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Unlike most of you on here who are involved with life. I dont have a job, no education, no friends, my appearance is a mess. Every day that passes it feels like I sink deeper into a hole and will be unable to ever climb out. Going back to society and get a job or education seems hopeless. I dont see what it would change as it is to late it seems anyway. And it would fail anyway and not make me happy. But I have no other choice than to keep trying.
There are so many issues, like how I will ever have a girlfriend or go into a club and dance , those are all things that are very uncomfortable for me. Things I would want or like to do but I cant as I dont know how.
I see so many issues. I do not believe I am an animal right now at all. And taking another animal right now would be too much. It would destroy me. I could not wait for 7 or 14 days knowing that it will do nothing and in the meantime get all the horrible feelings, that something is really wrong back. I cannot, I am no robot. The issue of getting a remedy prescribed I would not agree with would be too much for me. Not able to bear it.
Or stuff like the lycopodium which always makes me react, feel embarrassed, exposed was never explored. A remedy I think I highly could be. I cannot wait any longer and watch the days go by. I am too afraid.
So it is arg-nit right now, than lycopodium if nothing happens although as far as I know they are not over emotional or emotionally intense people. Then maybe aurum for my strong worthlessness and fear of failure and emotional problems I have in common with if this will fix me and last back to platina if nothing else will work. There is no other remedy I could be anyway.
At the moment I think arg-nit might cure me. My eyes look and feel better and my voice sounds good.
Thanks for all the help. I hope i didnt hurt anyone. But I probably did. I know this are my problems and all my fault. Sorry
I hope once I find the remedy I might get help with potency selection, dosing etc if that doesnt sound bad. It is nothing personal at all. Just my fears of nothing changing etc, So please forgive me
THis was never about who is right who is wrong, about domination or a battle of egos. Rather the fear of missing my remedy and never getting cured. THis is what I think at least. If it seems otherwise to people than I am sorry.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 03:49:45 BST]
There are so many issues, like how I will ever have a girlfriend or go into a club and dance , those are all things that are very uncomfortable for me. Things I would want or like to do but I cant as I dont know how.
I see so many issues. I do not believe I am an animal right now at all. And taking another animal right now would be too much. It would destroy me. I could not wait for 7 or 14 days knowing that it will do nothing and in the meantime get all the horrible feelings, that something is really wrong back. I cannot, I am no robot. The issue of getting a remedy prescribed I would not agree with would be too much for me. Not able to bear it.
Or stuff like the lycopodium which always makes me react, feel embarrassed, exposed was never explored. A remedy I think I highly could be. I cannot wait any longer and watch the days go by. I am too afraid.
So it is arg-nit right now, than lycopodium if nothing happens although as far as I know they are not over emotional or emotionally intense people. Then maybe aurum for my strong worthlessness and fear of failure and emotional problems I have in common with if this will fix me and last back to platina if nothing else will work. There is no other remedy I could be anyway.
At the moment I think arg-nit might cure me. My eyes look and feel better and my voice sounds good.
Thanks for all the help. I hope i didnt hurt anyone. But I probably did. I know this are my problems and all my fault. Sorry
I hope once I find the remedy I might get help with potency selection, dosing etc if that doesnt sound bad. It is nothing personal at all. Just my fears of nothing changing etc, So please forgive me
THis was never about who is right who is wrong, about domination or a battle of egos. Rather the fear of missing my remedy and never getting cured. THis is what I think at least. If it seems otherwise to people than I am sorry.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 03:49:45 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
If you are so afraid of not getting the right remedy, why do you keep talking and not trying what was suggested? If it doesn't help, well then you are one closer.
It just seems like you are very needy for some kind of attention and afraid that if you take a remedy you won't be free to keep talking in circles.
If you want to get better, it shouldn't matter if your remedy is called 'Psychopath with a Small Penis' - you would take it. IF you wanted to get better. That is clearly not the case from scanning over these 12 pages for which I now need some sort of acute headache remedy ;)
Good luck to you, if you really want help, please stop wasting time, including your OWN time and listen to someone else for a change rather than your own thought, which is not to be trusted as you are seeking a remedy to help you with them.
It just seems like you are very needy for some kind of attention and afraid that if you take a remedy you won't be free to keep talking in circles.
If you want to get better, it shouldn't matter if your remedy is called 'Psychopath with a Small Penis' - you would take it. IF you wanted to get better. That is clearly not the case from scanning over these 12 pages for which I now need some sort of acute headache remedy ;)
Good luck to you, if you really want help, please stop wasting time, including your OWN time and listen to someone else for a change rather than your own thought, which is not to be trusted as you are seeking a remedy to help you with them.
allicando last decade
who are you?
