The ABC Homeopathy Forum
Platinum Metallicum Page 5 of 14
This is just a forum. Assume posts are not from medical professionals.
Anacardium is a plant, belonging to the Anacardiacea family. The themes of this remedy is Stuck, Cannot move, Jammed, Held, Gripped, Stiff, Tight. The opposite is Restless, Always on the move, Loose, Flexible. The first movement tends to aggravate them, and they are better for continued movement. There can be feelings of paralysis. The restlessness is an extremely important theme.
You have not given any of this. Your problem is not 'Sensitivity to being stuck or unable to move'. Your problem is not a Plant one at all. It is an Animal one of the Strong versus the Weak, of being Victimized by people, of High and Low, of Persecution, of a Split within yourself where two sides are in conflict with each other.
You have not given any of this. Your problem is not 'Sensitivity to being stuck or unable to move'. Your problem is not a Plant one at all. It is an Animal one of the Strong versus the Weak, of being Victimized by people, of High and Low, of Persecution, of a Split within yourself where two sides are in conflict with each other.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Ok,I cannot move though. When there is a person to the left I cannot move my head to the left. It will not get there. When I am on my laptop on the couch and someone is eating at the table facing into my direction I cannot move. And the solution is constant movement or disappearing. Only if the person has his back towards me can I feel somewhat ok but there is always the threat that he might turn around
I will let this be. Scorpio tomorrow. But anarcadium is a remedy I will have to keep my eye on. I clearly could describe it today as that I cannot move. Am unmovable when people around me. I just never could describe it.
Thanks. I am getting more and more understanding.
But if I told you my sexual issues I think it would be another remedy again.
So Scorpio tomorrow and let's see from there on what will happen
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 10:16:05 BST]
I will let this be. Scorpio tomorrow. But anarcadium is a remedy I will have to keep my eye on. I clearly could describe it today as that I cannot move. Am unmovable when people around me. I just never could describe it.
Thanks. I am getting more and more understanding.
But if I told you my sexual issues I think it would be another remedy again.
So Scorpio tomorrow and let's see from there on what will happen
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 10:16:05 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
That theme must be everywhere in your case - it must be your problem. It is not, you have never expressed this as your basic sensation.
Try not to let your mind wander to new remedies. That is my job.
Try not to let your mind wander to new remedies. That is my job.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I will put this on here. No need to read it as I am not sure anymore anyway.
===================
Please read when you have time: Maybe just the paragraph where I gave a description of how I am on 2 different type of streets. I dont know whether this sounds plant or animal. But I feel this is such a big problem of mine and feel so much hope now that I would soooooo want to order anarcadium and see if this problem of mine will go away finally around people, before trying the scorpio remedy. Please if there is just a slight chance I might be anarcadium let me order it. And try the scorpio after it. As I feel such excitement and probably will not be able to sleep until I get the anarcadium and see if the issue will go away. But in case there is no chance anarcadium fitting me than lets forget it. Why didnt I describe my problem in this way before? Well I could not. I never felt happy with how I described my problem outside that is why I kept on going on and on and post so much because I never get the feeling that I am describing my problems accurately. But now I feel I have. So please read it and tell me if I could order it or not. Whatever you say I will do. I dont even know much about this remedy. But the issue of not being able to move, tense, being stuck just feels so true for me that I dont care about any other of anarcadiums symptoms.
I think I described this honestly and at times I might have also described it like an animal would. But I doubt it that a plant does not even once have an issue with what other people do to it.
__________
I understand what you mean. Whether the sensitivity to the not being able to move is the main problem or whether the weak vs strong is the main issue. And I have been thinking about it, looking at it from different angles. Although I know one cannot look at it just like that and figure it out probably.
For example if I walk on a street that is big and in the open but low populated (rarely there is a car or people driving/walking on it) the problem of not being able to move is much stronger in such environment because I stand out, the person in the car will look at me since rarely a person walks on that street so they will look at the person they see walking on such low populated street. I dont know what my problem with this is. Since on populated streets bypassing cars look at me too, but there the problems is much less. I really dont know how to explain this, what the reason for this is. On a street where it is quite normal or frequent that people walk the issue of not being able to move is much less, as it is a common thing that people walk there. There is a street behind my house that goes up hill where rarely there is a car or people to be seen. And I would prefer walking on it a lot more since not many people are there and I can feel more relaxed. But it isnt so. When a car passes or if I have to pass a person on such low populated street my problem of not being able to move, anxiety is much worse. I dont know why. It is a lot more uncomfortable.
I will give my view. I believe not being able to move is a big problem. And my main one when I walk down the street. It goes like this. I walk down the street I see people and I feel like I cannot move anymore. My movement has been restricted to my legs just walking. And moving any other body part feels like an unnatural thing. But I have to move, cannot stay still as the tension builds up and I get to feel more unmovable. And it is uncomfortable walking like this around people. So I have to try to get rid of the tension, stiffness. It always bothers me. I look at my shadow and see how I am leaning forward or looking stiff.
