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So far tonight, I've noticed a similar reaction as yesterday, seems I got lighter in the evening. This time I got light and then noticed heart palpitations, racing heartbeat, and seemed to get even lighter, then felt like many other parts were empty/hollow like my chest area/sternum, lungs, throat.

Sensations as if my heart was beating in my throat. Later I had lots of aching in the legs, seemed like it was nerve related, again a sensation as if the nerves had been destroyed. Then also some weird tastes again in the mouth, not really like blood, more like a dirty taste, but not exactly sure how to describe it.

Also had a sensation of a cold draft of air blowing over my feet and lower half of my legs. Mostly from the shin down. Started out just left leg, then seemed also some right leg as well. Sharp pain in right ear. Burning in penis.

Other than some of the new areas feeling empty/hollow, I have had all this before. And really I may have at one point or another had some of those areas, hard to say, but still not a new symptom, just new location if indeed new.

Very sharp pain below both breasts continues (right side seems as though something is swollen (below and to the right of right breast. Some tenderness of liver under rib cage, but that doesn't seem swollen, at least under rib cage). Much worse when sitting, better when laying down. Also pain under both scapulas. Worse when sitting.

Been awhile since I posted. Took one dose of Phosphorus 200c. Definitely worsened the lightness of body. Feeling that I was going to die/come out of my body. Today have had horrible depression (nothing I haven't had before). Much worse from the heat. Over 100 degrees today and very depressed, sad, not wanting to do anything, miserable tired of life. I was even formulating a suicide letter in my mind, going through the words, imagining how people were going to react when they read the letter. Wanting to end it, tired of everything. Felt much better after being in a really cool room. Never did well in heat. Never liked summer, always more depressed in summer than other times. Dizziness, rocking/swaying sensations, feeling of being on an airplane experiencing turbulence worse. Also today though had a lot of vertigo from the head or dizziness in the head, and not just the feeling of the whole body. Have had this sensation in the head before, but not very often as compared to the other symptoms. Also lightness of body worse from bathing (shower).