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Ok, thank you. Have to order Thuja, will report as advised.
 
jenny57401 last decade
Hi Sameer,

Thuja is on the way, just wanted to report that since being back from the trip my acne got a lot worse all over. Allergies are worse and under my right eye there is those red patches again like last year. not nearly as severe as last year but I thought it was worth reporting.
Mentally im still ok but a couple nights in a row i had to coax myself into sleeping in the dark. i did it but it took a little more will power than before when i could easily fall asleep in the dark.

The doc confirmed my test results yesterday...chronic lyme.

Thanks Sameer. Hope all is well with u.
 
jenny57401 last decade
Okay, let's see how Thuja goes.
 
sameervermani last decade
Hello Sameer,

I took the Thuja dose today and all is ok, I just wanted to kind of discuss the lyme issue with you and get your ideas as this has been weighing on my mind lately.

When you took on my case over a year ago, I addressed my main concerns of my fears and mental problems because I thought they were the cause of my physical pain. Since I couldn't find any doctor or natural doctor, or anyone at all to give me a reason for the physical pain, i honestly believed my fears or personality traits were making me sick, like a hypochondriac or psychosomatic or something. I thought my physical problems would dissipate after i got better mentally and emotionally.

Now that i've found out about the lyme disease, i know this is not true. I have always had some strong fears as a child growing up and I believe the lyme made it much worse--most of which you have been slowly but certainly correcting. And these were some major fears, and long lived. There is no doubt in my mind that your treatment has led to this diagnosis for me, and for that i am so so so grateful to you. All the times i got scanned with the electral dermal screening, nothing ever popped up indicating an infection until 6 months ago. and even then, i didn't believe i could have lyme. It was definitely a piece of the puzzle that was needed to put this diagnosis together...which i am very relieved to know about.

I've been doing a lot of research and speaking with lyme patients, along with really trying to listen to my own body when asking what it needs. the last few months have been especially hard for me physically. around arsenicum and after you put me on ignatia, my mental symptoms have significantly improved. I feel like homeopathy and the way you go about treatment will undoubtedly help me physically, but i am in so much pain and even tho you advise against antibiotics, i am really considering if i need to see a lyme literate doc so i can get put on an aggressive treatment plan. i dont like the idea of antibiotics, but i am so tired of living like this.

what i'm wanting to know is, I know you advise against abx treatment and you strongly believe lyme can be cured with hp's, which i also believe... but do you know about how long it will take? the reasons i am hesitant on going ahead with the antibiotics is because 1, i hate the idea of taking allopathic medicine. 2. i don't have health insurance and don't like the idea of how expensive it is to treat thru medications, and 3. i wonder and worry if you would refuse to continue with my case if i went that route. ive followed my gut all thru-out these 8 years i've been sick, and its saying to get on abx and go back to homeopathy after the infection has been put under control. you've been the key to my recovery, however slow my recovery has been...it IS recovery and if it wasn't for you I wouldn't even know I have lyme right now. and the fact that you have taken the time out of your own life with no compensation in return aside from a really really long case study... i feel so lucky.

The only reason I think to take an intensive course of abx and supplements is because i have been so sick for so long, without any treatments aside from doxycycline in the beginning (too low of a dose to kill the bacteria) and all the supplements i used to take up until treatment with you. i just want to kill as much of the bacteria as soon as possible and then recover with natural remedies and homeopathics after or even during, if you would be willing to continue on my case. would you be willing? your honest opinion....

i am very much conflicted with what to do now that i know i have lyme. i'm in so much pain and i do my best to hold myself together everyday and appear normal to the world. but i'm so tired, i just want it all to be over.

thank you Sameer.
 
jenny57401 last decade
Thank you for the kind words. Let me clarify a few things, which will help you take a better informed decision.

The root cause of all chronic disease is a miasm. The miasm is a weakness or a taint on the vital force which predisposes the organism to a certain family mental and physical diseases. If there were no miasns in you, there would be no fears, and neither would there be the Lyme disease.