''If you are so afraid of not getting the right remedy, why do you keep talking and not trying what was suggested? If it doesn't help, well then you are one closer.''
Please stop. I took what was suggested 2 times in a row now again. There is no suggested remedy anymore for me to take right NOW, Ok. There are 5000 remedies by the way in homeopathy so taking a wrong one and think now I am one closer to the correct one seems a bit wrong and not smart at all to me. Homeopathy does not have only 20 medicines!?
And now I felt I need a remedy that addresses my problem which is arg-nit but the 'doctor' thinks I just described the symptoms that way because I want to be that remedy. So how would you or the doctor know for certain whether I really need the remedy or not. Whether I genuinely described my problem or not. I only myself can know! You 2 could only speculate over this forum but not know for cerain. And I took the risk and believe it is paying off. I feel much calmer, my chest feels good and the artifical trap has gone.
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Please go away. I dont want to hear from you again. You had nothing useful/smart to say anyway and who do you think you are?
Maybe if you would have taken something for your headache before posting there would have been something useful and correct in your post
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 07:11:56 BST]
''If you are so afraid of not getting the right remedy, why do you keep talking and not trying what was suggested? If it doesn't help, well then you are one closer.''
Please stop. I took what was suggested 2 times in a row now again. There is no suggested remedy anymore for me to take right NOW, Ok. There are 5000 remedies by the way in homeopathy so taking a wrong one and think now I am one closer to the correct one seems a bit wrong and not smart at all to me. Homeopathy does not have only 20 medicines!?
And now I felt I need a remedy that addresses my problem which is arg-nit but the 'doctor' thinks I just described the symptoms that way because I want to be that remedy. So how would you or the doctor know for certain whether I really need the remedy or not. Whether I genuinely described my problem or not. I only myself can know! You 2 could only speculate over this forum but not know for cerain. And I took the risk and believe it is paying off. I feel much calmer, my chest feels good and the artifical trap has gone.
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Please go away. I dont want to hear from you again. You had nothing useful/smart to say anyway and who do you think you are?
Maybe if you would have taken something for your headache before posting there would have been something useful and correct in your post
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 07:11:56 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
This is starting to become laughable how some small people come by in my thread and post suggestions and advice on what I should do.
Please get real people. I know what the right thing to do is always and need no advice at all, and the least from people who dont even know what is going on. It is rather insulting.
Please get real people. I know what the right thing to do is always and need no advice at all, and the least from people who dont even know what is going on. It is rather insulting.
vitamin.X last decade
And this is why I will never get involved in your case again - you always know what the right thing is to do and need no advice at all. Perhaps you really are God after all?
You see how it is starting - your same conflict - feeling people are ganging up on you, you start to act arrogant and superior and get offside with them, you get offside with the practitioner - same pattern, all over again.
I know that your egotistical attitude is just a protection, but it also such a huge obstacle that if you cannot find a way to get around it, you will remain uncured.
But I have to finally bow out. There is no way to heal someone who does not want to be healed. Your choice to remain sick is your choice, and while I might find it strange and even difficult to accept - it is your life. You can do what you want with it.
I will not be a part of this journey for you however. I have spent many many long hours trying to help you, and you have opposed me at every turn. I find that I simply cannot justify all this time anymore, when other people really are genuine about asking for and accepting help. I have given you many chances to make the effort - it is beyond you. I can see that now, and nothing I can do on a forum like this will ever be enough for you. I have actually met my match - that probably fulfills your power fantasy quite nicely. You beat me - and now you are the winner, alone and superior above all others, everyone gone just you left now.
You will always be alone with this, if you cannot let go of your control, accept that you are not God and cannot simply make yourself better with your superior powers and indominitable will.
All human beings must surrender at some point, allow others in, because to refuse all help is to truly be alone with your pain. It is not how we were meant to be.
You see how it is starting - your same conflict - feeling people are ganging up on you, you start to act arrogant and superior and get offside with them, you get offside with the practitioner - same pattern, all over again.
I know that your egotistical attitude is just a protection, but it also such a huge obstacle that if you cannot find a way to get around it, you will remain uncured.
But I have to finally bow out. There is no way to heal someone who does not want to be healed. Your choice to remain sick is your choice, and while I might find it strange and even difficult to accept - it is your life. You can do what you want with it.
I will not be a part of this journey for you however. I have spent many many long hours trying to help you, and you have opposed me at every turn. I find that I simply cannot justify all this time anymore, when other people really are genuine about asking for and accepting help. I have given you many chances to make the effort - it is beyond you. I can see that now, and nothing I can do on a forum like this will ever be enough for you. I have actually met my match - that probably fulfills your power fantasy quite nicely. You beat me - and now you are the winner, alone and superior above all others, everyone gone just you left now.