I had for years the problem of playing video games in the living room, because if my brothers or parents stood there and looked at my face this would be a great problem for me. Such anxiety and if I did not move, it would get stronger and stronger until I froze up. So I had to live the room. Stop playing. And later not want to ever play again if someone is just in the living room. The same happened if my mother who I am not afraid of at all would stand in front of me while I play video games. I cannot move. This builds up inside of me and I cannot stand it. I have to get away. While you play video games you cannot touch yourself, you are still and just looking at the TV so a big problem if someone comes and watches me. Only non-problem is if my younger brother comes and watches me play as I know he will not do anything to me. Not ask what is wrong or whatever. SO this does not happen when he was around while I played video games. There was just a bit of anxiety and un-movablness but not to the same degree as of other people.
My eye staring bothers me a lot as you know. I cannot be around people because of this reason. I do not want to be around people as it makes me feel so bad and unmovable would be the correct word. If I am in a building like a shopping mall I cannot look wherever I want, because people could be anywhere. I cannot look at them because of my eye staring, tensions, immobility. And of course I hate it and for that reason never want to go into a shopping mall. Who likes to feel that way? And yes I feel embarrassed, horrible later for people seeing me like this.
Also when I look into my reflection outside if you remember I often said I look like a dead man, or frozen. And I react to that, dont I? Or that I look stoned as if I am high on a drug I often said. This are big issues for me as I dont want to look like this.
Last time when my brothers friends where over here I could not get into the living room. One would have to pick me up and put me into the living room as I could not get there.
I am unsure after writing all this again whether this sounds plant or animal. And suspect it is animal. Let me know so I can take the scorpio which I get tomorrow morning when I wake up. But I always worry about getting hurt or hurting people. Like when I post a lot after getting a prescription like today I feared I am offending you and making you fee bad.
I hope this did not offend you. Ignore it. I just want to be sure. If after this you say no plant I am certain I am no plant.
Thanks
===================
Please read when you have time: Maybe just the paragraph where I gave a description of how I am on 2 different type of streets. I dont know whether this sounds plant or animal. But I feel this is such a big problem of mine and feel so much hope now that I would soooooo want to order anarcadium and see if this problem of mine will go away finally around people, before trying the scorpio remedy. Please if there is just a slight chance I might be anarcadium let me order it. And try the scorpio after it. As I feel such excitement and probably will not be able to sleep until I get the anarcadium and see if the issue will go away. But in case there is no chance anarcadium fitting me than lets forget it. Why didnt I describe my problem in this way before? Well I could not. I never felt happy with how I described my problem outside that is why I kept on going on and on and post so much because I never get the feeling that I am describing my problems accurately. But now I feel I have. So please read it and tell me if I could order it or not. Whatever you say I will do. I dont even know much about this remedy. But the issue of not being able to move, tense, being stuck just feels so true for me that I dont care about any other of anarcadiums symptoms.
I think I described this honestly and at times I might have also described it like an animal would. But I doubt it that a plant does not even once have an issue with what other people do to it.
__________
I understand what you mean. Whether the sensitivity to the not being able to move is the main problem or whether the weak vs strong is the main issue. And I have been thinking about it, looking at it from different angles. Although I know one cannot look at it just like that and figure it out probably.
For example if I walk on a street that is big and in the open but low populated (rarely there is a car or people driving/walking on it) the problem of not being able to move is much stronger in such environment because I stand out, the person in the car will look at me since rarely a person walks on that street so they will look at the person they see walking on such low populated street. I dont know what my problem with this is. Since on populated streets bypassing cars look at me too, but there the problems is much less. I really dont know how to explain this, what the reason for this is. On a street where it is quite normal or frequent that people walk the issue of not being able to move is much less, as it is a common thing that people walk there. There is a street behind my house that goes up hill where rarely there is a car or people to be seen. And I would prefer walking on it a lot more since not many people are there and I can feel more relaxed. But it isnt so. When a car passes or if I have to pass a person on such low populated street my problem of not being able to move, anxiety is much worse. I dont know why. It is a lot more uncomfortable.
I will give my view. I believe not being able to move is a big problem. And my main one when I walk down the street. It goes like this. I walk down the street I see people and I feel like I cannot move anymore. My movement has been restricted to my legs just walking. And moving any other body part feels like an unnatural thing. But I have to move, cannot stay still as the tension builds up and I get to feel more unmovable. And it is uncomfortable walking like this around people. So I have to try to get rid of the tension, stiffness. It always bothers me. I look at my shadow and see how I am leaning forward or looking stiff.
I had for years the problem of playing video games in the living room, because if my brothers or parents stood there and looked at my face this would be a great problem for me. Such anxiety and if I did not move, it would get stronger and stronger until I froze up. So I had to live the room. Stop playing. And later not want to ever play again if someone is just in the living room. The same happened if my mother who I am not afraid of at all would stand in front of me while I play video games. I cannot move. This builds up inside of me and I cannot stand it. I have to get away. While you play video games you cannot touch yourself, you are still and just looking at the TV so a big problem if someone comes and watches me. Only non-problem is if my younger brother comes and watches me play as I know he will not do anything to me. Not ask what is wrong or whatever. SO this does not happen when he was around while I played video games. There was just a bit of anxiety and un-movablness but not to the same degree as of other people.