The Lyme bacteria are the result of the disease and not the cause. Because the real disease is that taint or that predisposition that makes you vulnerable/susceptible to these things. As an example, if you were to expose 100 people to small pox contagions in a room, not all will develop small pox. It is only the people who have that susceptibility to small pox, that will go on to suffer from it after the exposure. Some of the people will not develop small pox because they are too sick (they have deeper susceptibilities , e.g. a schizophrenic), and some of the people will not develop small pox because they are too healthy (the person has a very robust taint free vital force).

With homeopathy, we are trying to get rid of the very root cause of all diseases, the miasmas, and hence remove the very fundamental causes which lead to the susceptibilities to diseases. Removing the bacteria through anti-biotics is not going to touch the predisposition to such disorders. Today it's Lyme, tomorrow it can be something else (most probably something deeper), because you would hamper the defense mechanisms manifestations/efforts at the current level once you go on anti-biotics, (it is trying to maintain an equilibrium at the outermost level in trying to fight with the taint, and Lyme is a part of that attempt).

Hope this helps you decide.
 
sameervermani last decade
Thank you for taking the time to explain, this makes things much more clear. I will have to give it some serious consideration as I wont be rushing into this decision or taking it lightly. Everything you said makes sense. I think its a matter of impatience on my part and my fading tolerance of the physical pain. I can handle a lot of pain if I know it would all just go away quickly. But i know no doctor or you could give me a date for when I will feel better.

Thank you for clarifying. Will report when advised :)

Jenny
 
jenny57401 last decade
Sure, and also wanted to tell you that the mental improvements are likely to be lost if you embark on the anti-biotics.

Sameer
 
sameervermani last decade
Yea, I've been doing more reading and taking time to myself to think this through. i never did like the idea of abx and I'm, again, leaning more toward sticking with you and your method.

I did a whole bunch of research on the traditional method of treatment and realized yesterday i never did a thorough research on the method of homeopathy to treat Lyme (or the miasm, rather). I found a lot of articles that i had read in the past and forgot about, they all support what you explained to me yesterday.

It just gets a little scary when u take the road less traveled. My initial thoughts were to stay with the natural therapies and homeopathy 100%, but I always doubt myself....

It was so nice to find people with Lyme that could relate to me after years of being misunderstood and feeling guilty for being sick with no idea why. With the homeopathy, not many in the Lyme community can relate or agree with that method as the SOLE treatment method. All so far have said hp is great, but you *need* abx. I started to believe them.

So, maybe i'm supposed to dig in and not look back, and take the road less traveled, even if it seems scary or lonely.

I swear, if I get cured through homeopathy I'm writing a book and writing you royalty checks!! You think my posts to you are long, you should see my journals.

Thank you for sticking with my case Sameer....
 
jenny57401 last decade
You're welcome :)

I am looking forward to the royalty checks :P
 
sameervermani last decade
Me TOO!!!! (seriously) lol
 
jenny57401 last decade
Dear Sameer

Reporting for Thuja 30c
Took dose on the 23rd AM

7/25:

Physical: Allergies acted up. Acne was semi-better. Extremely achey all over.

Mental: Pretty sad. wanted attention from a certain man. didn't get it so was a little down.

7/27:

Physical: Allergies are worse. Very short of breath. Back and Neck pain. Very tired. Itchy eyes, sneezy, sore throat.

Mental: Overall not bad. Woke up the nite before at 2:30 from a loud noise. had to turn on light and tv. couldn't go back to sleep was wide awake until about 4. didn't go into a deep sleep at all after that. remembered a dream right around 2:30 which was weird because usually i don't remember dreams unless i'm not in a deep sleep.

7/28:

Physical: very very bad allergies today. sneezy and itchy eyes all day. couldn't stop. had to leave work was so miserable. some twitching in muscles, firework/popcorn twitching. short of breath. sharp cramp in right side. almost doubled over.