You will always be alone with this, if you cannot let go of your control, accept that you are not God and cannot simply make yourself better with your superior powers and indominitable will.
All human beings must surrender at some point, allow others in, because to refuse all help is to truly be alone with your pain. It is not how we were meant to be.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Hold on David. You know I always trusted you and believed in your knowledge and skill. Please read this before you decide to end it.
I tried my best to be managable. But the last scorpio remedy I took made me get into my bad state where everything feels so horrible and really wrong again. I hope noone ever gets to feel so doomed. I feel as if I am close to death than. And taking animals never helped me just aggravated me a lot. So I could not see a way how I could get away from the animals, get cured, and not feel those horrible aggravations anymore. My apologies for everything. I know you know a lot more than me. And from anyone it was only you from who I wanted help and could trust. Lets not end it just because of my ego. I can take the platina again which made me fairly managable I believe and be ok with taking any remedy again after I took the Platina. I dont know why you say such things again. I tried my best. Even took anthropleura after all in the end and it was possible because the platina remedy I took before that made it POSSIBLE.
So are you suggesting I might be Platina? It helped a lot but I am not a 100% convinced yet. Maybe a few more doses would help me be convinced. It could be that the BDD was first to get cured so I couldnt tell apart from the BDD whether it is my similimum a 100% or not. But lots of things improved for sure
Would you help with dosing if I go back on to platina and future prescriptions if they are needed after platina?
And I want to get CURED!, the daily humiliation's and BDD problem I cannot take any longer. I picked on my nose yesterday night again and messed something up on it.
Please dont take anything personal. There always is a way. I guess I should take Platina after the arg-nit
I apologize greatly. I know you spent many hours on my case and am very greatful for it and loosing you would be a great loss.
I never wanted to go against your suggestions or anything but there was such conflict, between not risking to lose you or go against what I think is right.
I do not know where people get ideas that I am powerful, a challenge or argue a lot etc? But I heard this often over the internet from quite a few people now. But I cannot help it, stop this.
I thank you for the compliment. It made me feel good, I admit. Although I cannot really feel good about it without feeling guilt since you are not happy about the way I am.
Lets solve this problem by me going back to platina after 7-12 days (when the arg-nit will wear off)
I tried my best to be managable. But the last scorpio remedy I took made me get into my bad state where everything feels so horrible and really wrong again. I hope noone ever gets to feel so doomed. I feel as if I am close to death than. And taking animals never helped me just aggravated me a lot. So I could not see a way how I could get away from the animals, get cured, and not feel those horrible aggravations anymore. My apologies for everything. I know you know a lot more than me. And from anyone it was only you from who I wanted help and could trust. Lets not end it just because of my ego. I can take the platina again which made me fairly managable I believe and be ok with taking any remedy again after I took the Platina. I dont know why you say such things again. I tried my best. Even took anthropleura after all in the end and it was possible because the platina remedy I took before that made it POSSIBLE.
So are you suggesting I might be Platina? It helped a lot but I am not a 100% convinced yet. Maybe a few more doses would help me be convinced. It could be that the BDD was first to get cured so I couldnt tell apart from the BDD whether it is my similimum a 100% or not. But lots of things improved for sure
Would you help with dosing if I go back on to platina and future prescriptions if they are needed after platina?
And I want to get CURED!, the daily humiliation's and BDD problem I cannot take any longer. I picked on my nose yesterday night again and messed something up on it.
Please dont take anything personal. There always is a way. I guess I should take Platina after the arg-nit
I apologize greatly. I know you spent many hours on my case and am very greatful for it and loosing you would be a great loss.
I never wanted to go against your suggestions or anything but there was such conflict, between not risking to lose you or go against what I think is right.
I do not know where people get ideas that I am powerful, a challenge or argue a lot etc? But I heard this often over the internet from quite a few people now. But I cannot help it, stop this.
I thank you for the compliment. It made me feel good, I admit. Although I cannot really feel good about it without feeling guilt since you are not happy about the way I am.
Lets solve this problem by me going back to platina after 7-12 days (when the arg-nit will wear off)
vitamin.X last decade
Its not only you but everybody tries number of remedies before we get corrective one.
You should not loose your hope and try them out and believe me it will be a wondeful experience the day you will find your remedy.
Ofcourse all above with perscription from doctor and not yourself.
[message edited by HoneyKhanna on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 13:00:08 BST]
You should not loose your hope and try them out and believe me it will be a wondeful experience the day you will find your remedy.