My eye staring bothers me a lot as you know. I cannot be around people because of this reason. I do not want to be around people as it makes me feel so bad and unmovable would be the correct word. If I am in a building like a shopping mall I cannot look wherever I want, because people could be anywhere. I cannot look at them because of my eye staring, tensions, immobility. And of course I hate it and for that reason never want to go into a shopping mall. Who likes to feel that way? And yes I feel embarrassed, horrible later for people seeing me like this.
Also when I look into my reflection outside if you remember I often said I look like a dead man, or frozen. And I react to that, dont I? Or that I look stoned as if I am high on a drug I often said. This are big issues for me as I dont want to look like this.
Last time when my brothers friends where over here I could not get into the living room. One would have to pick me up and put me into the living room as I could not get there.
I am unsure after writing all this again whether this sounds plant or animal. And suspect it is animal. Let me know so I can take the scorpio which I get tomorrow morning when I wake up. But I always worry about getting hurt or hurting people. Like when I post a lot after getting a prescription like today I feared I am offending you and making you fee bad.
I hope this did not offend you. Ignore it. I just want to be sure. If after this you say no plant I am certain I am no plant.
Thanks
vitamin.X last decade
I will let this be. I feel embarassment and humilation quick if my dog on the street shows bad behaviour. THis does not fit the above.
Sorry
I feel bad, like an idiot, a failure. sorry
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 12:37:04 BST]
Sorry
I feel bad, like an idiot, a failure. sorry
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 12:37:04 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
Do not order Anacardium. Do not put yourself in a position where you can get bored and take it. Only order the Androctonus. No other remedy. You cannot trust yourself with remedies, so don't set yourself up.
You always rewrite your story to fit whatever remedy has taken your fancy. You are doing it again here with Anacardium. Every student does the same thing.
Your main problem is not about movement - it never has been, except now that you want to take Anacardium. You need to trust me. Don't try to prescribe for yourself.
You always rewrite your story to fit whatever remedy has taken your fancy. You are doing it again here with Anacardium. Every student does the same thing.
Your main problem is not about movement - it never has been, except now that you want to take Anacardium. You need to trust me. Don't try to prescribe for yourself.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I wont. Sorry. I feel like a failure an idiot. The idea got me after I was outside and tried to describe the sensation around people. Which was not able to move to the left when there where people on the left and since I know this is anarcadium and earlier today saw anarcadium mentioned in the war machine remedies I gave it more interest to maybe fit sorry
Excuse me. sorry. I ordered it already. It will be here tomorrow morning the androctonus remedy that is
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 12:40:31 BST]
Excuse me. sorry. I ordered it already. It will be here tomorrow morning the androctonus remedy that is
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 12:40:31 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
What you have to know is that I tried to describe what happens when I see people often and unsuccessfully. I tried to with hands show how the force hits me. But I never could as whatever I came up with was wrong. And today as I felt better it was clear as the sky that such force cannot come from the outside but can only come from the inside. And it restricts movement. I believe this is true a 100%. You know today I had a good day. Anthropleura aggravation must have worn off completely.
But no worries. Scorpio remedy than. I am not bored. I havent tried the scorpio remedy even yet so I could not be bored.
But no worries. Scorpio remedy than. I am not bored. I havent tried the scorpio remedy even yet so I could not be bored.
vitamin.X last decade
I am probably animal as I read a few post of kaylove answering your questions and feel so bad that I cannot write like her or rather be as interesting and creative like her. I feel a failure or less than her and the feeling in my chest and need to stab and ego came
Yea 'kaylove' made me realize how no good I am, Not as great as I thought, how I am lacking in many ways compared to her.
Now that the stabbing sensation has gone. I also feel bad sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and something coming up from it wanting to get out of me, but it only gets to my throat and cannot expell it. This is how I feel when I feel worthless or fear that I am lycopodium - sick in my stomach with things coming up but only get to my throat before they are swallowed down again. It is like I want to vomit - almost. At times something gets out of my mouth though and I have to yawn or sigh and than my chest expands and sticks out and feels better than before.
My chest really lifted and stickes out with more yawning and it does not feel good to bring the chest in. It Wants to stick out and more yawning as if something is being released.
Some violent yawning. It felt like I could not open my mouth wide enough to get it out. I automatically lean really far back with my chest sticking out as it feels natural and good this way but my lower back feels tight. A very good feeling in chest when I yawn of lighteness and a 'feeling' in my chest area again, but it goes away soon back to the old of 'no feeling'
It is like yawn followed by yawn 5 seconds later. I yawned like 20 times now and on the last one tears rolled down my face.
wonder if this Will ever stop? But it feels good.