Mental: emotionally recovering from a conversation that was kind of unpleasant. I kind of told my ex i didn't want to carry on a sexual relationship because its too difficult for me. even though i want a sexual relationship, i want it with someone that wants to settle down and have a family. his life is too stressful and i can't handle it. overall, handled the convo somewhat ok. slept in the dark. i continue to talk to him because i'll always love him but its too stressful to be in a relationship with him. id like to be with someone who can handle their own stressors and be ok with my health situation.

Dream: There was a dream of airplanes. i can't remember specifics. one i was in a bi-plane and was very nervous. no crashes but nervous.


7/30:

Physical: VERY uncomfortable. I've been trying to eat healthy. Ate 2 flax bars and some fruits and veggies and didn't agree with tummy. very full of trapped air/gas. almost felt like something was inside punching my guts trying to make it through. the pain was audible, and finally after a few hours it passed with diarrhea. allergies are better but still present.

lots of sharp pains thru out the day in my back and neck and legs. very achey and back burns so much i need to lay down with heat.

as soon as my physical pain subsided to a tolerable level, my mental state went downhill.

Mental:
Fridays and weekends are always hardest for me. most people dont call on the weekends because they are busy and they know i dont do anything on weekends. it gets lonely. plus, i do so well at putting on a happy face for everyone and holding it together during the week that when i come home it all just hits me at once. its hard to be sick and try to act normal all the time. i snapped at two male friends. one i told them to not call or text anymore. the other sounds happy with his new girlfriend and i should be happy for him but he is a person that i loaned money too and basically let him use me for artistic projects with no payment. maybe i was just mad that everyone else seems happy and its a struggle to be that way for me. its hard for me to be alone because its just not my thing, i like people i wanna be around people i wanna have connections, but i cant connect with normal people very well these days.

Dream:
had very vivid dream of a living uncles funeral. i was in the church and sat on the opposite side where strangers sat, and my family was on the other side. a lot of strangers there, i was mad because i didn't know he was sick. there seemed to be some kind of earthquake, the church literally 'fell off' of its foundation.

after the funeral, i was driving to the reception by myself, and as i drove there was a huge plane circling really low. it was odd so i watched it, thinking it was so close it might hit me, and i saw it go down in the distance, followed by a huge explosion. I kept driving, with the calm thought that i knew it would happen and i better get to the reception soon to make sure my family was not in the area the plane went down in. when i got to the place (our old childhood home) it was weird because there were like 'block parties' going on. parties all over the place in different houses, people going in between and back and forth. i got in my old house and was so mad i yelled at everyone to get out. i found my family in the front yard, and learned the flight was a flight from hawaii to east coast non stop.

7/31/10
Physical: itchy eyes, still sneezy, very achey.

Mental: mad during the day only towards the male friend in my life. wasn't mean to family at all. hung out with friend Dawn, it was nice to talk with someone and have the company. but at night i broke down and cried to sleep. slept in dark. woke up at 2:30 to a text. didn't fall asleep easily, but did fall asleep in the dark and no tv. there were a few unpleasant thoughts that almost frightened me but i breathed thru it and finally fell asleep.

Today: itchy eyes, acne is terrible, achy all over, and totally over people in general.


I don't mean to come off rude, but how long is this going to take? are we treating the lyme right now? is bacteria dying? do you have any idea how long it will take to cure the lyme?

I just wanna know what im in for so i can mentally prepare. at this rate, im going to go nuts and make drastic decisions that i could regret later.

I just wanna know whats going on with me.

Thanks Sameer.
Jenny
 
jenny57401 last decade
Hi Jenny,

We are trying to cure the entire symptom complex while keeping in mind that symptoms can move from deeper planes to outer levels during the course of treatment.

Lyme is also one piece of the whole totality.

Can you please procure a remedy named

CARCINOSIN from Helios UK.

Please procure 30c and 200c potencies.