Ofcourse all above with perscription from doctor and not yourself.
[message edited by HoneyKhanna on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 13:00:08 BST]
HoneyKhanna last decade
Unfortunately this problem cannot be 'fixed' just by continuing to take more remedies you are self prescibing. Until you learn to take direction, and you let go of the idea there is a magic remedy out there that will fix all your problems more or less instantly, no good will come of this.
What you have failed to understand, and this is because you are not trained or experienced in successful homoeopathic treatment of patients, is that cure is a process, that the initial stages of mental health treatment is actually quite uncomfortable. One dose is rarely enough to scratch the surface, many things are brought up which either need to be watched and endured, or analyzed and treated. Mental health cases are often quite convuluted, and require careful observation of the direction in which things move.
What you do, is take one dose, then when things come up you decide that must mean the remedy was wrong. And this is where you are making a fatal mistake with your own treatment. You cannot see what is happening, you just impulsively attempt to stop the pain, which means you block, or suppress any possible cure.
There is a good chance, even if you stumble on the right remedy, you will completely miss it because of this impatience and lack of perspective.
You think my job is just to prescribe one superpowerful remedy that will change your life in a few days, or even a few weeks? You have absolutely no idea what being a homoepath involves, how many things we need to watch, juggle, compensate for. Every remedy we give tells us something, every response needs to be measured and understood in context of the patient's disease and life.
Your distorted view of homoeopathy is that you just get this mysterious simillimum and you will feel better and all your problems go away. This naive notion will be one of the main things that prevents you from ever being able to cure yourself.
You have not bothered to consider that you are out of your depth, that my 20 years of experience might actually mean I know something you don't . You read a few books, surf the net, and like so many others, you think you get it. You think you know what homoeopathy is all about - and you just fail and fail and fail to ever cure yourself (or anyone else).
What upsets me is the utter lack of respect such an attitude shows for those who work hard to just become competent in homoeopathy. This 'anyone can do it' attitude is insulting. It is unfortunately very prevelent so you are certainly not alone.
Anyway, that is enough. I really am tired of arguing this point. You clearly will not change, and are choosing not to. There is nothing I or anyone can do to help you.
What you have failed to understand, and this is because you are not trained or experienced in successful homoeopathic treatment of patients, is that cure is a process, that the initial stages of mental health treatment is actually quite uncomfortable. One dose is rarely enough to scratch the surface, many things are brought up which either need to be watched and endured, or analyzed and treated. Mental health cases are often quite convuluted, and require careful observation of the direction in which things move.
What you do, is take one dose, then when things come up you decide that must mean the remedy was wrong. And this is where you are making a fatal mistake with your own treatment. You cannot see what is happening, you just impulsively attempt to stop the pain, which means you block, or suppress any possible cure.
There is a good chance, even if you stumble on the right remedy, you will completely miss it because of this impatience and lack of perspective.
You think my job is just to prescribe one superpowerful remedy that will change your life in a few days, or even a few weeks? You have absolutely no idea what being a homoepath involves, how many things we need to watch, juggle, compensate for. Every remedy we give tells us something, every response needs to be measured and understood in context of the patient's disease and life.
Your distorted view of homoeopathy is that you just get this mysterious simillimum and you will feel better and all your problems go away. This naive notion will be one of the main things that prevents you from ever being able to cure yourself.
You have not bothered to consider that you are out of your depth, that my 20 years of experience might actually mean I know something you don't . You read a few books, surf the net, and like so many others, you think you get it. You think you know what homoeopathy is all about - and you just fail and fail and fail to ever cure yourself (or anyone else).
What upsets me is the utter lack of respect such an attitude shows for those who work hard to just become competent in homoeopathy. This 'anyone can do it' attitude is insulting. It is unfortunately very prevelent so you are certainly not alone.
Anyway, that is enough. I really am tired of arguing this point. You clearly will not change, and are choosing not to. There is nothing I or anyone can do to help you.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
But doc. if he listens to you and your perscriptions, then you should give him one more chance.
May be arguing is part of disease and requires some remedy
[message edited by HoneyKhanna on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 13:03:26 BST]
May be arguing is part of disease and requires some remedy
[message edited by HoneyKhanna on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 13:03:26 BST]
HoneyKhanna last decade
I have given him many chances. The problem is what he does - and that I cannot stop him from doing it. So there is no way for me to help here. It is a shame - but perhaps someone will come into his life one day with some way to do what I cannot.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Please forgive me for interruption.