It feels like I am releasing things stuck in my throat or chest. Still yawning and my lower back really hurts now from leaning so far back.... I feel something coming to my throat and than I have to yawn to release it
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 13:38:35 BST]
Yea 'kaylove' made me realize how no good I am, Not as great as I thought, how I am lacking in many ways compared to her.
Now that the stabbing sensation has gone. I also feel bad sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and something coming up from it wanting to get out of me, but it only gets to my throat and cannot expell it. This is how I feel when I feel worthless or fear that I am lycopodium - sick in my stomach with things coming up but only get to my throat before they are swallowed down again. It is like I want to vomit - almost. At times something gets out of my mouth though and I have to yawn or sigh and than my chest expands and sticks out and feels better than before.
My chest really lifted and stickes out with more yawning and it does not feel good to bring the chest in. It Wants to stick out and more yawning as if something is being released.
Some violent yawning. It felt like I could not open my mouth wide enough to get it out. I automatically lean really far back with my chest sticking out as it feels natural and good this way but my lower back feels tight. A very good feeling in chest when I yawn of lighteness and a 'feeling' in my chest area again, but it goes away soon back to the old of 'no feeling'
It is like yawn followed by yawn 5 seconds later. I yawned like 20 times now and on the last one tears rolled down my face.
wonder if this Will ever stop? But it feels good.
It feels like I am releasing things stuck in my throat or chest. Still yawning and my lower back really hurts now from leaning so far back.... I feel something coming to my throat and than I have to yawn to release it
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 13:38:35 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
I think I yawned like 40 times now and my chest feels much better and ligther, pleasant. It feels like my chest wants to open up. Release everything
Feeling a bit dizzy and unwell now. but still yawning. And it seems like my mind is speeding up a bit. Things are starting to race and feeling hot. But no worries. Hope this doesnt sound dramatic. It is all ok
I just thought the yawning stopped. As something came up to my throat again and it seemed it will stay stuck there not get release but I yawned again. It seems like it is stopping now or going to stop soon. Not so frequent -anymore the yawning. Feel tired want to lie down.
I feel my clothes on my body, on my shoulders and chest. Which I havent before the yawning started
It seems I got one of my yawning sessions again, it is still going on
Yawning stopped. I also feel my clothes on my upper back and a spot on my forehead. But my throat feels again as if something stuck something in it that I cannot expel
At times I am just made to open my mouth wide open and than after a while I yawn. And I feel nausea/unwell in head and stomach
Again my chest feels really good and light. But at times something comes up from stomach or chest travells to my throat makes me feel sick like wanting to vomit but now it does not get expelled, no yawning and I feel the need to swallow. And in my forehead I feel pressure now. of something wanting to go out but cannot.
Going to bed now, feel tired, can barely look straight, unfocused look, and have constricting headache I believe. But not sure whether it is called this way.
Also want to pass stool but feel constipated. Feel like I should go to toilet but it will be ineffectual urging. Since anthropleura I am constipated a few times. And my throat feels full something in it as i said, no yawning to release it anymore. It makes me swallow
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 14:12:50 BST]
Feeling a bit dizzy and unwell now. but still yawning. And it seems like my mind is speeding up a bit. Things are starting to race and feeling hot. But no worries. Hope this doesnt sound dramatic. It is all ok
I just thought the yawning stopped. As something came up to my throat again and it seemed it will stay stuck there not get release but I yawned again. It seems like it is stopping now or going to stop soon. Not so frequent -anymore the yawning. Feel tired want to lie down.
I feel my clothes on my body, on my shoulders and chest. Which I havent before the yawning started
It seems I got one of my yawning sessions again, it is still going on
Yawning stopped. I also feel my clothes on my upper back and a spot on my forehead. But my throat feels again as if something stuck something in it that I cannot expel
At times I am just made to open my mouth wide open and than after a while I yawn. And I feel nausea/unwell in head and stomach
Again my chest feels really good and light. But at times something comes up from stomach or chest travells to my throat makes me feel sick like wanting to vomit but now it does not get expelled, no yawning and I feel the need to swallow. And in my forehead I feel pressure now. of something wanting to go out but cannot.
Going to bed now, feel tired, can barely look straight, unfocused look, and have constricting headache I believe. But not sure whether it is called this way.
Also want to pass stool but feel constipated. Feel like I should go to toilet but it will be ineffectual urging. Since anthropleura I am constipated a few times. And my throat feels full something in it as i said, no yawning to release it anymore. It makes me swallow
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 14:12:50 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
My chest feels good today. Feel music when I listen to it through my whole body.
Also feel like I dont need to write like 'Kaylove'. It seems a bit to undirect and to creative, too much anyway.
I feel good about myself for no reason again, look in the mirror and love what I see. Back to the state before taking anthropleura. Platina did a lot of good. My BDD is in a cured state ever since throughout the days not on my mind at all.
EDIT: I had a look at kayloves thread again and read some new posts and I felt the usual anger, wanting to stab, after that as yesterday my chest expanding, sighing, feeling something stuck in my throat not able to come out. And now I am yawning again and again and again...