Link is https://www.helios.co.uk/cgi-bin/store.cgi?action=link&s...
 
sameervermani last decade
Ordering...
There is a million different sizes for each potency.
Does size matter?
 
jenny57401 last decade
example... 4g, 8g, 14g, 28g, and 40g for the no. 3 small pill form
 
jenny57401 last decade
Order 5 ml oral liquid.
 
sameervermani last decade
I ordered. today is a really bad day. allergies have been so bad i cry to sleep the last few nites. woke up with welted eyes this morning, too raw to hide with make up. cried this morning in shower and tried to go to work. talked to a friend of a friend over the phone at work who often helps lyme patients detox. she pretty much told me lyme isn't causing my pain and that the mercury fillings are and that i have to get them taken out. its at least 10 grand to do that. im just so tired, i feel like quitting my job, just cant handle stuff anymore. only thing good about feeling this way is it must take my mind off the burning pain in my back. is thuja working on a layer or did it aggravate

jenny
 
jenny57401 last decade
Hi Jenny,

Thuja aggravated.

Let us anti-dote.

Which potencies of Pulsatilla do you have at hand ?

Sameer
 
sameervermani last decade
I found LM2 in my pantry, i know i kept all of my remedies they may just be down in the basement so I'm positive I have LM1 and the ones that precede that.

Thats odd it aggravated, I thought it sounded a lot like me. I am feeling a little better today mentally but its also the morning (always feel better in am's) and i'm taking the day off work so theres not much pressure. allergies persist and sore throat. there is also yellow discharge from nose as if sinus infection. yesterday i ran a mild fever.
 
jenny57401 last decade
Hi Jenny,

Give the LM2 bottle 15 hard hits.

Wait for 10 minutes.

Then take out 1 drop in 250 ml spring water, stir and take a teaspoon.

Report in 3 days please.
 
sameervermani last decade
Hi Sameer,
Reporting on Puls LM2.

Mental improvements are seen and some physical improvements in the sinuses. The allergies have gone down, for the last few days i've been waking up with sinus infection really sore throat type stuff. its subsiding now.

back is still really tired and achey, i'm overall pretty weak. can't remember the last time i worked out.

no dreams of planes since puls, sleeping quite a bit, only worked 17 hours this week felt like i should take a break.

i remember why i liked puls so much :)

Jenny
 
jenny57401 last decade
Hi Jenny,

Take another dose:

Give the LM2 bottle 12 hard hits.

Wait for 10 minutes.

Then take out 1 drop in 250 ml spring water, stir and take a teaspoon.

Report in 3 days please.
 
sameervermani last decade
Hi Sameer,

Not sure if I goofed. I took the dose as advised and maybe 20 mins later i totally forgot i dosed and popped a piece of gum in my mouth. It was mint. I remembered i shouldn't be chewing it within 30 secs and spit it out right away... should be ok? let me know if not.
 
jenny57401 last decade
it's fine.
 
sameervermani last decade
hi sameer,

since last dose, doing pretty good mentally. felt better mentally and was pretty busy. very tired last night, fell asleep early and stayed asleep most the night. breasts are tender, its day 28 of cycle and i noticed today that it was difficult to focus on things and that people talking were very distracting and making me irritable. not in a mad way, just was obvious i was more sensitive today. have had a few cramps too as if i was gettin period but havent. overall, pretty sore physically. kind of constipated also even tho drinking alot of water. itchy eyes got better but they are a tiny bit flakey yet. legs are very achey. able to work longer this week but feeling overwhelmed a little and wanting more time off.

i do have carc (the new one u had me order) with me now.
let me know how you'd like me to move ahead. hope all is well with ya :)

jenny
 
jenny57401 last decade
wow, i'm off a day! lol. I thought today was reporting time..spose to be tomorrow...
 
jenny57401 last decade
Hi Jenny,

Take another dose (at approx 72 hours from the last dose):

Give the LM2 bottle 12 hard hits.

Wait for 10 minutes.

Then take out 1 drop in 250 ml spring water, stir and take a teaspoon.

Report in 3 days please.
 
sameervermani last decade

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