Honeykhanna, there are some responsibilities for practitioners but there are definitely some responsibilities for patient also. If practitioner prescribe a remedy and order to wait for days or weeks then its its patient responsibility to wait and see unless something bad happens. Then after wait time its Practitioner who ask questions or observe behavior of patient to check changes. I mean both have to agree even on something disagree! as patient accepts practitioner and its not practitioner who requests to come for his advices. We(patients) have to wait and watch and LET OUR HOMEOPATH TO OBSERVE RESULTS AND LET HIM CHOOSE A REMEDY its his/her responsibility to choose correct remedy and being a homeopath myself i surely state that people are mostly and i mean it mostly people are wrong about their own chosen remedies even mostly homeopaths i saw also that's why we need someone else(homeopathy) to let him judge/choose a remedy and as its homeopathy not magic, it may take months to hit a correct remedy as usually some patients take time to open him/herself to homeopath.
Anyways, it don't seem that this RELATION may work properly in future. I hope it works.
Honeykhanna, there are some responsibilities for practitioners but there are definitely some responsibilities for patient also. If practitioner prescribe a remedy and order to wait for days or weeks then its its patient responsibility to wait and see unless something bad happens. Then after wait time its Practitioner who ask questions or observe behavior of patient to check changes. I mean both have to agree even on something disagree! as patient accepts practitioner and its not practitioner who requests to come for his advices. We(patients) have to wait and watch and LET OUR HOMEOPATH TO OBSERVE RESULTS AND LET HIM CHOOSE A REMEDY its his/her responsibility to choose correct remedy and being a homeopath myself i surely state that people are mostly and i mean it mostly people are wrong about their own chosen remedies even mostly homeopaths i saw also that's why we need someone else(homeopathy) to let him judge/choose a remedy and as its homeopathy not magic, it may take months to hit a correct remedy as usually some patients take time to open him/herself to homeopath.
Anyways, it don't seem that this RELATION may work properly in future. I hope it works.
Paki1 last decade
Hello Paki1
I totally agree with you as I am myself a patient of Doc. David and I knw how helpful it is to follow an advice of your doc. sincerely.
I did that and I am seeing the positive results, so as i said above I totally agree with what you mentioned .
Again agreed that Doc. David is the best person to decide upon this case.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
If you see previous posts frm me the reason I got attracted towards this post was i felt the person did not listen to DOc. and this is not good for him.
[message edited by HoneyKhanna on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 16:41:03 BST]
I totally agree with you as I am myself a patient of Doc. David and I knw how helpful it is to follow an advice of your doc. sincerely.
I did that and I am seeing the positive results, so as i said above I totally agree with what you mentioned .
Again agreed that Doc. David is the best person to decide upon this case.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
If you see previous posts frm me the reason I got attracted towards this post was i felt the person did not listen to DOc. and this is not good for him.
[message edited by HoneyKhanna on Wed, 28 Sep 2011 16:41:03 BST]
HoneyKhanna last decade
Oh god. I mentioned I picked on my nose yesterday again and now in the morning I noticed how when I breath my whole nose moves... like the lycopodium flattering nose trills. Depressive. The cartillage above my nose is very soft and not stable. I hope with time this will stabilize itself again
I did not even read your replies and cannot at the moment. Wished I never gone off the platina and would not pick on my nose. This is horrible now
I did not even read your replies and cannot at the moment. Wished I never gone off the platina and would not pick on my nose. This is horrible now
vitamin.X last decade
Unfortuantely I very likely might be Platina, based on the security I felt in my stomach. Based on how my BDD went away. But I heard often on here that if I find my similimum I will know it and nothing will matter anymore and this made me uncertain a bit of course whether I am really supposed to expect all will go away in a matter of 2 weeks. And at the time I was also without a homeopath and maybe it was time to redose just when I switched to anthropleura and I even misunderstood what was meant with 'wait until the Platina stops working' I thought it meant when this current dose stops working.
I dont need to listen to this. I very well can be responsible and have perspective. I can find my own remedy also no matter what you all think. It isnt rocket science. I might have jumped from platina to anthropleura to quick out of how great it felt to be ok with taking any remedy again. You are all making me look a bit worse than I am. As if a child but ok have fun.
What if I really can tell after taking a remedy and seeing the dreams I got that it cannot be my remedy? How could a remedy that has terrorists and suicide bombs exploding and vivid rocket explosions and shootings be my remedy... if I never dreamed about such awful things in my life.
Based on how many animals I have taken and what they did which is nothing good past strong aggravations I really can start forming the believe that they arent the kingdom I need.
I am getting tired of this now too. And I saw often how many members on here were allowed to explore the remedy they thought they were and I kept quiet and thought hmmm dont get angry maybe just David cares a lot about me and wants to help me more than the other patients who were allowed to explore their remedies.