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 21:51:18 BST]
Also feel like I dont need to write like 'Kaylove'. It seems a bit to undirect and to creative, too much anyway.
I feel good about myself for no reason again, look in the mirror and love what I see. Back to the state before taking anthropleura. Platina did a lot of good. My BDD is in a cured state ever since throughout the days not on my mind at all.
EDIT: I had a look at kayloves thread again and read some new posts and I felt the usual anger, wanting to stab, after that as yesterday my chest expanding, sighing, feeling something stuck in my throat not able to come out. And now I am yawning again and again and again...
[message edited by vitamin.X on Tue, 20 Sep 2011 21:51:18 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Have you read about the yawning in above posts? Does that sound like ignatia or something? But I took ignatia before and it didnt cure anything so it of course cannot be it.
Well my thoughts were that exactly, to not start a 3rd remedy. As I cannot discard platina. It made my BDD get to a curable state. I dont know whether i am feeling ok because anthropleura wore off and I am back to the pre-anthropleura state.
My feelings are its the platina, I cannot say otherwise because 2 doses of it made my BDD pretty stable.
So my other thoughts later were to take the scorpio remedy and see whether it will feel like the anthropleura were I cannot tell whether I am having aggravation or not, or whether I will have a reaction to it like I had to all remedies before taking platina.
If again I feel not moved, or touched by the remedy I would take that as a clear sign to need to get back to the platina. I wonder what a 3rd dose of it would do.
In saying all this I have been woken up to early today again. SO I had trouble falling back asleep. And stuff from my chest and stomach is coming up to my throat where I either yawn or feel like throwing up. But not strongly at all, just a slight or unwell, sick feeling. That comes and goes the moment it rises up to my throat.
So I am gona try to get back to sleep now.
I got the scorpio remedy and I dont know what happened. I ordered the 1M, (just went to check my email and see order confirmation is 1M) and those idiots send me the 200c potency. They got at least right the liquid form but with a sticker on it saying how many pills to swallow would be recommended.
On the invoice they sent with the remedy it says 200c also. So am I supposed to think the sticker and invoice is wrong and its in fact a 1M or that it is a 200c.
Again I want to say though. I feel like I felt before taking the anthropleura. So BDD is fine, I feel good, but outside still I get the sensations of not able to move around people. General anxiety improved also outside since platina as I said before. I get lost in the moment in my thoughts when no people around. When I walk on my own.
Sorry for the unable to move sensation. But it is what comes to mind when I think of how my social anxiety is outside and this bothering thing of how tense, unmovable I feel comes up. I cannot say anything else.
Well my thoughts were that exactly, to not start a 3rd remedy. As I cannot discard platina. It made my BDD get to a curable state. I dont know whether i am feeling ok because anthropleura wore off and I am back to the pre-anthropleura state.
My feelings are its the platina, I cannot say otherwise because 2 doses of it made my BDD pretty stable.
So my other thoughts later were to take the scorpio remedy and see whether it will feel like the anthropleura were I cannot tell whether I am having aggravation or not, or whether I will have a reaction to it like I had to all remedies before taking platina.
If again I feel not moved, or touched by the remedy I would take that as a clear sign to need to get back to the platina. I wonder what a 3rd dose of it would do.
In saying all this I have been woken up to early today again. SO I had trouble falling back asleep. And stuff from my chest and stomach is coming up to my throat where I either yawn or feel like throwing up. But not strongly at all, just a slight or unwell, sick feeling. That comes and goes the moment it rises up to my throat.
So I am gona try to get back to sleep now.
I got the scorpio remedy and I dont know what happened. I ordered the 1M, (just went to check my email and see order confirmation is 1M) and those idiots send me the 200c potency. They got at least right the liquid form but with a sticker on it saying how many pills to swallow would be recommended.
On the invoice they sent with the remedy it says 200c also. So am I supposed to think the sticker and invoice is wrong and its in fact a 1M or that it is a 200c.
Again I want to say though. I feel like I felt before taking the anthropleura. So BDD is fine, I feel good, but outside still I get the sensations of not able to move around people. General anxiety improved also outside since platina as I said before. I get lost in the moment in my thoughts when no people around. When I walk on my own.
Sorry for the unable to move sensation. But it is what comes to mind when I think of how my social anxiety is outside and this bothering thing of how tense, unmovable I feel comes up. I cannot say anything else.
vitamin.X last decade
really messed up what they did. They lost all credibility now. How can I ever trust them again? Who knows if I order next time a 1M remedy, I might just as well get a 10M with a sticker saying it is 1M Bad Bad what they did. And even the sticker on it was wrong for pillules form not liquid. Without that mistake I could have at least been certain that they just mixed up potency and it must be a 200c. But now I dont know.
vitamin.X last decade
I guess I will order a new one and tell them about their mistake to be careful this time. It even says 12g pillules on the bottle - how professional.
So no remedy for a while, despite still my problem outside around people?
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 01:14:26 BST]
So no remedy for a while, despite still my problem outside around people?
