating a little here and a little there throughout the day. Tend to do that more when not working.

The other night, and I've done this in the past a lot too, where I will find in the morning that I was eating something during the night. Like if I grab peanuts, or dry cereal or something to eat, I'll find pieces scattered around. And I will vaguely remember being very hungry where I felt like I just had to have something to eat (like a very empty, nauseating hunger that needs to be satisfied and I feel like I need to eat lots and fast to be satisfied) and yet then fall asleep in the middle of eating.

Well, the falling asleep while eating doesn't happen a lot. Maybe three times a month at most. Most of the time it happens that I fall asleep and wake up from hunger and sometimes I remember it, sometimes I don't remember it, until morning.

Yeah I can probably do it, I definitely need to watch my intake of water more, because sometimes I don't drink anything else until evening. I'll have juice in the morning.

Here's something interesting John. I even back as far as I can remember, I always ate a lot of fruit and no matter how much I ate, I would never get diarrhea. I one time ate 45 peaches in one day becaue we were picking peaches. This was ages ago, 15 years or so. No effect. No stomach cramps, nothing.

Grandma used to take me picking cherries when I was very little too, still in diapers and other than lots of cherry stones, nothing abnormal.

My grandma doesn't understand how I can do that, because no matter what fruit she eats, she has problems.

Well, I'm always a big carb eater. But I love fruit, I would be happy just eating fruit over carbs if I had enough of it. Been trying to stay away from with remedy, so been eating too many carbs of late.

Even more recent, maybe five years back or so, I ate a 20 pound box of blueberries in several days time, again nothing, no reaction. If I ate too many vegetables I would definitely get sick, but for some reason, fruit, I can eat massive amounts and not have any reaction whatsoever. It's almost impossible for me to get sick or any intestinal reaction unless it was spoiled.

Favorite fruits would be Cantaloupe, Grapes, Watermelon, Peaches, Blueberries.

One exception to that no sick on fruit, Bananas. I get sick on those, but I react less if they are cold as opposed to warm. My grandma and mom are the same exact way.

The other thing that happens to me a lot and to my dad too is that I'm really hungry but I have no idea for what. That vague feeling of wanting something, but having no idea what.

And tendency to reject everything. Like my mom will go through a list of stuff, like, okay, 'how about this, or that, etc.' And I won't feel like any of that, but still very hungry. My dad drives her crazy with that behavior too.

Doesn't seem to matter how ripe they are, though I don't usually ever eat bananas until they are good and yellow, almost right before they start getting black spots. I can't stand green bananas. And mostly when they are warm, just makes me sick on the stomach, almost like a griping pain I guess. Has been awhile since it happened, so I can't realy remember the exact stomach upsetness.

Nothing out of the ordinary, pretty typical stuff, dreams about school, work. Feelings of going up and down in an elevator, swaying back and fourth, feeling as if my body is made of air, like it's part of the environment or as if I have no boundaries. You know, some of this stuff seems to get a lot worse whenever the Chiropractor does an adjustment on my neck area near my head. So I'm betting it has some effect on the brain and worsens symptoms. I can't remember for sure, but I have a feeling that it made my chronic pain worse too. Like I feel good after it's done, but then the next day or two I'm worse. But not totally sure on that, but I do know for sure that some of these unusual symptoms are worsened everytime he does something with my neck.

My grandmother went to the hospital yesterday with a rapid heartbeat of 190 beats a minute!! She said other than racing heart and palpitations she felt fine, no other symptoms.

She's 75. I didn't get all the details, but they gave her something that brought it down to 72 beats a minute. They are of course sending her to a cardiologist because their diagnosis is that 'The heart just got STUCK beating too fast.'

Don't you love it!!

The heart doesn't just beat that fast for no reason. There's gotta be something else causing it. Thyroid/Adrenal hormones, possibly Pituitary, but I highly doubt it's the heart itself. Then of course they want to blame it on a barley grass (whole food) capsule she's been taking for years.

The other thing I was thinking about this weekend with the eletrical sensitivity, we are about 30 minutes away from Three Mile Island and I was born almost exactly a year before that incident when they had the leak. Someone commented the other day how it seems like a lot of people in this area seem to be getting cancer. Of course they say that it had no effect on our area here, but I have my doubts.