Lets not argue anymore and get this fixed. I go back to platina if arg-nit does do nothing good and will stay there until improvements stop.
I do not know however what dose to take. SInce I took rather high ones the first and second one. Can one take a smaller dose the 3rd time or does it always have to be higher than the previous one.
1st dose 3 drops 8 hits 2 teaspoons
2nd dose 3 drops 8hits 1 teaspoon
When I took arg-nit I took 2 drops 2hits and 1 teaspoon just so you know before I get to hear again about me doing this doing that.
I dont need to listen to this. I very well can be responsible and have perspective. I can find my own remedy also no matter what you all think. It isnt rocket science. I might have jumped from platina to anthropleura to quick out of how great it felt to be ok with taking any remedy again. You are all making me look a bit worse than I am. As if a child but ok have fun.
What if I really can tell after taking a remedy and seeing the dreams I got that it cannot be my remedy? How could a remedy that has terrorists and suicide bombs exploding and vivid rocket explosions and shootings be my remedy... if I never dreamed about such awful things in my life.
Based on how many animals I have taken and what they did which is nothing good past strong aggravations I really can start forming the believe that they arent the kingdom I need.
I am getting tired of this now too. And I saw often how many members on here were allowed to explore the remedy they thought they were and I kept quiet and thought hmmm dont get angry maybe just David cares a lot about me and wants to help me more than the other patients who were allowed to explore their remedies.
Lets not argue anymore and get this fixed. I go back to platina if arg-nit does do nothing good and will stay there until improvements stop.
I do not know however what dose to take. SInce I took rather high ones the first and second one. Can one take a smaller dose the 3rd time or does it always have to be higher than the previous one.
1st dose 3 drops 8 hits 2 teaspoons
2nd dose 3 drops 8hits 1 teaspoon
When I took arg-nit I took 2 drops 2hits and 1 teaspoon just so you know before I get to hear again about me doing this doing that.
vitamin.X last decade
Will my nose stay the way it is or get back to the way it was?? I have no idea and I believe it is highly unlikely my nose will change on its own back. It is on both sides very soft and moving whenever I breath just before the tip of the nose starts and have also flattering nose trills whenver I breath now
vitamin.X last decade
I apologised often for my bad behaviours and do not think I am a bad guy at all. I am not in a good state and it is difficult. Especially when I got to feel better, saw improvement and than I get an animal prescribed that made me feel all the doom again.
I am trying my best just like everyone else does. And I apologise again for everything
I am trying my best just like everyone else does. And I apologise again for everything
vitamin.X last decade
At the moment arg-nit is doing well. It isnt the end of the world and I have hope my nose will improve.
I really like how calm I feel and my chest feels good. I still very well could be the small egoistic lycopodium I believe.
I really like how calm I feel and my chest feels good. I still very well could be the small egoistic lycopodium I believe.
vitamin.X last decade
The arg-nit aggravation felt a lot like Platina last time.
The end of my genitals were very sensitive again. I was sexually getting aroused quick too and had to control my high sexual desire.
Maybe arg-nit is somehow stimulating the previous platina doses. I cannot put it in words but I have my idea about what is happening and what this means.
One thing for certain, minerals always felt good and helped in a way. Put me in functional states of mind
The end of my genitals were very sensitive again. I was sexually getting aroused quick too and had to control my high sexual desire.
Maybe arg-nit is somehow stimulating the previous platina doses. I cannot put it in words but I have my idea about what is happening and what this means.
One thing for certain, minerals always felt good and helped in a way. Put me in functional states of mind
vitamin.X last decade
I want to say again, I believe finding a remedy for me isnt a difficult task at all. But with that I dont want to say homeopathy is easy. I do not want to study dosing guidelines and all that stuff. Here I would be happy to have someone with experience guide me. I think I could be a good homeopath with my great mind. I would enjoy it but it isnt for me. I see myself being in a room sitting all day and no one knowing about me. It would be a different story if I were George Vithoulukas who has a great following and media coverage etc where people know about him. Know that he exists.
It is funny how easy it is to spot platina females on dating sites. Most have a myth or story of a woman with great power and no reserve to stab people who oppose her etc on their profile posted lol.
Right now I am thinking the arg-nit will do nothing. Cannot feel it anymore. I feel sort of like on the palladium although not intense. I guess combative would be the right word. Whoever wants to get into my way I dare them to do so.
I saw a new and upcoming young female singer here where I live on the TV. And even some girls rave about her on dating sites that they would turn gay for her etc. And I could totally identify with how the singer must feel everyone around her raving about how great, beautiful she is. When I saw her on the TV in interviews her facial expression and behaviour was EXACTLY like mine. I could see the sexual tension in her face. The face of a seductress who cannot keep the sexual tension/feelings at bay, they just are just too overwhelming.