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 01:14:26 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
You can take 200c when the time comes - there is no problem starting with that potency.
However, you are not to take anything right now. Just wait.
However, you are not to take anything right now. Just wait.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Decided to rather send this in an email to you
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 01:15:53 BST]
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 01:15:53 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
I have no idea if you will still help me, or talk to me after I send the email.
I will do whatever you tell me to do
I have one more symptom. I cannot fall asleep easily after waking up. So I think again sexual thoughts and masturbate and falling asleep is easy than
I will do whatever you tell me to do
I have one more symptom. I cannot fall asleep easily after waking up. So I think again sexual thoughts and masturbate and falling asleep is easy than
vitamin.X last decade
When I said I felt really good while listening to music today in the morining, feeling it in my chest etc.
...I listened to some electronic music - an hour long dj set and once there was a track that had an animal song, like a shamanic sound to it and I kind of got 'high' of my ego again. Feeling drunk or high would be correct and while listening to it I visioned some prehistoric people, like mayans for example doing a war dance under the sun with their spears in their hands.
But than after that track came a rather emotional track, that made me feel extatic at first, brought me higher, but than bad feelings came from being alone and having noone (no girl) to share this moment with. Suprisingly it did not bring me down as much and make me feel bad. It was rather forgotten quickly. Without really affecting me.
______________
I feel ok, but now a slight depression hanging over me, from sending my last email, that I might be considered sick now? which makes me feel as if I have become irrelevant, isolated or deserted. Lost your interest. You will never look at me like you did before getting this new information about me again. You will never feel the same way about me.It is like people have gone away. Or they are still here but I will not be considered anymore. I will be overlooked.
I often feel like the party or music is playing somewhere else. For example I see telesphorus and kaylove maybe getting a spider remedy prescribed and if I would get a plant remedy prescribed I would want to be the spider remedy too as it feels like that is where the party is at. where things are happening and I dont want to be the lonely plant. So often when I took remedies at one point animals were good and minerals bored me, than the other way around. I could not make up what would feel best to be. Feelings kept switching when I stayed for a while with a kingdom, always the other kingdom would interest me again so I would develop new refreshing feelings of how good it would be if I were from that kingdom. I guess this is tuberular miasm. Have this issue in my life whenever I have to chose something but will miss out on the other thing I have not chosen.
I really feel like wanting to take the scorpio now as I want change, experience something new. Have something new to look forward too.
I dreamed earlier today (after writing that email I sent you I went back to bed) so I dreamed I got a reply back to my email from you. There was something about you not expecting this and embarrasing feelings but not strong ones really
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 04:55:29 BST]
...I listened to some electronic music - an hour long dj set and once there was a track that had an animal song, like a shamanic sound to it and I kind of got 'high' of my ego again. Feeling drunk or high would be correct and while listening to it I visioned some prehistoric people, like mayans for example doing a war dance under the sun with their spears in their hands.
But than after that track came a rather emotional track, that made me feel extatic at first, brought me higher, but than bad feelings came from being alone and having noone (no girl) to share this moment with. Suprisingly it did not bring me down as much and make me feel bad. It was rather forgotten quickly. Without really affecting me.
______________
I feel ok, but now a slight depression hanging over me, from sending my last email, that I might be considered sick now? which makes me feel as if I have become irrelevant, isolated or deserted. Lost your interest. You will never look at me like you did before getting this new information about me again. You will never feel the same way about me.It is like people have gone away. Or they are still here but I will not be considered anymore. I will be overlooked.
I often feel like the party or music is playing somewhere else. For example I see telesphorus and kaylove maybe getting a spider remedy prescribed and if I would get a plant remedy prescribed I would want to be the spider remedy too as it feels like that is where the party is at. where things are happening and I dont want to be the lonely plant. So often when I took remedies at one point animals were good and minerals bored me, than the other way around. I could not make up what would feel best to be. Feelings kept switching when I stayed for a while with a kingdom, always the other kingdom would interest me again so I would develop new refreshing feelings of how good it would be if I were from that kingdom. I guess this is tuberular miasm. Have this issue in my life whenever I have to chose something but will miss out on the other thing I have not chosen.
I really feel like wanting to take the scorpio now as I want change, experience something new. Have something new to look forward too.
I dreamed earlier today (after writing that email I sent you I went back to bed) so I dreamed I got a reply back to my email from you. There was something about you not expecting this and embarrasing feelings but not strong ones really
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 04:55:29 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
If I can take scorpio remedy - assuming it is a 200c remedy as I have the feeling they make them by hand when you order them, so I hope it is not a 1M with just wrong sticker and invoice and I wont have to take to many doses to quick
Instructions on how to take 200c potencies, please?
I was a bit jumpy when I heard a car and thought it is my father and anxiety in my chest. Same type of feeling as if something stuck in my chest and throat like yesterday when I yawned like 50 times as I described above.
I feel kind of emotional, music playing in my head still, the emotional part I heard earlier today and I can see how I want to be the remedy tarantula now. It feels like being tarantula is the thing to be now and not a mineral or plant or anything else. I dont know why.
I want to take the scorpio now though
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 05:12:32 BST]
Instructions on how to take 200c potencies, please?
I was a bit jumpy when I heard a car and thought it is my father and anxiety in my chest. Same type of feeling as if something stuck in my chest and throat like yesterday when I yawned like 50 times as I described above.
I feel kind of emotional, music playing in my head still, the emotional part I heard earlier today and I can see how I want to be the remedy tarantula now. It feels like being tarantula is the thing to be now and not a mineral or plant or anything else. I dont know why.
I want to take the scorpio now though
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 05:12:32 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
Same instructions as for the other remedies, the potency doesn't make any difference.
However, wait it is not time to do it. Until whatever changes have settled on the last 2 remedies you need to wait.
There was nothing in your email that shocked or disturbed me. Believe me, I have heard far more than that over the years. I am not one to judge anyone when I wear my homoeopath's hat so don't worry.
However, wait it is not time to do it. Until whatever changes have settled on the last 2 remedies you need to wait.
There was nothing in your email that shocked or disturbed me. Believe me, I have heard far more than that over the years. I am not one to judge anyone when I wear my homoeopath's hat so don't worry.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I posted this just above..
I was a bit jumpy when I heard a car and thought it is my father and felt anxiety in my chest. Same type of feeling as if something stuck in my chest and throat like yesterday when I yawned like 50 times as I described above.
I feel kind of emotional, music playing in my head still, the emotional part I heard earlier today and I can see how I want to be the remedy tarantula now. It feels like being tarantula is the thing to be now and not a mineral or plant or anything else. I dont know why. It feels like the scorpio would get no attention, everyone is looking at the tarantula, it is there were the music is playing
Ok I shall wait than
MANY THANKS. I was worried but rationaly I expected that you must have heard worse, dealt with worse cases. But still a bit of worry was there
I was a bit jumpy when I heard a car and thought it is my father and felt anxiety in my chest. Same type of feeling as if something stuck in my chest and throat like yesterday when I yawned like 50 times as I described above.
I feel kind of emotional, music playing in my head still, the emotional part I heard earlier today and I can see how I want to be the remedy tarantula now. It feels like being tarantula is the thing to be now and not a mineral or plant or anything else. I dont know why. It feels like the scorpio would get no attention, everyone is looking at the tarantula, it is there were the music is playing
Ok I shall wait than
MANY THANKS. I was worried but rationaly I expected that you must have heard worse, dealt with worse cases. But still a bit of worry was there
vitamin.X last decade
My parents are rather judgemental. And I hate this. It makes me feel so horrible. It is the same type of thing like when I got gal acid & paris quad prescribed by you. The same feeling there is nothing I can do about it. And every attempt I try to access this persons mind and fail at convincing them I feel more exhausted and panicky that there really is no way out. It is the same thing like once happened when I was locked in a cement toilet in a small town. The doors did not unlock anymore, got stuck. And the realization that the doors cannot be unlocked and cement walls around me makes you panic. So you rather do not try to try a way out as the realization that there is no way out is to horrible, such panic. I rather take a step back and do not try all possible ways to get out, to horrible when you realize there is no way out. So I smashed the doors which had just a cover on them and if that would not work I would die from the panic I think or loose my mind, start kicking hitting and again this not working would feel even more horrible. As it is the realization that I cannot get out.
I got claustrophobia when there is no way out. I got many different sensations I think. Like the stabbing thing when someone offends me, the freezing unable to move when outside. Getting high excited by everything big, the claustrophobia and feeling like there is no way out when someone judges me or misunderstand me and labels me to be in denial those are horrible things to me.
I think we are getting somewhere and more things are becoming known.
I got claustrophobia when there is no way out. I got many different sensations I think. Like the stabbing thing when someone offends me, the freezing unable to move when outside. Getting high excited by everything big, the claustrophobia and feeling like there is no way out when someone judges me or misunderstand me and labels me to be in denial those are horrible things to me.
I think we are getting somewhere and more things are becoming known.
vitamin.X last decade
I was told by the owner similimum prepares the remedies to order. So I will get a new remedy. I was rather critical of them and felt offended but totally nice when I speak to them, and say things like 'no worries' all is fine. And feel really good when someone is nice. lol. I dont like this. worst thing possible is to be 2 faced. But I get mild and nice when someone is nice and just cannot be angry.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 06:12:38 BST]
[message edited by vitamin.X on Wed, 21 Sep 2011 06:12:38 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
MOST ACCURATE DESCRIPTION to date.
My general anxiety is less outside as you know so you have to listen to the new stuff I have to say as I can describe it more accurately now
I had a situation where I walked past 2 females getting out of their car and just into their house. Who said something's to me about my dog pulling at the leash wanting to say hello to them. While I was looking down for the most part at my phone
A bit embarrassed
Just something out of nowhere where they will embarrass me.