Of course I miss that sort of attention myself which I used to get when I was in school. Even once it was over and I just stayed at home for years I would still get it by girls waving at me and stuff like that when I was outside daily. But then when I didnt go out for a year much I felt like I am dead, and BDD and all the doom came. And never been right since than
It is funny how easy it is to spot platina females on dating sites. Most have a myth or story of a woman with great power and no reserve to stab people who oppose her etc on their profile posted lol.
Right now I am thinking the arg-nit will do nothing. Cannot feel it anymore. I feel sort of like on the palladium although not intense. I guess combative would be the right word. Whoever wants to get into my way I dare them to do so.
I saw a new and upcoming young female singer here where I live on the TV. And even some girls rave about her on dating sites that they would turn gay for her etc. And I could totally identify with how the singer must feel everyone around her raving about how great, beautiful she is. When I saw her on the TV in interviews her facial expression and behaviour was EXACTLY like mine. I could see the sexual tension in her face. The face of a seductress who cannot keep the sexual tension/feelings at bay, they just are just too overwhelming.
Of course I miss that sort of attention myself which I used to get when I was in school. Even once it was over and I just stayed at home for years I would still get it by girls waving at me and stuff like that when I was outside daily. But then when I didnt go out for a year much I felt like I am dead, and BDD and all the doom came. And never been right since than
vitamin.X last decade
I am unsure again after reading this. I could very well be lycopodium. Dont know why it was said, that Platina might try to cover up being a dirty bitch
Failure sure is an issue for me. And dont want to undertake anything right now as it will all fail anyway. I guess I will have to wait the arg-nit out and try lyc and only than go back if none of those remedies create any noticeable improvement like platina did
''AH: What is your philosophy of education?
MN: Was it Gary Schneider who once said that education should be more about lighting lamps than about filling bottles? The beauty of that analogy is that what you are doing is facilitating other people's lamps to shine. Now that aspect of being a teacher is really the most wonderful. It's the mantle-wearing, standing on the platform, that can become isolating. Very dangerous in respect to ego, because you can easily begin to feel you are bigger than you really are. And then there may be an equal opposite swing which can make you feel very small and insignificant. In the manner of Lycopodium, you can swell out and feel that you are the best (anything not to admit to the possibility of failure), or like Veratrum you can feel that you are divinely connected (anything not to admit to the possibility of being mere s-hit), or like Platina (anything not to admit to the possibility of being a dirty bitch). It's a very dangerous position. Many a guru has fallen.''
Failure sure is an issue for me. And dont want to undertake anything right now as it will all fail anyway. I guess I will have to wait the arg-nit out and try lyc and only than go back if none of those remedies create any noticeable improvement like platina did
''AH: What is your philosophy of education?
MN: Was it Gary Schneider who once said that education should be more about lighting lamps than about filling bottles? The beauty of that analogy is that what you are doing is facilitating other people's lamps to shine. Now that aspect of being a teacher is really the most wonderful. It's the mantle-wearing, standing on the platform, that can become isolating. Very dangerous in respect to ego, because you can easily begin to feel you are bigger than you really are. And then there may be an equal opposite swing which can make you feel very small and insignificant. In the manner of Lycopodium, you can swell out and feel that you are the best (anything not to admit to the possibility of failure), or like Veratrum you can feel that you are divinely connected (anything not to admit to the possibility of being mere s-hit), or like Platina (anything not to admit to the possibility of being a dirty bitch). It's a very dangerous position. Many a guru has fallen.''
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I feel this pleasant tiredness again although not that strong throughout the day. Again as if a very mild ORGASM through whole body, it feels like it did when I smoked a bit of marijuana in the past and when I took platina last time of course. I dont know what this could mean. Is it because it is a mineral and close to platina so that it is restoring the previous improvements. Probably. It feels like my stomach is getting fixed again. And my chest feels really good can feel this tingling adrenaline feeling often. I have no idea whether to think this is platina or arg-nit right now
I am confused a bit. I have a problem with being inside buildings and feeling trapped. I feel small worthless, inferior I guess at times too,
I was certain again I am lycopodium. Who else is egotistic but approval seeking and a people pleaser also at the same time? Or who else dictates his mother around at times although in a nice way usually but never his father. And I dont like being lonely. I always feel sorry than and my egoism goes away so being on the top alone and happy doesnt sound true for me. But there are holes with lycopodium as I dont know where the over emotionality would fit and some other things. If I take my personality into account I doubt lycopodium could fit. But why do I feel exposed, embarrassed and small when I think of lycopodium.
Could someone who needs lycopodium get improvements from Platina? Get cured of BDD, get feeling of security in stomach, I guess is the question.
I am confused a bit. I have a problem with being inside buildings and feeling trapped. I feel small worthless, inferior I guess at times too,
I was certain again I am lycopodium. Who else is egotistic but approval seeking and a people pleaser also at the same time? Or who else dictates his mother around at times although in a nice way usually but never his father. And I dont like being lonely. I always feel sorry than and my egoism goes away so being on the top alone and happy doesnt sound true for me. But there are holes with lycopodium as I dont know where the over emotionality would fit and some other things. If I take my personality into account I doubt lycopodium could fit. But why do I feel exposed, embarrassed and small when I think of lycopodium.
Could someone who needs lycopodium get improvements from Platina? Get cured of BDD, get feeling of security in stomach, I guess is the question.
vitamin.X last decade
Improvements I had on the Platina seem to be coming back. BDD seems to be much less of an issue today.
vitamin.X last decade
I sent 2 emails. I hope to hear from you. Currently feel some sort of emotional issues. And it feels so UNCOMFORTABLE chatting with girls online. So uncomfortable sending something and opening the reply. As I expect everything to be so uncomfortable for me and the girl.
vitamin.X last decade
But than I sent the girl a message where I sounded rather haughty and I am feeling all egoistic and fine now. But with that comes the price that I dont care much about the girl anymore. It is all about me and being great... I hate this protection.
I am either really vulnerable, feel emotional pain/heartbroken from not being able to have the girl I want so much or on the other hand egoistic!
For a second when I get the thought of writing something haughty I think to myself dont write this, it will make me look haughty and bad so the girl will not want to talk to me anymore but than there is no turning back anymore once I get excited and into this other state of mind.
*And I did not get to hear from the girl again as expected and I am back to a bad state where I cannot accept this happening. I want to chat with her. I cannot take this isolation and emotional pain from being cut off. How could I ever be ok with this. Rather alone than in contact with a pretty girl!? Impossible. Being in contact with a pretty girl day and night is all I want. I feel warmth and love but I cannot make the connection with pretty girls anymore. I dont know why
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I am either really vulnerable, feel emotional pain/heartbroken from not being able to have the girl I want so much or on the other hand egoistic!
For a second when I get the thought of writing something haughty I think to myself dont write this, it will make me look haughty and bad so the girl will not want to talk to me anymore but than there is no turning back anymore once I get excited and into this other state of mind.
*And I did not get to hear from the girl again as expected and I am back to a bad state where I cannot accept this happening. I want to chat with her. I cannot take this isolation and emotional pain from being cut off. How could I ever be ok with this. Rather alone than in contact with a pretty girl!? Impossible. Being in contact with a pretty girl day and night is all I want. I feel warmth and love but I cannot make the connection with pretty girls anymore. I dont know why
[message edited by vitamin.X on Thu, 29 Sep 2011 13:34:52 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
I won't be answering your emails. I have said my piece.
You don't need me. Choosing remedies for yourself is easy. You always know what is right and don't need any advice. You are the homoeopath now. You are definitely Arg-nit/Lycopodium/Platina/Aurum/Palladium etc so you will need to work it out now. I am sure if you read a few books and surf the net you will master dosage, potency, obstacles to cure, miasmatic blockages, complementary prescriptions, use of nosodes, alternating remedies, management of acutes and so on.
You have made your choice. You have begged me to come back to your case several times, and just done the same stupid things. I am not coming back again. You are on your own with it unless someone else here wishes to take you on.
You don't need me. Choosing remedies for yourself is easy. You always know what is right and don't need any advice. You are the homoeopath now. You are definitely Arg-nit/Lycopodium/Platina/Aurum/Palladium etc so you will need to work it out now. I am sure if you read a few books and surf the net you will master dosage, potency, obstacles to cure, miasmatic blockages, complementary prescriptions, use of nosodes, alternating remedies, management of acutes and so on.
You have made your choice. You have begged me to come back to your case several times, and just done the same stupid things. I am not coming back again. You are on your own with it unless someone else here wishes to take you on.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I am dissapointed. I thought you would help me. My issues are heavy and now you decide to leave me and you have no idea how this makes me feel and my future looks black now. What will I do now?
I guess I need someone like Jesus Christ to heal me who can always forgive and look past the ego
[message edited by vitamin.X on Fri, 30 Sep 2011 01:02:17 BST]
I guess I need someone like Jesus Christ to heal me who can always forgive and look past the ego
[message edited by vitamin.X on Fri, 30 Sep 2011 01:02:17 BST]
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