I thought they are embarrassing me for looking down and being fearful, or shy. As if they knew. And I am uncertain whether they are commenting about my shyness, fearfulness or not and if they are then this is really bad and not nice. Don't want to put myself into such situation where people can be so mean, hurtful and uncaring. But I took this fairly well, didn't react, did not affect me much at all. Did not have a hold on me after the situation was over or bad feelings, it is forgotten. I just thought how bad the people were and why they would act in such mean way to me. How can they be so insensitive.
So there was a bit of uncertainty, embarrassment and heat I could feel coming up in my face. But it all feels so much less and more stable since platina
What bothered me in this situation was that I could not move. I was looking down at my phone and that was it. Although I could for strange reason look at their faces twice after they said what they said to me, because I had to, to not make it look weird and feel bad. And my general anxiety outside since platina is much less as I said many times before.
I was uncertain about what their meaning of what they said to me was and I feared they are mean and abusing me. I feared I will not get their message or feared that i will get revealed something hurtful, embarrassing, humiliating thing about me which I did not know about me. Something I did not see or know is visible to people. As for example it could be that looking at my phone makes it very apparent that I am shy or afraid. I feared they will speak on it and this would just outright be to mean. Something I could not bare
I could not speak or answer except give a smile because I was unmovable. As if my mind does not want me to do anything as I am uncertain to not humiliate, or embarrass myself even more. I will stay quiet. I am uncertain how it will get across so best to do not do anything.
I was getting red and feeling heat. Embarrassment
But it did not affect me much. Overall I am happy and can see improvement since platina.
But I would like to interact with people, not just stay quiet and try to be non reactive. Not Get the heat, and feeling of embarrassment controlled so it is not visible. I do not want to do this and this still feels miles away until I will be able to interact freely. But general anxiety outside is much less
I try to control my eyes, my emotions, everything outside. Even my uncontrollable need to smile that happens at times.
My general anxiety is less outside as you know so you have to listen to the new stuff I have to say as I can describe it more accurately now
I had a situation where I walked past 2 females getting out of their car and just into their house. Who said something's to me about my dog pulling at the leash wanting to say hello to them. While I was looking down for the most part at my phone
A bit embarrassed
Just something out of nowhere where they will embarrass me.
I thought they are embarrassing me for looking down and being fearful, or shy. As if they knew. And I am uncertain whether they are commenting about my shyness, fearfulness or not and if they are then this is really bad and not nice. Don't want to put myself into such situation where people can be so mean, hurtful and uncaring. But I took this fairly well, didn't react, did not affect me much at all. Did not have a hold on me after the situation was over or bad feelings, it is forgotten. I just thought how bad the people were and why they would act in such mean way to me. How can they be so insensitive.
So there was a bit of uncertainty, embarrassment and heat I could feel coming up in my face. But it all feels so much less and more stable since platina
What bothered me in this situation was that I could not move. I was looking down at my phone and that was it. Although I could for strange reason look at their faces twice after they said what they said to me, because I had to, to not make it look weird and feel bad. And my general anxiety outside since platina is much less as I said many times before.
I was uncertain about what their meaning of what they said to me was and I feared they are mean and abusing me. I feared I will not get their message or feared that i will get revealed something hurtful, embarrassing, humiliating thing about me which I did not know about me. Something I did not see or know is visible to people. As for example it could be that looking at my phone makes it very apparent that I am shy or afraid. I feared they will speak on it and this would just outright be to mean. Something I could not bare
I could not speak or answer except give a smile because I was unmovable. As if my mind does not want me to do anything as I am uncertain to not humiliate, or embarrass myself even more. I will stay quiet. I am uncertain how it will get across so best to do not do anything.
I was getting red and feeling heat. Embarrassment
But it did not affect me much. Overall I am happy and can see improvement since platina.
But I would like to interact with people, not just stay quiet and try to be non reactive. Not Get the heat, and feeling of embarrassment controlled so it is not visible. I do not want to do this and this still feels miles away until I will be able to interact freely. But general anxiety outside is much less
I try to control my eyes, my emotions, everything outside. Even my uncontrollable need to smile that happens at times.
vitamin.X last decade
Most important part of above post:
I could not speak or answer except give a smile because I was unmovable. As if my mind does not want me to do anything as I am uncertain to not humiliate, or embarrass myself even more. I will stay quiet. I am uncertain how it will get across so best to do not do anything.
I could not speak or answer except give a smile because I was unmovable. As if my mind does not want me to do anything as I am uncertain to not humiliate, or embarrass myself even more. I will stay quiet. I am uncertain how it will get across so best to do not do anything.
vitamin.X last decade
To post a reply, you must first LOG ON or Register
Important
Information given in this forum is given by way of exchange of views only, and those views are not necessarily those of ABC Homeopathy. It is not to be treated as a medical diagnosis or prescription, and should not be used as a substitute for a consultation with a qualified homeopath or physician. It is possible that advice given here may be dangerous, and you should make your own checks that it is safe. If symptoms persist, seek professional medical attention. Bear in mind that even minor symptoms can be a sign of a more serious underlying condition, and a timely diagnosis by your doctor could save your life.